There are too many things you don't know

There are so many things you don't know. But if you don't ask, I won't tell.

She is a shy girl.

Wearing several big bathrobes, my hair was tied up as I said. That bathrobe, which should have just passed the knee, hung on one side of the calf, revealing a slender white ankle, and the silver bell "Rinrin" on it rang lightly.

His eyes flashed a little, and after a long time, he twisted his fingers and said, "Let's start."

She was so nervous that her lips turned white with a bite. It's pathetic.

I looked at her and made a fool of myself. She became more nervous, opened her mouth and couldn't speak anymore.

"Don't be nervous, tell a story." I smiled and said, try to be gentle.

? Su Ye met Hua Luo for the first time, which was a playboy's extravagant "Liancheng tactic".

At that time, Su Ye was Cinderella who accompanied Huayao, and her appearance was not amazing. The friend in Hua Luo's class looked at Hua Yao in disgust, which was beautiful and moving.

? "Huayao?" Hua Luo looked at the school card that Huayao didn't come and covered, and laughed. "Do you think there is a saying that is the same, you are a princess?"

? Huayao clenched his lower lip and bowed his head and said nothing. Su Ye felt the trembling of Huayao and listened to her laughter. Suddenly, she felt very angry. Maybe she saw Cinderella's counterattack and self-improvement. Adolescent girls always use cynicism to cover up their humble jealousy. She raised her hand and fell down, and the loud "pa" shocked everyone.

"Not everyone likes your disaster! It's no use being more beautiful than a woman! "

Su Ye growled angrily and pulled Huayao away. Maybe the young masters ran away safely before they came to their senses. Walking on the road, she found her heart pounding and her hands numb.

Shortly thereafter, Huayao left school. What Yuzryha thought was abandoned that time didn't happen to Huayao. Huayao's home is in a remote and backward mountain village. Where is it? She said that she also had a beautiful young marriage. It's a family in town She also said that she just didn't want to leave this bustling place. She tried her luck, but failed.

It was also at that time that Su Ye felt that she and Huayao were not as good as she thought, and Su Ye never saw her again.

"He is really good-looking." As she spoke, she laughed, and her pale face was radiant with strange brilliance. I think and laugh with her. He reached out and brushed the broken hair from her neck, focusing on the back of her neck.

? Her neck is very thin. I haven't seen the sun all the year round, and my skin is pale. But it doesn't hinder her beauty.

? "What happened later, just like in many novel stories." She went on talking, perhaps after sitting for a long time. She is gentle, dignified and cooperative. "He thinks I'm very interesting. He inquired about my school and class and waited at the school gate every day. "

? "At that time, I was only seventeen years old, and I was a sophomore. It was reprimanded by teachers and parents as a negative textbook. " Su Ye pursed her lips and smiled. "They never said that Luo Jia's son was wrong." There is no complaint or grievance in her tone, but more of a nostalgia.

Su Ye said, I'm glad she has a beautiful young face. I'm glad Huayao took her to see Courage that day.

Su Ye also said that she never knew what attracted Luo Huawei to her.

I shrugged, thinking she couldn't see, and said, I don't know.

? Su Ye's parents were migrant workers and died in an accident. The boss is a good man and his salary is not small. Su Ye studied alone in other places, leaving most of her money to her grandmother in her hometown, and only went back once during the Chinese New Year. But Lowa didn't know this, and he didn't know what effect his rash appearance in high school had on Su Ye.

? But Su Ye is not going to tell him these things. Being noticed by a good-looking boy is great happiness and sweetness for a young girl.

? It took three years for them to dislike each other at first, to love each other later, and then to fall in love. Yes, they fell in love from high school to college. The kind of love I thought would only appear on TV really happened to them. Why not? They are young men and women, meet at the right time, are beautiful people, and it is easy to get along for a long time. Everything is the way it is.

? Hua Luo is no longer drunk or mediocre. Su Ye is no longer timid and confused, nor is she completely embarrassed. They are actively growing up, agreeing on the future together and yearning for eternity.

? Since then, the string of silver bells has been tied to Su Ye's ankle. Hua Luo said that this is the proof that Su Ye belongs to him.

