Sad sentence with nowhere to put it: I started to keep vigil for my father and knelt beside him every night.

Finally, I was able to write down my words, sort out my sadness that I had nowhere to put, and write this salty Zhou Nianji for my father. My tears are still uncontrollable, my past is as clear as yesterday, my voice and smile are still in front of me, but it hurts me so much!

One morning more than four years ago, without any warning and psychological preparation, my brother-in-law called and told me with a heavy tone that I should take my children back to my hometown quickly and urgently ask the reason, saying that my father accidentally fell from a height and caused cerebral hemorrhage and was being rescued in the hospital. Hearing the rescue, I thought of my uncle's tone on the phone again. I am already very weak. I prayed to God again and again to keep my old father and pray that he must wait for me. But in fact, when my uncle called me, my father had fallen asleep forever. I say this because I am worried that I can't accept it for a while. I still know the truth before I leave. At that moment, I felt like I had been punched in the head and I was at a loss. When I woke up again, I just cried. My heart aches, and I want to catch everything. Like my father's wandering soul. At that time, there was only one thought in my heart, and my father could not leave us like this. All the way home, I saw the elegiac couplet in black and white on the door, my mind went blank in an instant, and my heart felt broken. What an incredible fact! I spent the National Day holiday with my father half a month ago, and the scene my father gave me before I left seemed to be yesterday. At this time, we separated. I am paralyzed at home and can't walk a step. Tears poured out all the way again. I called my father one after another, and how many times I went home, my father came to pick me up from afar. However, my heartbroken call didn't respond. I have never heard my father's answer, and I have never seen his smiling face every time. In desperation, I was helped home by many people, put three incense sticks and kowtowed three times. When I looked up, my tears fell like rain. I saw my father through the smoke from the incense burner in front of the case. It still is. His efforts and gains in this life are recorded in the ravine. The rare gray hair told me all his hardships and efforts. Father lay quietly, his eyes slightly closed, as if he were sleeping and waiting. Seemingly peaceful, he was preoccupied. Yes, how can a father who suddenly left have no worries? The little grandson who has no knees all day is three years old. It's cute and naughty. He is playing in the yard, telling everyone that Grandpa is asleep, and Dad must be reluctant to give up the family happiness of the next generation of relatives. My second uncle died six years ago, leaving a little cousin who was not married. Uncle's father shoulders the heavy responsibility and takes care of his heart. How can he leave his mother and children with peace of mind? Which one is not concerned and worried? However, my father still left, in such a hurry that he didn't expect it! If there is a road in the grave, how can a father take the steps that are difficult to give up? If there is a platform in my hometown, how can my father turn back step by step?

I began to keep vigil for my father, kneeling beside him every night, watching him all night, remembering his life and imagining his journey. I was full of words. Although my father will never hear my voice again, I only hope that the days with my father will pass slowly, and then slowly, and the days when I can see my father are only these days. In those days, my feelings always wandered between doubt and sobriety. Sometimes I feel that my father is around and my home is as warm as ever. Sometimes I tell myself that my father is really gone and I have never seen him again in this world. I didn't believe it until I saw my father's coffin buried by a shovel of loess and a pile of new loess appeared in front of me. My heart is torn again, and there is no support. I knelt blankly, and an unprecedented cold rose from my feet and wrapped me. I want to cry, but I can't shed a tear. My heart is already very painful.

