As soon as my dad drinks, he says I'm not his son.

Touch it and give you a big hug. You are worse than many people. Your father's verbal violence is as corrosive as it is, and your heart is riddled with holes. It is hard for me to imagine how a father always says that he is not his child. This is no different from abuse. You are not a pervert. You are a good boy and a decent person. Although your father denied it, no one around you said so. Everyone's life is different, and everyone's misfortune is different. Who knows whose misfortune? However, life is beautiful. You should pursue life. You should love yourself and believe in yourself. Your negative emotions are actually a kind of repressed anger. Anger is a kind of power. If it is transformed into a good place, it will play a good role. You should believe in yourself. Even if people all over the world deny you, you should believe in yourself and exercise. This belief is not the kind of confidence you really believe in. !

After the hardships of life, you will be stronger! My friend, I believe in you, and you have to believe in yourself. Come on! Love yourself! ! !