What kind of experience is my dual personality?

Last time I went to the hospital, I saw a psychiatrist. Experts told me that I have a dual personality. Dual personality is a kind of multiple personality, and there is another symptom, which is false auditory hallucination.

For multiple personalities, many people's first reaction after seeing this word may be, will it be like mental illness, or, just like a person in a TV series or movie will split into several people, or what it looks like. In fact, it is not as exaggerated as in TV dramas or movies. At least for my dual personality, it is also a kind of multiple personality. Actually, it's not as scary as I thought.

0 1 external performance.

This is just a mental illness, but because many people don't know it, or it is strange to most people, it is exaggerated in TV dramas or movies.

For me, there is no external manifestation of dual personality. It's been almost 30 years, and I may still be a normal person at ordinary times. I should laugh and cry, laugh and laugh, live a normal job and live a normal life.

I can't say that I am excellent all the way from school, but I can also say that I am excellent all the way, including my study career, life career and work career. In the eyes of all friends and outsiders, I won't say that I have a dual personality, because my external performance is an identical normal person.

There won't even be any, excessive, or bad performance.

Internal performance.

As for the internal performance, I actually know this thing myself, and maybe the doctor knows it. I need to tell the doctor. My dual personality is that when I am always alone, I will hear another voice, and the person who makes that voice knows exactly that it is myself.

But the difference is that you will feel that one is the subject's self and another person's spiritual self. Sometimes when a person is thinking, two little people in his heart will quarrel. Especially when encountering some inner entanglements, the two villains will see that they are arguing with each other. Actually, both of them are me.

And the disease is that you have two different ideas, one thinking this way and the other thinking that way. It becomes two kinds of personality, one is the personality actually executed by the body, and the other is the rebellious personality, but they are all for their own good and will not hurt the people around them.

My dual personality.

My dual personality, one is the subject's personality, and the other is to protect my personality, both of which are for myself. Doctors say that dual personality, or multiple personality, is caused by years of psychological defense wit.

That is to say, because my childhood, even now, sometimes I don't want to do it mentally, but I can only do it under pressure, so I can only fight for spiritual resistance, but in the long run, I will form a dual personality.

However, the two little people don't appear all the time, and they don't often quarrel. Only occasionally when they are alone, another little person, or another person, will make a noise and argue with their subjective personality.

04。 False auditory hallucination.

Why do you say that you have symptoms of false auditory hallucinations? Because I can hear my own voice, I am talking to myself, so I am arguing, but the fact is that there is no such thing, no one, and no such voice, so I have this symptom of auditory hallucination.

In fact, dual personality or multiple personality is actually a dialogue between oneself and oneself, and it is inexplicable, and it will argue a dilemma that I don't know what to do. I'm glad I don't have a violent personality

Dual personality sometimes really wants to get rid of that voice, but it can't get rid of it, which will sometimes cause irritability.

I hope that more and more mental diseases can be correctly popularized and recognized.