The sudden death of my father often wakes me up in the middle of the night. I always dream of my father in the middle of the night to judge whether he is really dead. I always dream that my father is healthy or coming back to life in my hometown. The surprise of seeing my father again often makes me wander between dream and reality in a daze. I can't help thinking of my father. I think about the past, my father's shadow was everywhere in my home. How touching! Everyone in the family cares about each other silently, but their hearts are in one place. This kind of pain of losing relatives and blood can only be borne and resolved alone. I often enlighten myself, but no one can change the most natural law of life, just as my relatives in my hometown advised me: you just want to open some, even if your father lives to be eighty or ninety years old, or even 100 years old, you still can't bear it! It's best for your father to go this way, and he hasn't suffered at all! However, how can I give up? When the ladder connecting life suddenly breaks, why is my heart so painful? How many times have I returned to the home where I was born and raised, everything remains the same, but things have changed. A home without a father is bleak and incomplete. Even, for a while, I was afraid to go home, afraid of that kind of sadness, afraid that my sadness would hurt all my relatives. For many years, it was my father who supported our big family with his wisdom and perseverance and gave us warmth and strength. In fact, each of us has long been used to having his father's opinion in every bit of life. However, he left in such a hurry that he didn't even have time to leave a word for his children to see him for the last time! Those days, I didn't even dare to think about it. I am always sad and cry every night. Who else in this world can hold up a rainy sky for me? Once upon a time, I enjoyed the care from my parents, and when I had my own home and became a mother, I realized how much effort and energy this love required, and I deeply realized the hardship and difficulty of my parents raising me. Yes, I didn't know my parents' kindness until I raised my child. At that time, my family was so bitter and poor. As the father of the head of the family, I can imagine the burden on my shoulders. I was weak and sick when I was young. I remember what my father used to say before his death: parents' hearts are in their children, and children's hearts are in stones. Growing up, I have always relied on my father's selfless care. As a daughter, how much I have done for my father, and this is the pain that I really can't face up to and let go. Once upon a time, I had dreams, plans, and many wishes that could be counted as filial piety, but they were always not realized for many trivial reasons. After all, I failed to fulfill my filial piety, and my father can't wait for me to fulfill my filial piety any longer. Life is always such a pity The tree wants to be quiet, but the wind never stops. A son needs to be raised, not waiting for relatives. Regret and remorse often make my heart suffer. I think I am still hypocritical. How can you be filial if you are not aware of your filial piety? How can I be filial to my father? Compared with the father's love for me, I can't even do a little!

I should have given my father a pension so that he could have a happy and comfortable old age like the old man who walked around me leisurely or danced square dance. I wish I could help him walk on the river bank. It's touching to think how happy and warm it will be. However, all this must be unrealistic expectations. I lost my father forever! How many times, I dreamed of my father in my dream, and my heart was still so warm. As in the past, I got my father's love and care. However, I always can't talk to him, or even hear his voice clearly, or see his face clearly. Maybe it's because of the separation of yin and yang. After all, we are people from two worlds! According to friends, if you dream that the dead are resurrected, it means that the dead have been reincarnated. Then, my father must be a lively and lovely child now. Never mind, at least we can breathe in the same world. I still remember that before burying my father's coffin and saying goodbye to him, my brother and I put our beloved things by his side, hoping that my father buried in the ground would not feel lonely, tucked up his clothes, looked at his sleeping face and said, Dad, be a good family in the next life, don't be so hard as this life! I hope my dear father enjoys caring, healthy and happy growth in a warm and rich family, but I am still sad and my heart is still very painful. I hope this love can be paid by me, not for anything else, but for the great kindness I owe my father in this life!

On the fourth anniversary of his father's death, the family went to pay homage to him and wanted to call him dad again. This extremely warm name has not come out of my mouth for a long time. This unique title, besides missing him, has been buried with his father. From now on, it will always be with me! I think, if there is heaven, my father will stare at me from a height. If we can get together, his old man's house will not be lonely, and his deceased relatives will be together. I don't know how far heaven is, and I can't imagine the distance. Is heaven far away? It doesn't seem far away. My father sleeps across the pile of loess. Is heaven near? It seems not. After countless thoughts, we will never meet again. Nevertheless, I am superstitious and would rather believe that every greeting and blessing can reach the sky and fall into my father's heart. There are always things that are eternal, such as our kinship, and there are always things that are endless. For example, I miss my father endlessly. I believe that the distance between souls is actually only a stone's throw away. In my life baggage, my father gave me the grace to raise! Recalling the past days and appreciating my father's hardships in those years, the years like running water and the time like wheels all affect the latitude and longitude of my thoughts. If I let the past melt into water drops, they will surely merge into a salty tide and surge in my heart!

Youth quotations with nowhere to put them.

1 Why can the injury be so far away, but the comfort must be around?

I didn't cry, I just suddenly learned to miss.

The dream thing is to be shattered.

How can such a thing as fate be like a set goal? As long as you work hard, you will get it. !

Sentences that can begin with "I hope you …". I hope you don't get lost. I hope you can learn the undetermined coefficient method. I hope you can be a good friend. I hope you won't be bullied again. I hope you are happy. I hope you can be strong alone.

