I fell in love with a girl who is twenty years younger. Tell me why you are obsessed with "uncle"?

Why is "Uncle Control" so popular among young girls today? I don't know the reason, but I also fell in love with "Uncle".

I was only eighteen years old when I met Zhang Xun, and I was considered innocent and romantic at that time. At that time, I never thought that a person like him would appear in my life. After finishing the college entrance examination, I was working in a factory to earn some tuition money. I followed my cousin to Shenzhen and worked on the assembly line in a large processing factory. Seeing that I was educated, the team leader arranged for me to work as a clerk in the office.

Once, a cultural performance was arranged in the factory. Because I have loved dancing since I was a child, I performed on stage and was actually seen by Zhang Xun, who noticed me. One day, he called me into his office and asked me some basic information. I could tell that he had a very good impression of me. In fact, I was attracted to Zhang Xun from the first meeting, but at that time, because I was just a rural girl, I had very low self-esteem and didn't know how to approach him.

He is a very experienced man, very capable at work, and very capable in handling some things. Through my cousin, I learned that he had been divorced for more than a year and had a daughter living in the United States with his ex-wife. I once thought I was lucky to be favored by him and become his girlfriend. Two months later, I had to report to school and left Shenzhen to go to university in Beijing. Before that, Zhang Xun and I made an agreement that whenever he was free, he would fly to Beijing to see me. At that time, we had a very good relationship, and I never thought that he would abandon my idea later.

But only half a year later, Zhang Xun's attitude towards me became increasingly cold and indifferent. It was not at all like a boyfriend's attitude towards his girlfriend. I was so upset that I spent all my pocket money and bought a train ticket to go back to him. But when I stood in front of him, he asked me with an impatient expression: "Why did you come here?"

I told him, because I miss you, because you don't Reply to my WeChat, but I can’t find you, so I rushed over to see you. He actually sneered and said to me: "Don't you know why I'm not looking for you? I was just playing with you, but I didn't expect you to take it seriously. It seems that virgins really can't afford to play with you." I heard him These words break my heart. I really interacted with him with a sincere heart, and I really loved him, so I gave myself to him. But at first he just thought I was a woman he wanted to dump for fun. My sincerity was trampled upon by him, and I felt extremely desperate.

I had imagined countless times that I would grow old with Zhang Xun, but I never expected that my first love would end up like this. I wanted to redeem myself, and I even hoped that Zhang Xun would come back as a prodigal son, so I put down all my self-esteem, prayed to him, and told him that if I did something wrong, I could change it, and I hoped that he would not leave me. But no matter how much I prayed, Zhang Xun's decisive face made me lose all confidence in love.

After we broke up, I found out that I was pregnant. I ended up going to him for the sake of my child. He actually just gave me three thousand yuan and asked me to go to the hospital to abort the child. Originally, I still held on to my last hope and wanted to keep Zhang Xun by my side on the grounds of my child. But he told me that there were many women carrying his children, and if he asked all the women to give birth to their children, wouldn't it mean that his family would have to open a kindergarten.

Looking at his nonchalant tone, I really realized that he was not a kind person. I was attracted by his various conditions in the beginning, and let myself fall into this situation for my own vanity. I have really learned a lesson. When I meet new people in the future, I will never be tempted by money, and I will never find such a scumbag again. I will live this life with a sense of atonement, hoping that the children who have not yet been born can forgive me.