Essay: I have been a monitor for two years. Should I quit?

In the next semester of my junior year, I made a good employment plan and worked as a monitor for two years. Against this background:

A few days ago, I explained to the counselor that I wanted to dismiss the post of monitor.

The counselor said, "Let your class decide for itself after school starts in a few days. They don't agree, and no one else in your class dares to go. "

I feel helpless. If I can decide, I will be replaced as a freshman. Is there no one?

The summer of 20 17 is the freshman enrollment season and the old graduation season.

It is said that university is "the epitome of a sound society", but what kind of experience is it that I am the "early bird" of this small society? The following excerpts from several short stories in our class are shared with you, which are a bit nagging, troublesome and warm. But that's why I want to change it:

One: the university is most afraid of Aite staff. Received a reply.

Although the university is sometimes very idle, there is always news that someone has not got all the staff of Aite. Even if it is not that important, I will put down what I am doing and carry it out.

Sometimes files are handed down and only a few people reply. Even if I just finished speaking in class a second ago, I would ask, "monitor, how do you write this?" Don't even look at the document after receiving it.

"Monitor what to fill in here ..."

"Monitor ..."

Sometimes I have the illusion that I am a kindergarten teacher and have a group of big friends, which is both cute and troublesome.

2. The university classroom is like a sand table, and the small circle is like concrete.

There are three dormitories for girls and three for boys in our class. But there is always a special existence between men and women, just like there is always a dormitory where both men and women live. What is this "thorn"?

You let them participate in the activity alone, ok, this can be discussed. Everyone seems to be fine at this time, but when the big class gets together, they will get together in the dormitory.

Every dormitory is very United and everyone is easy to discuss. But once we get together, it's GG to participate in the activity.

I still miss the first semester of my freshman year. Our class is the most United among the five majors. I get together three times a semester, but my sophomore year is different.

There is a saying that if you are disappointed enough, you will leave.

In the last general election, the Communist Youth League Secretary chose to resign, and the other two class cadres were not the ones who had run for office. Because many things are very chilling, I chose to leave.

In fact, like everyone else, when I choose again. No one wants to take over, everyone feels tired, and sometimes they really feel that they have to hold on.

What really hit me is not the nagging and criticism of the counselor, nor the heavy work in the class, but that I feel that I have spent a lot of time but I can't get a little understanding from my classmates, and some people even complain about him.

"I don't want to live like this. I'm comfortable not being a monitor. Why should I feel bitter? I offended my classmates and made myself very unhappy. "

The class is not all trivial. There are also two circles in the class, one is the boys' dormitory and the other is a group of inspirational circles.

I'll call him dormitory a for the time being. Although there are few big class parties at the beginning of freshman year, small circle parties never stop. Dormitory A will pick me up at every dormitory party and tell me something about the class when drinking.

Wu. Go out for an internship for a week and change our class.

For a whole week, we all went out for training. Like a runaway wild horse, it seems that there is only an independent dormitory for girls and boys, which is not very gregarious.

But it's not like this. On the third day we went, according to the customs of the Dong people in Sanjiang, it was regarded as Chinese New Year from that day on. Every household began to set out wine and invited the neighbors in the town to drink and sing folk songs together.

On that day, several team leaders were dragged by the teacher to drink with the manager of Dong Hotel. In the inn, there were enough drinks and dishes that day.

Late at night, people continue to go back to the dormitory to sleep. But someone is still drinking. It was my sleepless night.

I finally talked to those naughty boys. For the first time, I saw several 180 big men holding me and telling me sorry, telling me their previous stories.

Sometimes you don't cooperate, not lose your temper with me. It's that some people have things they can't say. Anyway, I think they are cute, too.

When we had dinner together the next day, we still had a cold face. But the expression is also shy, twisted and even a little cute.

Two years of experience is really not easy for anyone. It is also difficult to insist on doing one thing well, and I have to reflect on whether I am too focused on the student union and ignore the management of the class, so that it is so.

So I want to quit one of them and do it with my heart. Junior also wants to spend more time on what he wants to do. But there are also some things in my heart that I can't let go of and have been entangled. So in one year, should I quit or not?