? "He always proves that he is not like a woman. He said that what he said to me has always been bitter. " Su Ye's soft voice rang in the room. I put down the needle and touched her neck.

? "Does it hurt?"

? "It doesn't hurt." She shook her head and was about to get up.

? "Wait, apply some medicine, be careful of allergies." I pressed her shoulder and wiped it with alcohol cotton.

"He is really good-looking and delicate, but his body always seems to be accumulating strength. I really believe him. But then, he left. Silence, silence. " She became silent, and her dumb voice made me feel uncomfortable. I always thought that the love between Hua Luo and Su Ye was just a simple love between men and women, and it was broken when they left-or I never thought it was love.

But she cried, I know.

They walked hand in hand through many spring, summer, autumn and winter, leaving traces of shoulder to shoulder in every corner of the city. In Su Ye's third year in college, Luohua began to be different from the past. She often disappears for a few days, without phone calls or text messages. Su Ye from the beginning of anxiety to the later calm, only she knows how she comforted herself.

? Lowa spent the last time with Su Ye in her tears. Hua Luo said, mr.zhou, your eyes are like rabbits. Do you want some carrots?

? But no one laughed. Lowa pulled her mouth and the wound opened. Su Ye didn't speak, just stared at him mercilessly.

? Lowa was badly hurt, his mouth was bleeding, his arm was covered with scars, and he was limping. Su Ye wanted to see it, but Lowa wouldn't let him.

? "Someone provoked me, and I didn't hold back, so I started to fight. They are not kind, and several people besieged me. " Lowa smiled proudly and raised his eyebrows. "Look, I'm a man!" ! So many people can't beat me. "

Su Ye listened to Lowa, but she couldn't help laughing. It's warm in the room-if Luo hadn't left.

? Lowa quietly left without leaving a word. On a better day, when Su Ye went to class. When Su Ye came back with food in high spirits at night, she only saw an empty room that was unpopular. She called Iowa, but the phone was empty. She sat in the living room all night and waited for a few days. No news from Iowa.

? She finally believes that young love is too shallow to stand years of wandering.

But she always had a little expectation, so she locked herself in her room, fearing that if Lowa came back, she would be rejected. In this way, after three months, she tortured herself. One day, after seeing her ghostly appearance in the mirror, Su Ye cried and laughed, and finally believed that the fallen flower really would not come back.

She began to lead a normal life, packed up a room full of memories, went back to school and lived her own life. Then one day, in a corner, I found the business card of someone Lowa often contacted. Tattoo artist. She once heard Huayao mention this person.

Huayao met this man through Luohua.

? "all right." I said, handed her a mirror and packed my tools.

? She looked around and hesitated for a long time before asking.

? "Why, like wings?"

? She looked up and looked at me with big clear eyes, full of questions.

"Because it looks good." I replied with a smile, curled my head and watched her put down her waist-long black hair. I also asked, "Why do you want to tattoo a book on your neck?"

"Because my story with Lowa is very similar to those pure love novels, I want to remember that I really loved such a person. I'm afraid I'll forget it after a long time Although the ending is not good. " She smiled, her eyes bent like the moon.

"Really, it's beautiful." She praised, "Hua Yao is right, you are a good tattoo master."

I nodded slightly without modesty. "Oh, she came to me and stabbed me."

"Lowa?" ? "No, it's none of your business."

She stopped asking, packed up the broken hair in her ear and prepared to change clothes and go back.

"Have a cup of coffee before you go. What are you going to do in the future? " I called her.

I want to know these.

? "Grandma is very old. I am the only family left. When I am old, I worry about lifelong events all day and find unmarried men in my hometown. " Ye Suduan coffee, heat reflected her face some fuzzy.

? "I always want to go back. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next week. I waited for him for two years, but he never showed up. I don't want to wait any longer. "

? "Later, I will get married, have children, grow old, and then die. None of these things will involve him. "

? "I thought I would hate him, but no, I still love him. If ... if this is the freedom he wants, I will let him go. " She finally stopped hiding and her voice choked. The shadows cast by long eyelashes cover the drooping eyes, and tears will still fall.

She must be like a rabbit. Looking at her tears, I think so. Her eyes are red. She must be like a rabbit.

? Do you like butterflies? I suddenly asked her, and she was stupefied for a long time and nodded slowly.

