What does it feel like to be the fattest of four girlfriends?

As far as I'm concerned, I feel a little inferior. Of course, everyone is different. Although you are fat, maybe you are cute.

? I think my girlfriend is the closest person besides my family. They can share their little secrets and sometimes even know themselves better than their parents. Because they are all about the same size, the generation gap between them will be much less.

? But even people who are so close to us will unconsciously compare with themselves. When our girlfriends are fattest, we always pay special attention to our body and other people's eyes. Maybe we don't usually find out what's wrong with our obesity, but whenever you walk with your best friend, others tend to care about your obesity and ignore other excellent aspects of you, so we feel that obesity is really unforgivable.

? My weight has soared since the second day of junior high school, but to be honest, I didn't feel anything at that time. Maybe my classmates, friends and girlfriends are friendly. Nobody said who was fat, and I didn't feel too much. Besides, I was young then. At that time, we only played with who to see who could play with me. ?

And then get fat all the way to high school. I weigh 120 Jin, and my three chins are out. You won't feel fat when you are with your high school girlfriend. Since we are girlfriends, who can say who is fat? It was a classmate in our class who really began to care about his weight and other people's eyes. He said I was fat, the fattest one among us. This is not ridicule, but my doubt about myself. Am I really fat compared with them?

? Then from then on, I subconsciously felt so ugly. Why am I so fat? They don't have double chins, but I have three chins, which creates an inferiority complex. Then I began to pay attention to my figure and began to lose weight secretly. I don't want them to know. I didn't feel a little ashamed at that time for this reason. ?

? Then I went to college for a year and finally lost my normal weight. When they saw me, they all said I had lost weight. Actually, I was really happy. There was a girl who didn't want to be praised as beautiful and thin, and so did I. Finally, she told them what happened in high school and said that she was thin. They said that being friends with me just took a fancy to me, regardless of whether I was fat or not, and ate your meal! At this time, I realized that no matter what you become, as long as you are a real best friend, she will never abandon you.

Between girlfriends, when we are fattest, all of us will feel inferior, uneasy and sometimes envy them. But since you are best friends, they will also want you to become better. When others say you are fat, you may have doubts about yourself. But since the people I care about don't dislike me and won't alienate me because I'm unwell, why force myself to do things I don't like? As my girlfriend told me, I am fat and eat your food.

Actually, I am the fattest of the four girlfriends. It doesn't matter. When several people are together, there is always one fattest, one thinnest, one cleverest and one stupidest. Everyone has his own strengths and weaknesses. When I am the fattest of the four girlfriends, I will definitely feel inferior to some extent, but what we should do at this time should not be to make ourselves better, rather than spend time feeling inferior, right? Now that we know that we have shortcomings, we must improve.