2020 sad talk: I am stupid enough to refuse everyone for you.

I used to be stupid to refuse everyone for you. After being hurt by love, I will never be good to anyone again. I have seen through the faded memory of love. It's the biggest irony for me. We walked through countless intersections, but we parted at the next intersection. Once you were the closest person to me, now you are the one I don't want to talk about. Some people have some things, no matter how much you miss them, you still talk far away. That's just an excuse for you to escape.

You are not wrong, and neither am I. The mistake is that we didn't meet at the right time. It is said that time will heal wounds, but some wounds will never heal. I can't see your smile. I can't feel anything when I sleep. This is no joke. I don't mean it can be broken where I meet you. No matter how ambiguous we are, it can't be love Listening to a song reminds me of someone. I can't forget that I care about you for a long time. At the same time, I also see through love.

You let me down again and again, which forced me to leave. Every day without you is a wound, which makes me very painful. This matter torments me endlessly. It's really sad. The saddest thing is not that you left, but that you never loved me from beginning to end. There is always a song that makes us sad and makes us cry constantly. How can you leave as if nothing happened, regardless of my life or death?

Without you, I can only live in the past memories. This feeling is very sad. I give you all my love, but all I get is your apology. I hate that people I care about are kind to others. For no reason, I just hate that I pass by your heart. Do you remember? In other words, I have forgotten that if you can let go of the past, the past will definitely let go of you. I want to be wild in your life. How afraid I am of getting used to a person's good, and then being mercilessly abandoned. I want to tell you that I love you. No one can replace your misunderstanding, my silence, my last heartache and other people I love have the most painful hope and the sweetest despair.

For you, as long as my heart is still beating, I will always love you and detain me in the sad past, so that I can't see the happiness now. When I stopped asking questions, that is, when we finished talking, everything became public. Only in this way can I calm down and take revenge and let you into my world. But you will never be allowed to walk in my world. You let me out of loneliness. Only when I am drunk will my heart not hurt. Maybe in the future, I can choose to forget you.

If you want to go, please take my thoughts of you away. I hope I can keep your eyes with my outstanding face. I am not afraid that your life will end, but I am afraid that it will never begin.