If one day I am going to die

～Dingran～

Death is the end for everyone, but there are very few people who are worthy of death. More people leave with regrets, and more people leave with guilt.

If one day I am going to die, I don’t want to leave this world with regrets, nor do I want to leave this world with guilt. I am thinking deeply about my past, what I am now, and what may happen in the future.

The person I am today belongs to the me I once was, and everything I did in the past is still vivid in my mind. The reason why I exist today is because I reflect on the past. Reflection is who I am at the moment. There is nothing more real and worthy of recalling the past and pondering the future than this me of the moment.

If one day I am going to die, then I should end all regrets and guilt now. If you are ashamed of others, you should make up for it in time without leaving any regrets; if you hurt others, you should reflect on it in time without leaving any sentimentality; if you wrongly blame others, you should stop losses in time without leaving any accommodation; if you slander or even hate others, they will be extinguished immediately and will not be reborn; if you are jealous or even mock others, they will be immediately cut off. To prevent it from happening again; to plan or even take advantage of others' determination to block it without leaving any further trouble; to retaliate or even cause harm to others, so stop it and don't let it continue. If you feel at ease, then make up for it and stop the loss.

If one day I am going to die, if I have done everything I should do without regrets when I die, even if I face my own death, my heart will definitely be peaceful and happy. Regretful and fearful.

In my heart, the best way to die is to die peacefully and happily. Perhaps such a death belongs to the most blessed people. Perhaps such a death is prepared for those who are kind, upright, conscientious and righteous.

What kind of mentality you have at the moment of death determines the quality of your life. When death comes, you are in a trance, fearful, anxious, eager, frightened, restless, and disoriented, then it can be proved that the quality of your life is cheap, despicable, inferior, and regrettable.

I don’t want to wait until I die to pray to God, and I don’t want to repent to the Buddha at the moment I’m about to die. I don’t want to wake up when I’m facing death. Because I know what I was doing in the years before facing death

A person only knows how to repent after he has done something wrong. If he repented and really did not do wrong again, then why do he have to repent several times? ? Perhaps confessing several times has become the norm, and when you do something wrong, knowing that you have to use confession to cover up your crimes is the best psychological comfort.

I believe that one day when I am going to die, my heart will be clean and worthy of being truly alive in this life. It is worth it!