What about a person's boring thoughts?

I don't know what I'm clinging to, but I know I've been trying to embarrass myself. I don't know what I'm clinging to, but I know that I've been embarrassing myself. We all stumble and grow up in time, and then leave the original appearance a little. A person is bored and says, are you the same? You don't want to cry when you know it, but you can't help it when you see tears. A person's boring broken mind said, I don't want to please anyone anymore, my enthusiasm has been consumed by you, and it has disappeared. I don't know what I'm clinging to, but I know that I've been embarrassing myself. I don't want to please anyone anymore. My enthusiasm has been consumed by you and disappeared.