Go all the way to heaven when you die (may you go all the way to heaven)

On February 8, 2020, my mother died for 100 days. On such a day, as children and grandchildren, we should have gone back to burn paper money, but because of the epidemic prevention and control, many roads were blocked, and we were stopped by security personnel on our way back to our hometown, but we were not allowed to go back. In such a special period, I think the elderly should be able to understand our difficulties!

Memories brought me back to 2019165438+1October1. On this day, the whole people robbed, robbed and robbed, but it became my eternal pain. At the moment I received the phone call from my husband, I choked up and couldn't speak. My heart was overwhelmed by huge stones and my legs were as heavy as lead. Since the man who used to go with the wind lost his way.

I thought I looked down on life, but I was still so caught off guard in the face of life and death. I thought I would see you tomorrow, but I never saw you again in the end. We agreed to go back that weekend, but she left in a hurry. The wall deep in my heart, at the moment of touching, is fragmented and stings every nerve.

When I came back, I looked at my mother, who was covered with a little green sand and lay in that cold bed, without the breath of life. At that moment, my eyes filled with tears. I looked at my father, who was crying by the bed. We all know that he is the most painful person in my mother's death. A person who has never been to the hospital, just a few days after being admitted to the hospital because of a cold, suddenly said that no one was there.

My father kept saying, "I worked hard all my life and didn't enjoy any happiness." My father had a leg amputated in a car accident six years ago. In order to take care of my father these years, my mother has worked very hard. Life is getting better and better now, but we haven't left any time to take care of her.

My father said, "Every time I buy food and do things with your mother, I buy it for her.". Sometimes I go out alone. Your mother will call me every few minutes to ask where I have been. From then on, no one will care so much about me. From then on, the home will be deserted. " When we were young, it may be difficult for us to understand each other's concern, and sometimes we regard each other's concern as a kind of nagging.

When I painted my mother for the first time, I looked at all the photos. There was no suitable single photo, only a photo of my family and my father. I tried to find a photo of my trip six years ago and managed to make a portrait. My mother is a person who doesn't like taking pictures. Every time I take her out to play, I say that her photos are not good-looking, and I have to persuade her for a long time every time. Only when I took a photo with my father and took a family photo, she cooperated very much.

Looking at piles of photos, daughters appear most frequently, at all times, in all places and in all kinds of scenery. It turns out that in the hearts of all of us, children have become treasures, while parents have been neglected too much. Fortunately, on weekdays, she is gentle and friendly to the elderly. When traveling, as long as you can take her as far as possible, it is also right for her old man. Think about every trip, I will be very tired when I come back, and I will never go again next time. What about next time? Persuade her that although she knew it was very tiring to climb mountains and wade, she still went, especially with her father along the way, and she would definitely go. No matter how hard it is, it is hard to stop the time when a family is together.

When packing, the new clothes at the bottom of the box came into view, and her mood collapsed again. She doesn't want to wear the new clothes that she buys year after year. She only takes people out at China New Year, holidays and people's homes. What do you mean life is like this? There is nothing without breathing. Many times, we are working hard for a better tomorrow, leaving the best for tomorrow, but we never thought that some things will never have tomorrow.

That night, when I talked about my mother, my father burst into tears and talked about my mother's life over and over again. Maybe some things still have a hunch! My mother was very energetic when she was admitted to the hospital. She said that the jiaozi meat outside was not delicious and the food was not clean. My lame father went home to find his mother that night and found a charming child with a leather bag to take her to the hospital. Mother ate five and said with satisfaction, "Don't worry about cooking, the water at home is better." At that time, her husband went to see her, and she urged her husband to go home quickly, saying that the baby was still doing homework at home, and she was thinking about her granddaughter until she died.

A person's departure is so casual, just like a dust, coming and going naked, and finally returning to a handful of loess. Father said: "When the official is repaired, you should go and see for yourself. On the day of burial, you should personally send her." Mr. Yin and Yang said it was against the regulations and should not be sent between husband and wife. My father insisted on seeing his mother off for the last time. He said he was not afraid of life or death. Six years ago, he was in the car accident, and his mother took care of him for so many years. He must see her off on the last trip.

Yes, life is not even afraid of life and death, but also those so-called rules. As children, we also followed his old man's wishes. And if you are old and someone gives you a ride, you will be very happy. I told my dad that my mother left without suffering, which is also a blessing for her old man. Everything is so beautiful, leaving is so natural. After all this time, it's time for us to put it down. The dead are gone, so are the living. Just like this epidemic, it came so suddenly and earth-shattering! No matter how unscrupulous, as long as we are full of hope for life and confidence in victory, we will finally usher in the flowers of spring.