? "I like it. Falling flowers like it very much. "

? "Stab a butterfly!" I smiled and winked at her. "It's free."

? It seems to be infected, she said, good. Then I looked into her eyes. They are as red as rabbits.

? Teenagers lived in dirty and barren shanty towns when they were young. Mother smokes and drinks all day, but she is very kind to him. One day, the teenager came home from school, and there was no mother waiting for him in the small room. Waiting for him is a man in bright clothes.

? He said he was the father he had never seen before.

? He said, Lowa, from now on, your name will be Lowa. His voice is nice and cold.

? From that day on, teenagers stayed away from shanty towns and lived in tall and spacious villas with clean and bright bedrooms. But at the same time, he never saw the poor but warm mother again.

? His silence gradually turned into indifference. Don't talk to anyone in the villa.

? Lowa's family is not rich, even thin.

? Hua Luo's father has many women, but only one son. It's Iowa

? When Lowe knew this, he thought he had something on his so-called father. So he began to rebel and behave perversely, and became a playboy. He said, let him meet his mother.

? But this is extravagant hope, and no one pays attention to what he has become. Luo Jia only needs a young master.

? She is a girl who is confident and enjoys love alone. One year younger than Iowa. But her last name is not Luo. She takes her mother's surname Lu. In her mother's words, that dirty surname, that cursed surname! But she was curious about the sudden appearance of Lolita, and often followed him or even played alone.

? Hua Luo likes painting and always hides in an empty corner to write and draw. The relationship between Lowa and her sister has changed, probably because she had a sudden quarrel that day.

? "How nice! Like living. "

? In Lowa's life, two girls gave him the warmth he lost together after losing his mother. He likes to call her "Sister Lu" and "Mr.zhou". He once said, thank you for bringing out the best in me.

? Sister Lu likes all the paintings of fallen flowers. Lowa likes butterflies.

? He said, "If you can, be a butterfly. You can make your own cocoon, or you can break it into a butterfly. Flying over the short season, free and gorgeous. "

? "If it is the deepest and most understandable obsession, stay in your heart." I didn't look up, and my men moved on. After searching for a long time, I finally found the little piece of paper. Up there, it's a butterfly.

? "What a beautiful butterfly! Is this it? " Su Ye saw a piece of paper, her eyes were shining, and she was eager to try.

? Just in place, hesitated.

? "Do you want to stab here?" Su Ye asked weakly, with some resistance. ?

? "Yes, stay in your heart and stab in your heart." Maybe I was too strong, but she gave in.

? "All right, then." Su Ye sat up.

? "Why is it a butterfly with a broken wing?" Su Ye asked, her tone full of regret.

? "Because the butterfly with broken wings is the most powerful and perfect on the other hand." It took me a long time to say this sentence. Unconsciously astringent tone.

? Yes, even if my wings are broken, I have been flapping my wings bravely and flying.

"Hua Luo, you are hiding something from me!" Sister Lu looked at Lowa, who was always in a daze, and quipped.

"Oh, no! I didn't expect anyone! " Lowa subconsciously replied, but without being pressed.

? Lowa finally admitted it. Say Su Ye, say him and Su Ye. In his thin and boring youth, Hua Luo's social circle was actually pitifully small. He has never been able to integrate into the so-called upper circles. He always felt that he and Su Ye were a match made in heaven. Although someone grabbed him, Hua Luo knew that without this identity, they would never look at him. Meeting Su Ye was an accident. It was when he was depressed that he felt uneasy and inferior. Although Su Ye's words were naive, at that moment, he really thought that if he caught that man, he would be saved.

? He said, Sister Lu, I want to be good with Susu, and I have always been good.

? Since then, Sister Lu has become a loyal listener, listening to her tell the story between him and her. Sister Lu doesn't need advice, she just listens. Occasionally I will talk about my boundless feelings.

? The days passed slowly like this. Grow up, grow up, and sister Lu also grows up.

? "Hua Luo, you draw so well, there must be many people who like it." Sister Lu looked at Hua Luo's painting and praised it again.

? "What do you think? Others don't think so. " Hua Luo rubbed her sister Lu's bangs and said helplessly.