I like you. Not because I chose you, but because you chose me.

7- We may never be as irreplaceable as before.

We probably can't love as hard as before until we all cry.

Perhaps the kind and ordinary Cinderella is not kind, she is just ordinary; Maybe the arrogant and vicious little princess is not vicious, she is just proud.

Can you still get through the phone at that time? Was qq still in use then? Still living in that place? I remember all this. Just, does he still belong to you?

10 Never mention the past again. Pain or pleasure? Life does not bring, death does not bring.

1 1 This end of the day is the end of the world, and the other end of the sea is the cape. Your definition of Tianya Haijiao 12 actually just wants you to notice me and remember me. Even if you hate me, you just want to be a "different" existence.

Youth can be squandered ... but people can't ... once some people miss it ... it's a lifetime thing. ......

14 I'm just afraid that I have too many feelings ... you don't care.

15, the flowers are turning, but only you know who has appeared in whose memory.

16 Sometimes, it is not him that we fall in love with, but memories.

17 everything seems to have a deadline, love or friendship, more and more!

18 can't stand too much cruelty and love.

19 if-if the memory of you in my mind is represented by a point.

Then I can probably write an ellipsis long enough to extend to the end of the universe.

..... but I missed my period.

Your heart, where do I live?

2 1 In fact, if you like someone, you give him the right to hurt you.

Not everyone has a chance to stand at the original crossroads again.

Not that I don't love, but that I don't know how to love.

It turns out that as long as people are separated, people who are familiar with each other will gradually alienate.

I thought I was the only one, so you were always by my side.

Those who say that they will never part have already been scattered all over the world.

To the world, you are one person; For someone, you are the world.

When reserve meets reserve, when waiting meets waiting, what bothers you is self-esteem or inferiority.

I am humble because of love.

30 naive vows will run aground one day.

Getting used to this thing is terrible, especially when you have to face change.

One day, your hand will hold another person's hand. It's not you standing next to me anymore.

I can give up everything for your happiness. Including you.

34 drinking with you and laughing for 30 thousand games, never complaining.

Some people say that the merry-go-round is the cruelest game, but there is an eternal distance between them. ......

Remembering and commemorating will not last longer than my life.

I always wonder, what can I do for you? Be nice to you, be nice to you, be nice to you. ......

My sadness is so far away from me that I can't comfort her.

I miss you very much. So, I like you. Who, who, I want to be with you forever.

Even if the separation is far away, overhead, it will still be the same starry sky. Therefore, no matter when, we will not feel lonely.

4 1 unwilling, unwilling that you like her. Don't want to be ignored like this. So, just can have such a sad mood. Reluctantly, over and over again.

I really want to chat and joke with you, but I'm sorry. I really want to watch Isabel Butterfly with you, but I'm sorry. I really want to go to the same university as you, but I'm sorry. I really want to continue to like you, but I'm sorry. I really hope to be strong and alive. But I'm sorry ......

Fortunately, love is not everything. Fortunately, nothing is love.

Why can't it be fine? Why can't we be happy? Why can't we be happy. In this way, I can leave you so-called "memories" in a limited time, all of which are beautiful and warm. Because we have nothing to do with the word "eternity". Because we have nowhere to hide. Because, you and I, like the meeting and parting of all people in the world, are such tiny moments in each other's lives. In this way, in the infinite time when we don't have each other in the future, warm memories will always be forgotten soon. At that time, we will remember them painfully and deeply. I don't feel so sorry when I think about it this way.

I used to have 45, but inadvertently, I missed it.

Those days. Those days with playful sunshine and your bright smile, those days when you see through love, and those days when you firmly believe that we will be together forever, I have left them for a long time.

47 is read. Be forgotten. Be liked. Be hated. Be worshipped. Be discussed. And then it faded away. ......

I turned the whole world upside down. Just to straighten your reflection.

What do you have left except sadness? Mo, nothing.

50- Good thing you can forget me. Because I like being sad across the world, I just need to bear it alone.

5 1 If this is what you like and choose, then I love you and wish you happiness.

Will the love carved behind the chair bloom in the wind and lonely forest like flowers on cement?

What we thought we were obsessed with was forgotten in the process of our obsession.

