Impressions of listening to songs about White Mountain Tea

White Mountain Tea's Impressions of Listening to Songs

Jiang Xiaoruocha 20180330

I have been looping 2 songs recently, the first half of the week is "White Mountain Tea", and the second half of the week It's "Waiting for you to finish class".

To be honest, the lyrics in White Mountain Tea are a bit in line with my current situation. Of course, it seems too pretentious to say so. I just don’t want to deceive myself on this kind of thing, and besides, I am a pretentious person. White Camellia probably tells the story of a spare girl, because I have heard the original version for girls and the cover version for boys, so I will not directly say it is a story about a spare girl here, but personally I still prefer the girl version, but later due to copyright issues Restricted, you can only listen to cover versions.

I am a person who always listens to the lyrics first when listening to a song. If the lyrics are catchy from the beginning, then the flavor of the whole song will be revealed. But if the lyrics are not good, then you can only rely on the melody. Rescue. Unless the songs with bad lyrics and melody are excellent, they will be eliminated by me.

I want to express my feelings after listening to "White Mountain Tea" recently. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to put the lyrics, because it is difficult to tell the story clearly in the lyrics with just a few words. "White Camellia" I'm not waiting for you

I'm just waiting for my love for you to die

In a certain year, a certain month, a certain calm day

But after all the hustle and bustle of the world's scenery

Between the lines, I am completely speechless

Maybe she just happened to get into your heart

Blocked up the blank space

Only then did I realize that she was not there

? Life has become so painful

You seriously said that you like white camellia tea

Put away the other red roses happily

You gently said that you are attached to me

Then you can’t wait to love others

The feeling you give me Always worrying about gains and losses

Just like the cold raindrops on a cold night

? I lost you after doubting you again and again

I was greedy and got away, and my heart broke. Suddenly I miss you

I want to ask for it but I am afraid of losing it and my heart is empty and let go of myself

Time will smooth everything even if the years hurt my scars

Just be me You have never appeared and I have never met

I love you and you love her. In the end, I will suffer the consequences

I fell into your trap

?You take good care of her and I will be with you from now on. For home

You said seriously that you like white camellia

You put away the other red roses happily

You said gently that you are attached to me

Then I can’t wait to love others

The feeling you give me is always worrying about gains and losses

The flowers you gave me slowly withered

?You Say how much you love me but disappear

Your firm eyes make me confused

Silly, I am still immersed in your dreams

You Gently give me white camellia tea

Smile and say how much you love me, love me very much

I will force myself into your arms and listen to your heartbeat

< p> I know I will never be able to give up on you for the rest of my life

Suddenly you disappeared beside me and turned into a red rose

?Leaving me alone with a white camellia flower

After looping this song N times, I can finally understand the feeling of being a spare tire. I think the spare tire must know that they are the spare tire, and they are willing to play such a role. Although they do not want to promote the humble concept of secret love, some obsessions seem to come from this hopeless dedication.

I originally wanted to see who filled in the words, but then I found out that it was a group of people, and there were excerpts from the Internet, and I suddenly realized again the universality of human emotions. There are several places in the entire lyrics that struck a chord with me. I can’t say that I feel the same way, but I can still understand eight or nine points of it. This is probably what Han Han said, “I know a lot of truths, but I still can’t live a good life.”

In order to straighten out my thoughts and present the regulations clearly, I decided to answer these lyrics that touched my heart in points.

The first sentence, "I'm not waiting for you, I'm just waiting for my love for you to die." If you think about it carefully, it seems to be true. I've liked someone for many years, but I actually know that I won't be able to love you in this life. There will be results, but I am still waiting. It is said on the Internet, "The reason why butterflies cannot fly across the sea is because there is no waiting on the other side of the sea." And for a love that has never been announced, there has never been waiting. I I began to think that this was the third type of growth we are experiencing as human beings - knowing that we cannot do something but doing it calmly. After hearing this, I found that it is not the case. Liking someone has nothing to do with the other person or the place. People always have wishful thinking about everything. , including feelings, so it’s not that I will leave immediately if the other person doesn’t like me, but that I will choose to leave when one day I no longer feel for him. In the final analysis, everything we do is just to please ourselves. Some people misunderstand this original intention and become obsessed with it, falling into endless pain and unable to extricate themselves. Some people are even obsessed with self-abuse in relationships and enjoying the feeling of heartache. So back to the topic, for some spare tires, even if they know that the person they have a crush on already has a girlfriend, they still choose to stay with the other person, not because they want to snatch him away, but because they need some time to let go of their liking for him. , and then go back to battle lightly.

