The last chapters of the stewardess Xiaohua! ! !

Turn your head slowly?

But he is a young man who smells of alcohol. ?

Just smiled innocently at me, and he pointed to my side: "Beauty, can I sit down?" ?

I gave him a timid look, nodded, and then stood up to leave. Better do one more thing. ?

He reached out and stopped me. "Everyone has something on his mind. It's fate to have a drink here. Let's talk together! " ?

I patted his hand and said angrily, "No, Li gave it to me. Let's focus on it." ?

Gallery "Ah, what a grumpy girl! I like it. Are you ... Why do you look familiar? Well, no wonder, I know all the beautiful women ... Come on, tell me, what's bothering you? If you lack a boyfriend or a bed, I can help others! You're welcome. " He laughed so evil that I panicked and met an alcoholic. ?

I quickly stood up, but he hugged me from behind. "Don't go!" ?

I shouted in horror, and the sound came from the other side of the yard at once. After a while, only a few people jumped up and heard Xiao Bai's voice: "Sure enough, Sister Xiaohua is here!" " ?

Then the person behind me was torn to pieces. I held her every day and trembled with anger in her arms. ?

That guy is still dishonest, and his mouth doesn't care: "What are you, blocking others from picking up girls is not authentic!" " "I came first, I saw it first! " " ?

Someone stepped forward, and before I could see who it was, I heard a few heavy slaps, opening the bow left and right, fierce and powerful, and the voice was like thunder. The man who was beaten seemed to want to fight back, but he was held down and could not move. Then the attacker left with several people. I know who he is in my heart, but I feel uncomfortable. He didn't even comfort me. ?

Ge Lingzhen Han and Xiao Bai began to play, probably after drinking wine, and they were all very excited. Beating and chanting: "I'm tired of living!" ?

"Dare to tease my sister-in-law!" ?

"Mama of also don't look at whose property! Whose wine is it! " ?

"It's a crime to spill cat urine, isn't it?" ?

I can't hide this fighting scene. Unexpectedly, these well-dressed businessmen are young people after all, and they are all bloody ... The scene is terrible. ?

However, I listened to Xiao Bai and Ling Han Zhen: "How to play?" ?

"Dally with sister-in-law, also can have a monkey? Ding Shao said that killing is ours and killing is his. " ?

"What's there to say? Fight to the death! " ?

I ask with a sad face every day, "What do they mean?" ?

"Can't die, it is concluded that medical expenses. That's Han Zhen. If you are killed, the pension compensation depends on Ding Shao. " I explain calmly every day, and I almost faint. God, I'm not playing. I'm dying ...?

Under my crying, the man was dragged away almost like a dead dog. My nose was full of tears and I was scared by their violence. ?

"Sister-in-law, don't be afraid! Nothing, nothing. What is this! " Xiaobai was very considerate and came forward to comfort me. My mouth is flat: "whoops ... I'm not your sister-in-law." ?

"You may not be a friend of Miss Ding, but you will always be our sister-in-law!" LingZhenHan emotional way. ?

I shivered unconsciously and felt very uncomfortable. Everything tonight is too painful. ?

They are a little flustered when they see me shivering in my arms every day. Xiaobai said, "Sister-in-law, don't be afraid!" ?

"It seems a bit inappropriate." ?

"It seems to have been hit!" ?

"Do you want to shout Ding Shao ..."?

I choked: "No, no, I ... I'm ... I'm choking ... I've been pessimistic about life for a long time, and I'm not surprised ..."?

Everyone was silent, and then Xiaobai whispered, "You cry like this, as if you were indifferent to life." ?

Everyday: "…"?

I put on my shoes and pull them away every day. Ling Zhenhan hurried over. "Where's my sister-in-law!" ?

"I'm sorry, call my sister-in-law lip service. You're all amazing. I have to find a brother for you quickly. " In their stunned laziness, I drag them away in distress every day. ?

When I got home, I finished washing. I don't know how long I slept, but suddenly I don't know what's wrong with my brain. Sleepwalking in slippers, he opened the door of the public telephone in the downstairs community, put in a coin, dialed Ding nervously, and then quietly waited for the other end of the phone to pick up. That's the lazy voice in his sleep. ?

After saying hello, I waited without a word. I'm sure I didn't hear that woman's voice. I don't know what I was thinking. He fed me several times, and I was about to hang up, but I heard him say to the person next to me, "Nothing, I don't know who it is, I won't say it on the phone." ?

