After his marriage, he became a real homeless man.

"Find someone close to home, so that mother can look after you and take care of everything. If you have children in the future, you won't be tired because of the long journey. Even if they are angry and embarrassed, there is a place to go. "

Mother's well-meaning seems to be still in my ears, but now I have endless pain, and it is too late to pull back from the cliff.

? Because of a long-distance relationship, my mother was depressed for a long time. Knowing that I couldn't be persuaded, she wiped her tears again and again, just saying, "Since you have made a decision, your father and I respect your choice, but don't regret it." At that time, where would I have thought that my life would be so vigorous and chaotic, just because my parents thought too much?

With children, the apparent calm can't hide the stormy waves in the dark, the feeding problems of the children, the unreasonable mother-in-law, and the two of us quarreling and throwing things. When I cried and wanted to go back to my parents' house, my mother's temples were gray and her eyes were red. I never report good news or bad news. Can I go back now?

I am married, and I am no longer the little girl who can be carried by my mother. I must learn to be independent. At that time, I had inner entanglement, pain, hesitation and helplessness, because I found myself like a homeless orphan. My mother's family can't go back, and my husband's family is not my own. Without love and warmth, how can home be called "home"? The world is big, but there is no place for me. All this is my own choice. If I am really divorced, what should I do?

? It is said that couples quarrel at the end of the bed, unpleasant things always come out and life goes on. What about being homeless? There is home everywhere in the heart, the sun, the moon and the stars, and everything will move as it was. ...

? Maybe this is life. Noisy is spice, sweet is romance, and then I work hard for the poem in my heart and the distance.