? How to write the last one I sent before I died?

1, I want to love the world. I still love it, but the world doesn't seem to like me very much. I will work hard for another twelve years. If I can't make myself and the world happy then, let me be happy alone!

Goodbye to the big boy in my heart. Even if you are beautiful, even if you dare to love and hate, the world doesn't like boys. They like mature people, but you don't. So, son, have fun. Have a good life. I will miss you.

If there is an afterlife, we will never see it again. The world owes me a you, but it is not you that the world owes it.

4. The world is small and the city is big. People who lack fate may never see each other again.

But the world is small and the city is big. Some people may never see each other again.