What are the characteristics of childhood?

? I feel that I have almost finished analyzing my childhood. How many times do I have to say it? When I was a child, I really didn't have that many, and those characteristics were unformed!

? The first thing to say is "cowardice" I am afraid of things and dare not make public. I think I am the youngest. I never compare with anyone. Nothing can compare with me ~ I cry when I am bullied! I dare not complain, but every time I don't complain, I will hide beside my mother. My mother soon saw through that being bullied would say my brother and sister, and then my brother and sister would give me pressure, but these memories were not deep, and there was such a thing! Therefore, I have the second trait of "not holding grudges". I don't know why, but I don't hold grudges. I think this seems normal. I don't want to get angry. I'm not sure I have the courage or anything. Tell me to carry my schoolbag anyway! It is not particularly difficult to carry a schoolbag, but it is strange to be scolded by my mother! I don't remember being particularly angry with my brothers and sisters, but I just felt powerless. Maybe sometimes I don't like playing with them. I still remember when I was a child, I envied my single children. Without brothers and sisters, the younger ones would not be bullied. When I was a child, I didn't think of the word bullying. I just didn't think it would be like this! It seems that this is my destiny!

? The third trait should be "like to be alone". Being alone makes me very comfortable, so I don't need to consider other people's feelings and let my wishes be presented in my own way. The same is true when you grow up. As long as I am with people, I will unconsciously pay attention to their feelings. When I first fell in love, I didn't have myself at all. He can watch whatever TV he wants and eat whatever he wants. If you ask me, it's ok. Really not picky. I can do anything anyway. Why not eat what he wants? In fact, until now, there is still this trait. I can tell clearly. If I watch a movie with my best friend, I will choose a life movie. If I am with my husband, I will choose a commercial box office movie. I will choose my own art films and warmth films. Of course, I know everything is fine. Being with everyone is companionship, and being with yourself is purely watching movies. So I accidentally watched many kinds of movies, which was not bad. There are some films that I can't watch by myself, but I will be happy to watch them together and feel good. Of course, even if I fell asleep, I still think it was a good sleep. I often fall into deep sleep in the most exciting fighting part of the movie! Actually, it wasn't long, but I really slept well! So I can coordinate well with others and myself. If you stay with others for a long time, you will find opportunities to be with yourself. If you stay with yourself for a long time, you will find opportunities to stay with others and supplement different energies with each other! Travel is the same, traveling with family and friends is companionship, eating and drinking, and traveling alone is experience and personal growth!

? What is the fourth one? Childhood? "like to observe"! I like to observe others or scenery or a thing quietly. I like to take a bus, bus or train, because it takes a long time and I see a lot of things. I look at the pedestrians on the road. Different people have different bags and different clothes. I guess where they are going and what they are like in life ... watching the scenery, mountains, trees and the four seasons with their eyes in the natural environment. Everyone has a different look, and sometimes the scenery will make you daydream. I have always known that there are many things to observe in life. Children's eyes, smiling faces and inner world will make people smile! Of course, there are also many pictures and events that will always be played back in my mind. I like those that impress me. For example, once a mother sent a little girl to kindergarten, her mother's hurried steps could not stop the little girl from picking up a plumeria on the path. She threw it in the grass under its tree to protect the little flower, so that it could avoid people's footsteps and wither quietly under the tree ... You see, even the little girl herself doesn't know why she did that. How nice! I remember!

What is the fifth characteristic? I feel like I'm always saying something beautiful to show off. I deliberately looked for something that was not very good, that is, "I love to cry." When I was a child, my brother, sister and even my mother said I loved to cry, but I didn't believe it myself. I thought it was not that I loved to cry, but that things made people cry. When I am sad, I can do nothing but cry. I can't help crying. Sometimes I cry badly, my nose blocks my nasal cavity and my throat blocks my respiratory tract. That's where I have difficulty breathing. I'm afraid I'll block it for a while. I loved to cry when I was a child, and I often cried alone. I cried behind the fence, under the bed, behind the door, under the bed. I grew up and cried badly for the first time. It was a long time and I cried many times. Hey! Forget it! Then, when I gave birth, I had no experience in giving birth for the first time. I'm worried and scared, and I don't know what the doctor is doing. At first, I was injected with oxytocin, and then I began to have contractions. When I first experienced this kind of contraction, it was actually okay. The pain was tolerable, and I couldn't give birth later. The doctor gave me another injection and didn't tell me what it was. I said if you want to sleep, you can sleep for a while. I did it. The most important thing is that the contractions are gone and my stomach feels empty. I was so frightened that I rushed out of the ward to see the nurse and asked her to listen to my fetal heart. She coldly measured the fetal heart, heard the fetal heart, and said a little acne-free, right, right! At this time, I was relieved, but when I returned to the ward, just like the picture in a cartoon movie, tears came out. I went back to my family, but no one could convince me. I can't keep crying. The director came and everyone asked me why I was crying. I can't answer, reason tells me not to cry, stop, stop! But I can't stop! It lasted a long time! Of course, I really don't want anyone around me, and I don't need to explain to anyone, or even know why! Afterwards, I felt I was scared! Tears are my best friend. When I was sad, they came out to help me out at the first time, and I didn't feel bad. If you want to cry, cry as much as possible. My body will send me a signal. I can't breathe and have a headache. I will control it slowly. After being sad, I will begin to plan how to solve the problem! Feeling is a process. Ha ha! I love crying, but I don't escape crying!

? Accidentally said a lot! How interesting!