What does your ideal self look like ten years from now?

Central idea: Still lively and cheerful, full of passion for life, sunny and positive, go to a place with few people, live in a house with an attic, a desk, a kitchen, and cats who accompany each other What a great relationship with cats and dogs, the sea nearby, gentle neighbors, not too many friends, and a comfortable and unconstrained relationship. My ideal life is a life without any ties.

I remember when I was in junior high school, I wrote an essay "Me in Ten Years". I was so naive at that time, imagining that I would be successful and famous in the future, how amazing it would be. In the past few days, when I took the college entrance examination, I think back to it as if it was yesterday. I remember many things very, very clearly. It's a pity that after many years, nothing has been accomplished.

Yes, time always slips away inadvertently. Ten years seems so long, but when it really passes, it feels so short. There are still too many uncertainties in the future, and it is difficult to say clearly.

In today's society, it seems that opportunities are everywhere, but really, children like us who come from poor backgrounds don't have many choices. The simplest choice is to be an office worker with peace of mind. Although you will not starve to death, it is too difficult to make money. A few out of a hundred would be good.

I receive a salary of 4,000 yuan a month, rent is almost 1,000 yuan, living expenses are almost 1,000 yuan, and various daily necessities cost hundreds. If I occasionally buy something, I have no money. Even if I don’t have it, I don’t have it. have no idea. Don't talk about filial piety. It's not that you don't want to give money to your parents, it's that you really don't have any money. Not to mention looking for a girlfriend, many people laugh and cannot afford the bride price.

What are the ideals and dreams of such an ordinary office worker? What will they look like in ten years? Isn't that nonsense? If you are not careful, you may still be a member of the Moonlight Clan ten years from now.

Public innovation and entrepreneurship. Starting a business? How to create? Do you have funds? Is there any technology? There isn’t even a direction or project. Even if you scrape together 100,000 yuan to start a business, it is estimated that it will be difficult to last for a year.

With so many cars and so many high-rise buildings in the city, what do they have to do with me? A house can easily cost several million. Even if I don't eat or drink, it will take me hundreds of years to earn a house. So some time ago, when I heard the boss said that migrant workers should be used to eliminate inventory, I was confused. Maybe I was a fake migrant worker. I have long known that the term migrant worker is discriminatory, but it doesn’t matter. I have been farmers for generations, so calling myself a migrant worker is also very appropriate.

Recently, I have been having trouble sleeping at night. I really don’t dare to think about what I will look like ten years from now. Really afraid that I will accomplish nothing. You only have one life, and I want to live a wonderful life, but unfortunately there is no way.

Like most people, I often think that I am not stupid, and even very smart. Of course, there are always stupid things to do in life. The ideal me only appears in my imagination, and the reality of me is all I can do.

Ten years, ten years. How many decades are there in life? It's a pity that I am sitting on this wonderful decade, but I don't know where the road is going? Sometimes I think about it, when there is no good way, don't make random decisions and let everything take its course.