The second point is, "She probably happened to get into your heart and blocked the blank space, and then you realized that life has become so painful without her." It can only be said that there is such a thing. This kind of experience makes you feel so consistent. The interpretation of this sentence is a bit self-explanatory, because he and I should not have the relationship sung in the lyrics. In order to understand the true meaning of this sentence, let's think of him as such a character. I have known him for nine years. I was a classmate in the first year of high school. In the second year of high school, we were assigned to the same class in arts and sciences. We held a flower market together and became familiar with each other. In the third year of high school, we sat at the same table and gave him birthday gifts as a routine. In college, he went to Canada and occasionally chatted. Most of them focused on our birthdays. We started chatting more frequently in our junior year. He was very good at finding topics. Unlike other people, he would either ask "Are you there" or "What are you doing?" to be honest. "Are you there?" and "What are you doing?" I usually don't reply, otherwise I just reply "?" Every holiday when he comes back from Canada, we always get together. Of course there are other classmates, but he organizes it every time. As the class monitor, as long as he is here, I will delegate power to him, because in fact, in my heart, he has great Leadership skills, although he seems really bookish. I think the reason why he calls me every time we get together must be because I am his recognized friend, and I seem to be recognized easily. We should be the kind of people who can talk to each other about our concerns and ideals. I don't want to give him a position, because once something is clear, it is easy to be bound by rules and regulations. We chatted almost every day since the beginning of our senior year, talking about the interesting things that happened around us. I once heard the lyrics, "Now that we are at opposite ends of the city, it's hard to get together and break up when we are far apart." I always felt that what was being sung was Me and him, but actually the whole song seems to be about a long-distance relationship. Later he asked me whether he should study in Australia or go back to Hong Kong for graduate school. Of course I wanted him to go back to Hong Kong, which would be close to Guangzhou and convenient for meetings and gatherings. But in fact, I was like this to all the friends around me. I once wanted to take my college roommate All were coaxed to Guangzhou. But in the process, I found that I gradually became dependent on him. Sometimes when he would not come to me for two or three days to prepare for the final exam, I would start to take the initiative to look for him. In fact, deep down in my heart, I must feel that he He likes me, and I gradually developed a crush on him. I once thought about a question, whether it was love at first sight or love over time, I would definitely choose the former, so every time I thought that I might like him, I would start to analyze myself. , every time I think about how I didn’t feel anything when I first met him, I conclude that I don’t like him. Indeed, I don’t seem to like anyone. Maybe I have never learned to love someone, let alone be loved. It's really sad to think about it this way.

A lot of what I said before is actually the background story. The reason why I heard "It was probably her who just happened to get into your heart and blocked the blank space" is because "she" appeared. Now, sometimes when I think back to the days when he chatted with me before he was single, those hints that should not be glossed over or ignored are coming out. Maybe he has expressed his feelings to me countless times, and he has been careful to test countless times, but in the end I still still Definitely chose the negative answer.

The most suggestive words in my memory were that one morning, I saw an article titled "The rest of your life is too short, be with interesting people." I thought it was very interesting at the time, so I forwarded it to him, along with the I wrote a sentence of my own thoughts, "The rest of your life is too short, you have to work hard to become an interesting person." And he happened to be online, so he replied to me, "Then I will try to be the person who is with the interesting you." , when I saw this sentence, my heart skipped a beat. This sentence sounded very ambiguous, but maybe we have already reached this step step by step, so the expression of this sentence was so smooth and natural. Such an obvious hint no longer allowed me to continue to act stupid, but in order to avoid embarrassment, I still replied, "Hahaha, opportunistic". On the one hand, I acquiesced first so as not to make him think that I was too sensitive to this sentence. The authorities denied it and ordered him to commit such speculation. Later, I talked about this matter with several friends who talked about everything, and their unanimous conclusion was that he liked me. This conclusion was expected, but it made me at a loss. I admit that I have had a crush on him, but it is far from the level of liking him. I just think he can be chatted with. Some people may be naturally good at chatting. I remember there is such a line in Xue Zhiqian's song, "The most fearful thing about relationships is procrastination." And what I hate most in relationships is indecision. If you like it, you will like it, if you don't love it, then you will not love it. Things must have a conclusion in the end. But maybe I don't even like him that much, so his lack of bravery has become an excuse for me to reject him.

