How does the disabled party raise flowers to send friends?

My meaty diet has succeeded, and the more I raise it, the thinner I get.

For example:

1, I am really speechless for myself. I can't grow flowers. I almost died. Let me sigh that the flowers in my hand are really a kind of torture.

2. Raising flowers is like raising children. I really can't grow flowers, and I almost died in them, which makes me feel like a stupid person.

I am really helpless to myself. I can't grow flowers, and I almost died, which is particularly distressing.