You're talking to me

I don't know if your husband's pig has suffered misfortune, and you haven't written it clearly. If not, it is your fault that you can't write clearly, which is another matter. If so, you are in a very painful stage. I will recall your love and all kinds of trivial things over and over again, and I can't get out. But people can't come back from the dead, time will erase everything, and it will get better after a long time. If possible and given the opportunity, you can also enter a new life and end your pain.