I remember that I learned of her existence later than many of my classmates. On the day he announced his relationship, I might have been too busy and I didn’t get his information. Many days later, I was told, but to be honest, I didn’t feel any discomfort at all at the moment. Instead, I felt that this was the best ending. After all, if I didn’t like him and couldn’t give him a promise, I should hope that he would get out of the single soon, otherwise I may also continue to be responsible for his lifelong happiness. But looking back at the time he chatted with me a few days before he announced his relationship, it seemed that it was different from before. Later, I also heard him talk about the things between them. He said that the girl took the initiative to pursue him, and he thought she was pretty good. We are together, but every time he talks about his girlfriend in a chat, he always seems impatient, as if they are not from the same world at all, and he doesn't want to talk about her with anyone. Talking about her is him ’s girlfriend, I thought he didn’t like her that much. But later, what I heard from other classmates was that he always spoke softly to his girlfriend, and was undoubtedly extremely gentle. After understanding this, I suddenly felt that he seemed different from before, or maybe I didn't know him well enough from the beginning. He was not an honest person, and I only have one criterion for making friends, which is sincerity. When it comes to my restricted area, it is judged as someone whom I cannot be close to. To be honest, I have always hoped that he could become my best friend, the kind who is as light as water, but he seems to be getting more and more deviated from it.

Talking about the lyrics, maybe after seeing the above, I am a little confused. You said it was just a friendship between gentlemen, but you were actually touched by such ambiguous lyrics. You said it was for him, but in fact it was not the case. He was just a friend. One fuse, she appeared at the right time, and the other she appeared at the right time was exactly the same. More than a month after I officially broke up with my ex-boyfriend, he has been firmly practicing the phrase "I will definitely get you back" and calls me every day. Even if we often chat for less than five minutes, I always He spoke coldly, but he still persisted, but the knife he inserted in my chest was clearly visible, and I was fully prepared to leave him. But in the later stages, I began to soften and began to feel that he was not so unforgivable. At that time, she happened to appear, and he said that we really couldn't go back. At that moment, I didn't feel sorry, I just felt sad. Life is always like this, always full of twists and turns inadvertently, but I soon understood that it was God’s favor. Her appearance told me that long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain. In fact, I have already figured it out, but the sadness at that moment was too dramatic. , the impression is too deep.

The following lyrics should be listed as the best interpretation of the scumbag in the whole song, "You seriously say that you like white camellia, and you happily put away the other red roses." There is no doubt that there are two boats. In fact, most people have the habit of keeping a spare tire, but some people always have a spare tire naturally, while others always show hypocrisy. My freshman classmate in high school is the latter. When I heard this lyric, I didn't feel angry, but I actually felt very involved.

There is another sentence, "I love you, you love her. In the end, I suffered the consequences and fell into your scam. You take good care of her. From now on, I will be at home all over the world." I feel aggrieved and can't help but think of Zhang Ailing's words, "Humble yourself into the dust, and then bloom." When I first heard this sentence, I thought it was very beautiful. I can imagine a woman who is willing to bend her knees for love, silently guarding the man she loves deeply. , but reality always likes to show its own experience, telling us that most humble feelings are unlikely to bloom, and slowly become annihilated and become a common destination. Yes, how can two mismatched souls get along as equals? The last sentence, "We are all at home", feels like a scene of jumping off a building after a breakup. In fact, if he doesn't want to keep you, who exactly are you hurting by shouting to leave? Delusion about self-harm to gain sympathy, and then he will give up her and choose you? Don't be stupid. In the end, you will only mistakenly think that you are more devoted, and you will feel that it is his relationship that has failed you, and then you will enjoy the pain and enjoy it, and you will suffer from emotional masochism syndrome from then on. If you really love, it doesn't matter if you get it or not; if you don't love, then why do you label yourself a victim and feel sorry for yourself? As far as I am concerned, Huang He means that I am lucky to get him, but I am not destined to die. In fact, I already know that it will be a pity if I don't have fate in this life, but I hope you are happy. And I want to work hard to be the person who can talk to you heart to heart. You will always have a unique place in my heart, and I only hope to win a place in your heart.

The stream of consciousness of a song finally returns to my own super-righteous views. I am a person who loves to make up stories. Even if the situation is not quite consistent, I can always make up my imagination. I don’t want to hide my emotions from anyone, because in the world, I only want to be a frank and simple person. This article started in 20180330 and took half a year to finish. During this period, I experienced a lot. My mood when listening to the song may have changed, but what remains must be a deep feeling. The melody is nice and the lyrics are heart-tugging, but maybe it's too naive and you still have expectations for feelings, so you can't help but feel secretly sad, but you just enjoy these emotional fragments, feel it, and move on.

May you live long.