So I still hang up. Then, wearing slippers, I went upstairs and sneaked back to my room. Hey ... I really won't give up until I reach the Yellow River ...?

Now, I can't die again. I'm dead ...

I went to work the next day and was surprised to see me every day. Not only am I not as haggard as I thought, I am completely in high spirits and have a little smile on my face. ?

Everyone looked at me with their damn eyes. I smiled at them and went to do my own thing. ?

"Gee ..." Every day, he smiled approvingly. ?

"Fortunately, master ding has face, not with Nie Si, and now he is an equal. Otherwise, we will suffer! " I packed a mess of boxes. ?

"How to think so fast, I admire you a little! You are too nervous! " ?

"I finally understood last night that no one has the responsibility to love another person all the time, and no one has the obligation to be good to another person all the time. He doesn't love me anymore, and he can only blame me for not looking good. " ?

"Xiaohua, don't sell yourself short, you are very attractive." Suddenly, his voice sounded behind him ...?

(9)? "Xiaohua, don't sell yourself short, you are very attractive." His voice is behind him. Why do I feel that after breaking up, some people have begun to linger, passing by me from time to time, playing soy sauce, being a crowd and saying a few words? What do you want? ?

Not so dedicated when chasing me. I rolled my eyes ... it suddenly occurred to me that people were not chasing me. It seems that I was easily taken care of ...?

At that time, I was in tears, my tragic fate. ......

I am really depressed. I've never seen him behave so intently before. It's really a happy breakup. Breaking up makes me so happy. Is it really ...?

I heard him continue to say, "In fact, I am still deeply attracted by you. I will never deny this, you know how enthusiastic I am ... well, I am reluctant and contradictory. I am more sad than you, but ... I just respect you and don't want you to be tortured by a rotten person like me, so ... well, you know, I am very entangled! " His voice is full of helplessness and sighs, and I can imagine how wronged he is. ?

The words and sounds of batting practice made me furious early in the morning. I didn't look back, doing my own thing, and said faintly, "Although you are wearing Burberry perfume, I still vaguely smell the scum." I looked back at him. He seems to be in high spirits again today. I remembered last night ... I clenched my fist and bit my teeth quietly, then smiled at him: "Ding Shao, since he came back from the bridge with me, why bother me again?" I'm just a girl. I'm too young to be sensible. I can't and I'm not used to your adult style of' breaking up and being friends'. I might as well ask you for leniency. Don't worry, I won't give you any trouble and I won't blame you for nothing. Don't worry, I won't say you are not good everywhere, discredit you everywhere, and I won't bother you to arrange a back road or kill people. Your sister, I can't afford to be an ordinary employee. I'm already very lucky. I still have my life. " ?

He gave me a surprised look, then his eyes were confused and he panicked for a moment. Then he smiled and said, "Yes, but he adapted quickly!" " ?

People who often look back naturally can't go far. I've put it down, so I can come to work and start over. Thank you for letting me grow up. "I said simply. ?

His face turned a little pale at last, as if he were unwell. At the thought of his recovery from a serious illness, I couldn't bear to say anything ugly, so I turned and left him. ?

"Well done, you'd better kick me out of your heart and uproot me." There is pride and confidence in his voice, and that flamboyant temperament immediately reminds me of last night ... Oh ... Yes, I dare to fuck around when I recover from a serious illness, and I still have to cherish your health? ?

At that time, there was a fire on all sides. I looked back and raised my eyebrows and said, "The goods are overdue and people are tired of watching them. How long do you think I can be awesome in my heart? " ?

How long can it be awesome? Hmm? ........？

He paused, suddenly shocked, and his face was unnatural. He finally looked at me, opened his mouth, but said nothing, then nodded and walked away. ?

I was amazed at the speed at which I left. I feel what she is thinking when I am in a daze every day. Then he suddenly turned to me and said firmly, "Dai Xiaohua, I want to break up with Ling Han Zhen." ?

"Why!" I'm surprised. Is it for me? Because I can't stand that Ling Han Zhen is a nobody, and I have to draw a line with them? Come on, sister, I never knew you loved me so much. I, I, I, I was moved ...?

"Not a world of people, love each other again can't make up for each other. I don't want to break up with him when I have deep feelings. Like you, it is too wronged. " ?