? "hmm ... where's the tattoo?" Sister Lu thought happily again: "You draw, I'll get a tattoo!" " "

? Hua Luo thought it was a joke, but he didn't say anything. He just thinks that Sister Lu's hobby is really special, and she is not obsessed with tattoos. It was not until Sister Lu opened a tattoo shop with a qualification certificate that he believed that Sister Lu's hobby was just to be a good tattoo artist. As a result, Sister Lu has so many beautiful and novel tattoo patterns.

? "Sister Lu, you will be the best tattoo artist!" Sister and sister Lu have been encouraging each other. ...

? Sister Lu's first tattoo object was Hua Luo, on the back of her neck, a wing or a book.

? "Lou, this tattoo is very nice! Thank you. " When Su Ye changed into a long cotton dress, the silver bell on her ankle kept ringing.

"On one occasion, I saw you with Lowa, talking and laughing. This is a perfect game. " She hesitated for a long time, but she still said it.

I washed my hands and didn't speak. When she asked me, she didn't say anything. She said she was leaving, and I had no reason to keep her.

She is a shy girl. With Lowa, she used up all her courage.

She is always shy.

? If she doesn't ask, I won't say.

? "Goodbye, then." I waved goodbye and listened as the bell faded away. Suddenly I cried.

? Lowa drew a butterfly with a broken wing on a small piece of paper and smiled gently. Pale face radiant with brilliance, almost transparent face with a faint smile.

? "What a beautiful butterfly! It must be nice to make a tattoo! " I was at Lowa's side, laughing exaggeratedly. "But, why is it a broken wing?" ? They are not perfect. "

? I'm a little confused. How attractive those butterflies with gorgeous wings are!

? "Because a butterfly with a broken wing is destined to beat the ends of the earth, it won't last forever ..."

Hua Luo said. His eyes were dim, and my exaggerated smile could not continue.

? Lowa died at the age of 25. Best age, best appearance. The diseases inherited by the Luo family, like the prevalence of feudalism, were passed down from male to female. However, the death of Master Luo Jia is a secret, and Luo Jia needs a master. Even if the man is dead, no one knows that he is actually dead.

? His funeral was very simple, only Sister Lu attended. There is no tombstone, no condolences, and his ashes are scattered in rivers, lakes and seas. He wants to enjoy it all over the world, and he wants to be around Suye, anywhere. He said that maybe God had mercy on him, and a part of his body would pass by his elements in the breeze and drizzle-but at that time, maybe the leaf elements were not his. As long as she remembers him, she remembers another man named Lowa who fell in love with her. Sister Lu didn't let all the ashes be carried away by the wind.

? The last time I saw him, with the help of his sister Lu, he escaped from the Luo family under close surveillance. In fact, the Laurence family only needs a nominal young master, which can stabilize those rigid shareholders and convince them that Laurence family has a man as heir. On the way, he was provoked by a group of gangsters, only to be beaten, and he was unable to fight back.

? Hua Luo finally met Su Ye, even with pain.

? He once said that without saying goodbye, Yuzryha thought he was tired of her, so that even if Su Ye would be sad, he would be cured by time. Before that, he still wanted to see Su Ye again.

? He told sister Lu like this.

? That was the last time Sister Lu helped him. Help him hide. Don't tell Su Ye. He said he still wanted to live in Su Ye's heart. He hopes forever.

? If she doesn't ask, I won't tell. Sister Lu promised him like this.

? Look, Su Ye, how well Lowa knows you, knowing that you won't ask questions, knowing that you will never know these things.

? So I can only carve the butterfly in Su Ye's heart. I used the last bit of Lao's ashes and mixed them with paint.

? Not all butterflies live a splendid life. There are so many butterflies flapping their wings in the wind and rain, but they can't compare with fate ...

Later, I thought about it, that is, Su Ye asked me, how can I tell her where you are going? You two have been here again. ...

? There are so many things you don't know, you can live well. I want you to hate me and stay away from me. As long as you think I'm okay, then I'm okay.

? There are so many things you don't know. But it doesn't matter, I just know the consequences.

? You won't be mine, but I will always be yours. ...

My rivers, lakes and seas, my wind, frost, rain and snow are all you.

I don't want you to know my story.