If one day we don't get up together, we should get up together as if we were together.

Immature people die for a great cause, and mature people live humbly for a great cause.

No matter what I do, will you treat me like a human being?

Sorry, I can't smile at you; Sorry, I can't talk to you; This is a greenhouse full of cacti; I stood for a long time with a balloon called happiness.

The short summer is sad. Sad swings are forgotten by childhood. The forgotten key opens the wrong old door. After the witch kissed the prince in Gu Men, she became a princess, the prince became a frog, and the princess threw the frog into the well. The sky in the well is the same face year after year. Looking up at the same face season after season, endless cycle, short summer.

Because you are wood, I asked you to come out and watch me play. You won't bother, will you? Because you are a wood, you always scold you. You won't be angry, will you? I'm telling you this because you are wood. You won't tell, will you? Yes, yes, I am a wood. I won't be bored or angry. I won't tell anyone. But I will be sad.

If all the "narrow roads" in the world are designed for "meeting".

6 1 Stubborn enough not to say "hmm", just gently remind yourself that you are listening. He listens, but never takes it to heart.

Birds are waiting for the moment to clear the clouds, even if the hot sun will melt their wings, they must persist in welcoming the light.

The sun sets and the stars rise. Wandering on the abandoned railway tracks, I clung to the letter that was overdue for one year and quietly asked the clouds in the sky. At the end of the letter, it said: I like you.

I just want to cross the sky overhead with you, just like forever.

Tender for an infinite time. Immersed in infinite tenderness for a long time.

Countless birds are flying outside, flapping their wings and scattering their feathers all over the floor. Whose memory is that?

Sad love words have nowhere to put.

1, it's not terrible to lose your youth, what's terrible is to lose your brave heart that loves life.

2, love, emotionally, when you want to conquer each other, you have actually been conquered by the other party to a certain extent. First, the attraction of the other party to you, and then your desire to conquer the other party.

3. The space where songs are formed allows years to come and go freely, so the face of the person who is still protected has never changed with great and endless hatred.

One day I will walk away from you silently. I missed a lot, and I was always sad alone.

Meeting the right person at the right time is a lifelong happiness; Meeting the wrong person at the right time is a heartbreak; It is absurd to meet the right person at the wrong time; Meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is a sigh.

6. Life will inevitably encounter all kinds of pains and give birth to a lot of troubles, but we can't always be obsessed with troubles. If you keep staring at a few black spots on the white wall, darkness will occupy all your sight. Similarly, if you always indulge in certain fragments of life, you will lose your whole life. Everything that happens in life has a cause and effect. Believe in cause and effect, let go of yourself and not torture yourself, which is also a kind of release.

7. Falling in love with someone is not because he gives you what you need, but because he gives you a feeling that you have never had before. ...

8. Life without love is incomplete, and love without pain is not profound. Love enriches life, and pain sublimates love.

9. I tried my best to fight for it and save it, but you didn't look back; Now you are constantly remembering, pessimistic and doing nothing. Are you doing an auxiliary ceremony? After being humble, the rest is ridiculous and regretless. Love is not to be cherished when you are free!

10. Silence doesn't just mean that restless people are prone to failure. Timely silence is a kind of wisdom, a skill and an advantageous mentality.

1 1. There is not so much eternity in this world. How many people can keep their promises? Looking for love thousands of miles, stumbling all the way. In the end, she is still her, and I am still me. The persistence of this 2023 km is in exchange for loss and eternity. Along the way, the result is not important. Never, never worth wasting the world.

12 when I stubbornly carry my bags and start a new journey alone, I know that as long as a few friends stand behind me and stare. Their eyes are as vast and far-reaching as the sunset, which makes me feel heavy.

13, I always thought that mountains are the story of water, clouds are the story of wind, and you are my story, but I don't know if I am your story.

14, years can't take away memories, it will only make me miss them more. Time can't dilute everything, it will only take root in my heart and bloom the flowers I miss.

15, if you don't believe in hard work and time, then time will fail you first. Don't deny your past, and don't associate your future with your past. It is not because there is hope that you work hard, but because you work hard, you can see hope. Mood phrase

16, she told me that her father wanted her to go abroad, which immediately made me feel like a dream. What should I do?