I am speechless, I misunderstood, but how did she come up with it? ?

So she is an activist. Twenty minutes later, under my witness, she interviewed Ling, and they sat on the covered bridge and talked about breaking up. ?

Ling Han Zhen was obviously excited, smoking a cigarette in his hand. He almost asked her in tears, "Why on earth?" ?

Shake your head and say nothing every day. ?

"Is it because Ding Shaocai hates me!" ?

"No, what are you thinking!" ?

"What's that for!" ?

"I am in love with someone else!" ?

"Who is it? Tell me who it is and I'll kill him! " I looked at him in horror?

"Don't worry about it, in short, I feel the same way!" ?

"You ... can't have sex?" ? "......."？

He shakes his shoulders excitedly every day. "I know, it must be my dog. Dude, they tease you all day. Don't be fooled by them, it's nothing! Is it ... is it Master Lin? " ?

"what!" ?

"Is it Mr. Wen?" ? "......."？

"It won't be my best brother Zhu Nansheng!" He roared. ?

I finally couldn't stand it every day, so I knocked off his hand and cried angrily, "What! Can't I have my own friends? " ?

I couldn't bear it any longer, and I ran away from the couple, which made me unbearable. Why is my life so bitter? I always have these strange people around me. ?

But they didn't share it in the end, huh?

Every day, I started the most normal work. To be fair, Ding Shao still takes care of our ex-girlfriend. As the only girlfriend he admits, my position in the company remains unchanged. It is said that he has no new girlfriend, only a female companion. ?

I think, for me, he's just sick and out of his mind. ?

Then with the passage of time, he appeared less and less in the company. It is said that he has been traveling with women outside. I don't think it's anything special. I laughed when I heard the newspaper.

( 10)?

Let's say a year. I'm one year older. As a stewardess, I am cool enough. I have worked for three years, and I have been on the cover of the calendar twice. The first one is to train new people, and the last one is to hold a new talent show. Alas ... I have nothing to pursue. ?

Every day is semi-retired, just waiting to get married and be a housewife. ?

Lang Tang Yige has been promoted to captain. Maybe, as I say every day, Ding Shao is romantic and actually cares about me. You see, I've always been lonely, and I'm only close to Tang Yige, so I promoted him to captain. ?

So women's fantasies are terrible ...?

The lounge is full of girls' laughter and youthful breath, because a group of new people in their twenties have arrived. In a blink of an eye, I have been flying for three years. ?

In their few flying experiences, the expectation and excitement revealed from their expectant eyes belong to the unique simplicity of newcomers. ?

I'm afraid I won't have such a good mood after flying for a while. I sat in the only big armchair in the lounge, listening to their laughter easily, as if overlapping with my past. ?

I don't need to look in the mirror. I naturally put on an elegant silk scarf out of thin air, tidied up my uniform, brushed my hair to my forehead, took a sip of mouthwash and went to the cockpit to receive boarding instructions. Just in time. ?

I am already familiar with this rhythm. ?

The small space was full at once, and the couple quickly cleaned up. I rushed to the door, but when I got there, I remembered something. A few little girls, a face of passive Nuo Nuo, stopped at the door and naturally gave way to the path, laughing at the back, but no one was the first to say anything clever and quietly let me go out first. ?

I was too lazy to shirk, so I stepped forward gladly. I didn't waver, but was hit by a strong man behind me. I was pushed aside and knew who it was without looking. I watched her pass me with provocative eyes. I pulled up a unsmiling smile, and both of us were unhappy-we are abandoned people forever. Why bother? All the couples are fighting, and Nie Simei is really endless. ?

The routine inspection of equipment must be confirmed by our experienced veterans one by one. Desk lamp, call bell, small table board, desk and chair backrest, entertainment equipment, life-saving equipment. Straightening up after the exam is a little dizzy, and suddenly pressing the temple is uncomfortable. I'm most afraid of any writing on the wall in this business. ?

Twenty minutes after take-off, everyone got busy and started serving. I was just about to move when a new man came forward and took the rice in my hand: "Sister, I'll do it!" " ?

Oh, another reckless girl. Just want to talk, the couple's tray has been knocked over to the ground, and the stewardess said sternly, "Know some rules! Can you fly first class? Did you move sister Shi's job? Don't be smart! " ?

