If I could turn back time, I would rather never meet you

Winter is about to go, and spring is coming. I wish I could watch the moon and flowers with you in this spring.

This has always been my dream, and it is also a dream that is far away and always on the road. It is you in the bottom of my heart, between my eyebrows, and even my breathing that suddenly stopped is you...

I have been looking for reasons to want to see you, but there is no one who wants to see you. I can only give you all the good things in every encounter. Every encounter with you is Valentine's Day, every encounter with you is a grand festival in my life.

My heart is filled with you, and I am full of hope in every lonely and helpless moment. There are countless gorgeous fireworks. You are the most wonderful bouquet in my heart and will never go out.

The world is prosperous and full of scenery. Do you know how lonely I feel after the prosperity? In the long night, can you understand the sadness and melancholy in my heart?

Meeting you is my joy, but also endless confusion. If I could turn back time, I would rather never have met you. Without you, I would drift with the flow in my own world, but With you, I will spend my whole life forgetting you.

I have expected you to be my bride 100 times, and I have tried to keep you with all my dreams. I have given you the romance and tenderness I have accumulated for many years in exchange for being with you. In this life, I love you to the core. I lose myself in this world where I don’t know what to do, but I can’t get you from a distance.

Waiting is the most torturous and helpless thing. I am tormented in every inch of my time with you. I am crazy about lovesickness and crazy about the lack of news. The fear and uneasiness spread in my bones, and lovesickness permeates every inch of my skin. Your shadow is all in my mind, and time slips away quietly inadvertently.

It’s just a short moment on the road with you, like a flash in the pan, but I can’t stay with you day and night. This is the weight that I can’t bear in this life. The sadness, anxiety, pain... torture me. Mind and the rest of life.

I met you on the road, but I kept it deep in my heart. The loneliness when I miss you, those words that I miss you so much, those nagging trivial matters, do you know that those are my expressions to you? I miss you endlessly, and I am always looking forward to your message. Even if your message is just about the sorrow in life, even if your message is not what I want to hear, it will make me ecstatic and excited. It doesn’t matter what you say. What matters is that I hear your voice and see that you care.

Where are you? What are you doing? Are you happy or disappointed? Happy or frustrated? Your every move, every frown and every smile makes me worried and miss you.

I haven’t heard from you for a long time. The messages I sent to you are like falling into the sea, and there is no news. This makes my already depressed heart even more anxious. I endure the torment of waiting for your reply. Can you? You know, those are my thoughts about you and my true concern for you.

The deepest love is in the day by day, in the long-lasting love. In the flowing blood, I have already been accustomed to having you. I can’t love you, but I am dependent on you in life. I care about you. Deep in my heart.

Sometimes I hope that you will fall from the sky and walk into me with a smile. Although I have waited and waited and thought about you countless times, the surprise has always been hidden in my heart. Unable to honor.

Missing you is like an old wine on a jar, exuding rich fragrance and endless aftertaste!