17, when you are young, everyone should let go, indulge themselves and even leave occasionally. Because no matter how good and obedient you are, you will still get old. You have lived, at least you can leave memories. You can smile and be warm. You really missed the occasion.

18, come to this world, often for body odor, not enjoyment. Only after experiencing the pain of the wound can you feel the happiness of the whole skin.

19, the simplicity recovered after being shattered is true. The past has been left in the past world, and I am on the road alone, gradually reaching my present position. Love without desire and desire is not as pure as that on earth, but it is real. You have to believe that the love I hope to reach with you is not to push you into the abyss, and don't watch you get black and blue. I hope you are stronger than before you met me. Love is spirituality.

20. The rooster crows at the pillow and the night wind returns. Because I miss Yu's life, I am prosperous and beautiful, and my eyes are empty. In the past 50 years, I have a dream.

2 1, originally not forever, forever far away. Don't say how long, Takuya can't last forever. Love is day by day, and walking is day by day. You can keep your promise, but you can't keep your changeable heart.

22. Watch you go quietly, miss you quietly, and breathe quietly.

23. When love is gone, learn to live your own life. To live a good life is to love yourself, treat yourself as your lover and pamper yourself.

24, away from your world, I think I will always be lonely.

25. We can't always live in our own imagination, nor can we imagine that if we do something, we will do it better than others. What is more important is to turn thoughts into actions and get closer to the goal step by step. Talking about mood phrases

26. Missing is the weakest thing in life. Looking at the scar, you think you are old, but in fact you are empty.

27. We always like to constantly guess each other's feelings, constantly doubt each other's ideas, and then start to feel uneasy, start to be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, and start to blame ourselves for not being good enough. Experience tells you that caring too much is the beginning of loss.

There is only a small corner in my heart, but it is in the deepest corner.

29. I don't know how many people in this world love each other but can't be together, but I know that if you don't make any efforts and just imagine the difficulties you will encounter, you will be at a loss. Then, this relationship must be insincere.

30, perhaps because the tears are too real, so some heart fibrillation.

Nowhere to put, our distant youth

Woman, if a man says "break up", you should smile and say "I've been waiting for you for a long time"

Mom, the most beautiful woman in the world.

A woman can't see through her heart because her breasts are too thick.

Deception is my unforgivable mistake.

Don't call me arrogant, I just refuse to deal with animals. "

Let me be quiet in silence.

Reality is not full, and dreams are skinny.

How long do you say forever? How long do you say forever?

Sorry, the number you dialed is caller ID enabled.

It is said that a woman without talent is virtue, then I must be too wicked.

Please don't say you love me by kissing someone's mouth.

They go with the flow, and I am a maverick.

Do you remember the person who once loved me? Is he with you now better than me?

I have been doing things that I regret.

A woman like me always appears in her feelings in the form of a difficult problem.

I'm sorry that I lost faith in you.

It's not that I'm not sad, but my fake strength has blinded your eyes.

If there is next life, I will be your heart. Because if I don't jump, you will die.

Your plan is perfect. It's just that the protagonist hasn't been shortlisted yet.

Some people, no matter where they are, become the object of others. Damn, I'm getting smaller.

Children who are graduating from junior high school should not drop out of school. I regret it now, because it is difficult to find a partner in society. Be loyal to the advice of your elders.

I am not an obedient child. I always feel that obedient children are too indecisive and have no opinions like marionettes.

Now I think, if I forget you, I will forget all my memories.

It seems that I have never been to this world.

Now I should learn to be open-minded and think far.

There is only one you in the world, how can I not cherish it?

Nowhere to put, our distant youth

Dreams are full of flesh; The reality is skinny.

Smile is whether you will take off the mask of disguise.

Dreams are always out of reach. Should we give them up?

Sometimes, we change our signatures too often, just to let others know how you feel, but forget that maybe others don't pay attention at all.

How many children have been hurt by exams, and how many honest children have learned to cheat?

Teacher in charge, what is it, that is, to destroy your friendship and then your love without letting go of your family's mental derangement?

I don't mind at all if you hate me. I don't live to please you.

A man's promise is to compare with parallel imports.

Said the fox is not swearing, but describing.

Although I have no books, notes, classes or review, I have a heart that I don't want to fail.