I gave Chang a wry smile and shook my head to signal me not to be so harsh. She glared at me and called me soft-hearted ?

After the service, I want to sit in the lounge for a while. Before I got on the stool, I saw a girl burying her face in tears and running in, with a face written on her face. ?

But the guest was still ringing the call bell, and she refused to go out even if she was killed, so I had to get up and have a look. ?

No wonder she is two male guests, a little sloppy, sitting on both sides of the aisle. Just now, the newcomer cried and gave the service to the left. As soon as she leaned over, the one on the right touched her ass. I dare not bend down too much for the service on the right, but the one on the left reached under the skirt with a camera. ?

I took a deep breath, opened the curtain and went out with a smile. I walked among the two guests and greeted them: "What can I do for you?" ?

The two men burst into laughter when they saw new faces. A sense of accomplishment. Let me adjust my seat. I stood up directly, reached out and pressed the button skillfully. I took my hand back and asked, "What else do you need?" ?

Here is another round of endless difficulties. I often lament the imagination of passengers. Why are you so poor? Why are you so poor? Why? Why? ! Isn't it new to call? There is wood! There is wood! ! ?

However, when I bent down to fold the small table, the man on the right wanted to reach out and touch my thigh, and I leaned over and saw it. I immediately wanted to turn my back and grab his dirty hands. Suddenly, the plane bumped violently. Fortunately, I was on the alert and barely stood firm, and the passengers panicked. These two people are no exception. They are no longer arrogant and melancholy. ?

In order to calm everyone's panic just now, I joked with the two men: "Look, you can't bully women. People are watching, but this is the closest place to God. " ?

As soon as this was said, the passengers around laughed. Both of them were red in the face. They were surprised and embarrassed just now, and they looked passive. ?

I nodded to them and prepared to go back to my cabin. Just out of a few steps, suddenly the fuselage is unstable and the bumps are even worse. This time, I didn't survive. I fell straight forward in pain, but this is not the time for pain. The window was completely dark, as if I had entered the airflow area. ?

The passengers panicked again, and I quickly got up, not considering whether it hurt or not. All the crew came out. Although they couldn't walk steadily, they returned to their cabins to appease the passengers. ?

The emergency call in the captain's cabin was accompanied by the calm voice of the co-pilot. He informed the flight attendant that the plane was caught in a strong airflow and thunderstorm and could not return. Let's make full preparations. This preparation contains two meanings. First of all, let's hold the passengers steady, don't move, and turn on all protective measures. The second layer is psychological preparation. ?

I have been a flight attendant for several years, but this sentence is familiar but I never want to hear it. Will emphasize the pre-flight review training, and now it is naive to use it. ?

Go out and explain the situation to the passengers. We can't hide this. I have panicked, and my legs are weak when I hear a cry. Passengers are very cooperative in taking safety measures. ?

After ensuring the temporary safety of the passengers in charge, the bumps began to intensify. We went back to our fixed seats in the lounge and fastened our seat belts. As soon as the newcomer came in, he began to cry. My eyes were wet with tears, which made me confused and afraid to think about anything. Did you really die in a plane crash? ?

1 1)?

I'm glad I'm not here every day. She is very happy now. I can't bear to see her suffer misfortune. It is good for unfortunate people like us to suffer misfortune. ?

So I thought of another unfortunate woman, where Nie Si went. ?

It's hard for us to be sisters. This fate is doomed ... we met by chance and entered the same company, but we fought to the death, were abandoned by the same man and suffered an air crash together. Really, unspeakable embarrassment ... Look at this fate ...?

I haven't seen her since I entered the Airflow Gallery. I'm a little worried, but it's getting bumpy and violent. My heart seems to explode, and I tremble with the vibration. There are passengers shouting and listening outside, as if they were falling and running. I suddenly opened my eyes. Together with others, take off your seat belt quickly and rush out. ?

Some passengers can't stand the pressure and are a little crazy. Stubbornly jumping out of the plane to escape, I slammed into the hatch crazily. ?

This is extremely dangerous behavior, the plane itself is almost out of control, and any movement in the cabin may make the plane lose its balance of struggle. In the process of falling and climbing, several of us finally persuaded this crazy move and stopped him. At this point, Chang's forehead was already bleeding, and he kept shouting with a microphone to calm the agitation. ?

