What are some ways to express that reconciliation is as good as before, easy as before, and too difficult as before?

1. I have been crazy, stupid, persistent, persistent, and in love, but in the end I am still alone.

2. Even if life has a thousand reasons to make you cry, you have to find a reason to make yourself laugh. This is life.

3. I don’t want anyone to choose me because of my good qualities. I need someone to see my bad qualities and still want me.

4. Even though there are thousands of words in my heart that I want to say to you, I can’t find a reason to bother you. I want to care about you thousands of times, but I can’t find a suitable identity.

5. In fact, there is nothing that I can't let go of. I just feel regretful that I have given so much emotion and it will be gone if I say no.