I know it’s impossible to be with her, but I still can’t help but be nice to her. I’m so mean. Please wake me up.

Love. Like a cup of bitter tea. It won't last forever, but it will always be hard for a while. Actually sometimes. It's not that the other person doesn't care about you, it's that you take the other person too seriously. Give sincerely. Only then will you get the sincerity. But it may be completely injured. Keep your distance. To protect yourself. But destined forever. Love is like sand in your hands. Squeeze tighter and tighter. Loss faster. The most contradictory thing between lovers is fantasizing about each other's future. But they are thinking about each other's past. Falling in love is like peeling an onion. There is always a layer that will make you cry. It’s not that you are mean. Reality is always so cruel. Let nature take its course. Wouldn't it be better?