I fell countless times and everyone took off their high heels. I was a little embarrassed, too, and was hit hard. I finally met Nie Si. She looked at me with tears in her eyes. ?

I finally want to cry, too

We looked at each other for a few seconds, and the plane shook in horror again. The darkness outside the cabin made us really feel that death was really near, but at this time the passengers were surprisingly quiet. Before the plane crash, I didn't have time and conditions to write a suicide note to you. Those TV programs are all lies, but in fact someone tried to take out a pen and paper. ?

As soon as Ge returned to the inner cabin, he saw everyone crying. A little sad, but I don't want to cry like this. I don't want to cry because I don't want to die. I did this job, but I never thought I would die like this. ?

Alas ..... I suddenly miss someone in my mind. He has a good temper and always has a smile on his lips. Speak softly to all women. But for a man, no matter how likable, it's like giving orders. In fact, he is a fox with a black belly. He is good at doing business, occasionally taking advantage of me, and he will spoil me unscrupulously, giving me a lot of things that I don't need but can prove to the world that he loves me ... Then he unilaterally dissolved the team of two people, which makes me sad to this day. ?

But I never told him?

Actually ... when he was with me, he stole my heart. ?

Tears swirled in her eyes and she trembled all over. Looking at the new people crying into tears, I remembered my parents and finally could not help but shed tears. Suddenly, someone came up and put a strong arm around me. I was shocked and smelled the familiar fragrance called green opportunity. ?

"I'm sorry ... don't be afraid, my sister is with you." She said softly. ?

I turned around and hugged her, tears wet each other's shoulders. In the face of life and death, all jealousy, hatred, struggle, life and death are turned into clouds. Except death, maybe we can never thaw. Let it be, it is rare to have such a fate. In this life, we will always die together. In the next life, I will still be an enemy. ?

"Actually, Liu Xia loves you." She cried badly. ?

"So what?" I smiled. She smiled too. "Yes, so what!" ?

A stream of airflow, bumps again and again, only remember that I laughed with her at the end. ?

I don't remember how long it took, but the fear of falling or being struck by lightning didn't appear. The familiar voice of the captain suddenly sounded on the cabin broadcast: "Dear passengers, the plane has successfully passed through the airflow and thunderstorm area, and we can arrive and land safely. Thank you for your trust. I say hello to you on behalf of the crew. I'm very sorry to scare you ... "?

Before we finished listening, we couldn't stop shivering, and the shock and great joy of the rest of our lives were beyond words. Until I realized there was a huge cheer outside. The stewardess stood up first. Although his legs were not neat enough and his forehead was hurt, he smiled and shouted to us: Girls, let's get to work! ?

For a time, the crowd was excited, and a newcomer excitedly called the captain's room: I love you so much, captain! You're amazing! I must marry you! ?

After listening, everyone laughed. ?

Go out and clean up the mess and appease the passengers. Seeing Nie Si walking in the front, I felt a faint warm current flowing in my heart, and I was particularly relieved to look at her proud back and neck. ?

However, her face turned cold again, as if everything just happened was my illusion. Everything comes and goes quickly, and we are safe. In normal mode, we have a normal way to get along. I'm right, except death, maybe we can't live forever. She is still the proud one.

When I got off the plane and walked out of the narrow hatch, I felt this land, how kind and lovely it was. Walking side by side with her, we looked at each other indifferently, still disdaining, and then went our separate ways. ?

In the airport lobby, the young captain was surrounded. Seriously, with this experience, all the girls in the crew have the obligation to commit themselves. He brought our lives back. So far, the youngest captain, Mr. Tang Yige, leaned out and smiled warmly at me surrounded by girls. ?

At the gate, the young captain stopped me and talked with me. ?

At ordinary times, no matter how well I pretend, I tend to be silly in front of him, and I am extremely grateful and flattering to him. I admire his superb skills. ?

He shook his head helplessly when I talked big. "Why don't you have a little creativity? Can't you say something I like to hear? " ?

"What flavor do you like to hear?" ?

"..." He was silent for a few seconds, and then said, "For example, I promised myself something." ?

Now it's my turn to be silent. I know I shouldn't choose for him.

Then he suddenly lowered his head and said, "Do you know what I was thinking?" ?

( 12)?

I looked up at him. I haven't stared at his black eyes for a long time. There is a morning star that can light the way home for the lost children. ?

"All I can think about is you in the cabin behind me." ?

