Monologues after a car accident.

? Grow into a scar

intrude into

? Incomparably beautiful flowers "

? -Angela Zhang version of the song "Ah Diao"

From accident time 2018124? 2 1:22 Ten days passed, and the song "A Diao" accompanied me at the bedside of the ward for ten days.

At the scene of the accident, I rode a woman's motorcycle. As soon as I drove to the uphill intersection, I was severely knocked down by a drunk driver who was driving straight in the right lane. In an instant, a car accident happened.

A large piece of meat on my right knee was cut off, and I sewed 12 needle and thread. The pain of needle and needle cone, the pain of needle and needle crying, the unforgettable pain for a lifetime, super pain!

I broke my right wrist. That night, the doctor had to break my right hand with his hand to reset. The pain of this reset suffocated me, and I gritted my teeth and trembled all over. It is really super painful!

In contrast, other minor skin injuries, muscle strains and injuries are not serious.

Until the moment of the accident, you never know that the protagonist of the accident will be you in the next second. Now that it has happened, face it well, solve it rationally and start over.

Every minute, the world is experiencing its own ups and downs.

At the moment, I am lying on the bed, mobilizing the immune cells of the whole body and healing myself. Necessary every day: injection and medication, wound disinfection and cleaning, hand magnetic therapy. ...

To tell the truth, I am very lonely, looking at the wall of the ward, I can't get out; I blame myself, watching my family take care of me all day, and it hurts for me; I am helpless, watching my friends and classmates worry about me and feel sorry for themselves; I am also very helpless. The winter vacation plan has become a piece of waste paper, and the plan can't keep up with the changes. Everything has to start over, and I want to make a change.

Because I struggle with pain all day, I don't have much energy and thought to plan my life and put it into action.

Only by typing, I spent some emptiness and boredom in convalescence day.

If this car accident is inevitable, is 20 18 really a special year for me?

The above is a sentence I wrote before the accident. Turn it over. It's incredible!

I wrote this sentence at that time to hint and encourage myself. 20 18 I will redouble my efforts to grow and gain something! Now, a sudden car accident knocked me down, making 20 18 so different! Will this be a turning point in my life?

In front of us, car accidents are of course an unfortunate established fact. Moreover, this established fact cannot be changed.

Look at it from another angle:

Why not put it on the timeline?

From a developmental perspective and a long-term perspective?

Why not look on the bright side?

At this time, I thought of Mencius' famous sentence:

"The day will fall to the people of Sri Lanka, and they must first suffer their minds, work their bones and muscles, starve their bodies, empty their bodies, and mess around. Therefore, their perseverance has benefited them a lot. "

After experiencing the pain of flesh and blood, the external pressure and pain are really not so painful and horrible. What is a fever or a cold, what is diet, what is getting up early and going to bed early, what is studying hard and working hard ... Safety and health are your biggest chips, and other problems can be solved.

Think of the pain caused by a car accident as training for yourself! After enduring these pains, I feel stronger, braver and more determined inside. There are so many difficulties, so many pains. The obstacles ahead are all imaginary. You think you can't stand it, you think you can't do it.

This car accident was a turning point in my life. At least, I am not depressed now, and I am not full of despair about life. On the contrary, I meditate and practice myself, play the truest self, settle down and rally.

So after leaving the hospital, I will list the things I dared to do before, the things I thought I couldn't do, and the things I did that I was afraid of failure, and do them one by one. I stopped being timid and did it as soon as I thought about it. It's no big deal, just start again from the beginning at most, so what!

Think about it carefully, the pain of the car accident is just an episode in the long road of life, and that scar is just an emotional line of the story. It's all experiences. There's no need to be so sad.

I read some books when I was bored these days. Today, I finished reading Quan Zhongde's Thinking with confidence, and some viewpoints in the book coincide with mine.

I quite agree with these sentences. In my opinion, whether it is good or bad is often between my own thoughts. How everyone understands and defines a thing and how to understand and evaluate a person depends entirely on the ruler in everyone's mind. With the passage of time and the renewal of self-knowledge, this ruler may change, but in any case, please keep your eyes long-term, don't care too much about temporary personal gains and losses, keep a normal heart and be happy. At present, this seems to be an unpleasant and unfortunate fact, but it also has its positive development. Maybe every cloud has a lost ray of hope.

? "Hurt.

? Grow into a scar

intrude into

? Incomparably beautiful flowers "

If someone looks at my knee and asks me: How did this scar come from?

I will generously say, "Because, a car accident."