I live in such a family, but I can't change it. I can only accept the reality, but the result of accepting the reality is getting worse and worse. Who can help me?

No one can help you, and my family situation is not much better. My parents haven't cared much about me since I was born. Although my grades are not good, I think it's good that I can become like this. Compared with people around me, I feel like a freak. Now at work, I often feel that if I have children in the future, I can ignore everything like my parents. Once I went to a relative's house, my little nephew broke something and no one scolded me. My aunt and uncle said it would scare the children. I really envy this educational concept. There are few people in my family, and I like to watch TV alone. My eyes are naturally nearsighted. My mother kept scolding me when she took me to get my glasses. I feel hurt by my self-esteem. My mother has everything. So she sometimes asks me to take out the garbage. I don't want to talk to her either, so she will call me lazy. She always said that she was busy, but she would go to my mother-in-law's house whenever she was free. She sent it to my mother-in-law as soon as possible. My family bought a microwave oven for the first time because she needed it. Some time ago, his family didn't say anything about using my mother, and my father bought another one. He did something wrong and refused to tell others about me. I'll answer back ten sentences. Why do adults do this? Obviously, they did something wrong. The children are just telling the truth. They just think the children will talk back. I don't think she cares if I live or die. Even if I die at home one day, he won't care about me. He also joked that when I was in kindergarten, she asked me to send him clothes to cross the street. But now I'm still thinking about what to do if I'm killed, but when I was a child. Good grades, good looks, I didn't feel anything at that time, but now, my cousin's grades are not as good as when I was a child, and I often stay in school for observation. Her family is very busy. My mother often waits for him to buy a cake and split in two. He is half, I am half, but my aunt is very attentive and follows him to learn English. Now my cousin has been admitted to Nanmo, and I can see it every time he goes to her house. My mother never cares about my little things. Today, I woke up with a terrible stomachache. I thought my mother would see that she cared about me, but there was nothing. She went to my mother-in-law's house again. She is in the supermarket and has to go to work in the afternoon. She has been saying that she is too busy since she came back. My father didn't go as far as he did. At least, when he is at home, he gives me whatever I want to eat, but my father especially likes to drink. He drinks too much every time. I will go crazy when I come back, but my father likes drinking very much. Every time I drink too much, I will go crazy when I come back. My mother will scold him. My dad can't stand scolding them. He also quarrels and often throws things. My door is broken. My dad is dragging his feet. I asked him to buy me a wardrobe. There is still no cupboard door, and the house is being renovated. There is no place to take a bath now. They don't understand this at all. You must wash your hair in the wind outside. Once I peeked at my dad's WeChat, and he often gave some women red envelopes. First of all, I have said too much, and there is nothing I can do. I just want to comfort my friends up there. Things will get better. Have confidence.