Then I saw his eyes covered with water mist, and my eyes were hot. Suddenly he held him in his arms. "I was scared just now. I'm afraid we'll be like this. It's too late for anything ... "?

I came and went in the airport lobby, holding him and crying. ?

I didn't see the figure beside me. I think even if I did, I would pretend to put him staggeringly somewhere else, and then pretend to be happy and smile like a flower in front of him. ?

But when I got a call from Ling the next day, I realized that the world was really wonderful?

He said, sister-in-law, actually Ding Shao has been lying to you. It turned out that his operation last year was not successful at all. ?

He said he came back because he was afraid that you couldn't accept the fact that he would die, so he came back to be angry with you and arrange a back road for you. ?

He said, sister-in-law, Ding Shaozhen is afraid that you will die for him. ?

He said that he had been wandering around all year instead of playing. Woman, he has been receiving medication in China. Yesterday he heard the news of the plane accident and sneaked out of the hospital to see you at the airport, and then he vomited blood when he went back. Now ... it's dying. ?

He finally said in tears, "Sister-in-law, why don't you see him one last time?"

I was hit by this series of facts with a splitting headache. I feel the whole world is spinning, but I can't stop. How I want that time-allocating creep back. I have to start all this from the beginning, otherwise I can't wake up in this chaos. ?

But when I walked into the intensive care unit trembling, everything I saw was white. In a trance, the bed was covered with cloth. White?

I could hardly stand, looking at the quiet people on the bed. ?

Tears have been endured, and it is too late to find anything at this time. The man who is gentle with me, the man who holds up the whole sky for me, and the man who calls me girlfriend with a smile?

It's gone. ?

I fell on his bed with a bang. I don't believe it?

But he covered it with white cloth?

How I wish he was playing me, and then many people jumped out and laughed at me. That's great ...?

Trembling hands can't open the cloth. I know he didn't want me to see him when he left. ?

He is always so brave that he won't share his weak side with me. ?

How can you leave so many regrets and leave so cruelly ...

I began to cry, from sobbing in a low voice to shaking all over, so cold and lonely. These whites are the most impersonal colors in the world. ?

The man who loves me the most in the world has left?

There are always people who love O2O. ?

I am good at black belly and pretending to be cute, and I am definitely a man when I need to rely on him. But most of the time, they are obsessive-compulsive patients with serious male tendencies. ?

Even if there are all kinds of obstacles, he can smooth everything out, making me feel that we are so logical together. ?

Even in crowded places, he will make eyes at me, openly flirt with me, and ignore those who dare to be angry and want to vomit. ?

Even if he doesn't surf the internet often, he will occasionally care about my dynamics, cooperate with me to hang the best signature, and make a group of people sick. ?

He is very dark and always plays me around, but most of what I am cheated is just a pitiful kiss or a reluctant hug-things that I often yearn for in the future. ?

He always said that he loved all beautiful women, but those real love lights once bloomed only for me. ?

His tenderness is contained, not made, but real; He is overbearing and infinitely gentle, but he always hides in his smile. His love comes suddenly, but people can't refuse it. ?

I always remember that there was a person who appeared behind me countless times when I was in trouble, which made me full of confidence without looking back. ?

Oh ... I will always remember that he tried to find me a man he trusted and wanted to entrust me with a lifetime of care. I can hardly imagine how he felt at that time. ?

I will always remember the way he looked at me a few days after breaking up with me, his clear love and attachment, why I didn't believe my eyes! If I persist a little longer, will the result be different? Am I qualified to accompany him for the rest of my life? ?

Not today. Let's meet here. ?

Heaven and man are separated forever ...

The man who loves me the most in the world can't love me anymore?

He hid behind this white cloth and looked at my sadness silently, but he could not speak. I need comfort, I need courage. I am afraid of this world, full of death and anxiety. If you could see me now, would you regret not taking me to play for a whole year? ?

My tears have never stopped, silently flowing and smelling my nose. Finally, I burst into tears. I am unscrupulous and sad at will, but no matter how much I torture myself, he will not come back. ......

I cried for more than an hour, and my voice was hoarse. But I am like a dam overflowing with tears. ?

I cried my hair dizzy and my eyes blurred, but I suddenly panicked and forgot what he looked like. ?

I remember the smile on his lips, but I forgot his face.

Part of it is in the attachment.