How does it feel to be rejected by the other party on a blind date?

I was just rejected. I am a male, a relatively shy type. You know, I have read too much and am a bit stupid. After graduating from Ph.D. and working, the people around me introduced my girlfriend. I went on two blind dates in a row, and just yesterday I was rejected by the second one. The first one, to be honest, after we went out to eat twice, I didn’t feel that we were interested in each other. After chatting for about half a month, I sent a WeChat message and there was no reply, so I knew what it meant. At that time, it felt uncomfortable to be rejected like this. I feel relieved. After all, I feel that the girls in the bank are really demanding, and I can’t meet those requirements. Besides, they are one year older than me, have been working for a long time, and are not in the same channel as me, a newly graduated young girl. The second one was that I was rejected last night. A month ago, the introducer sent me a photo and asked me to add him on WeChat. After I saw the photo, I got scared. I thought it was too beautiful and adding it would be in vain. I just thought I would talk about it in a few days. But the introducer called me that night and said why he hadn’t added WeChat yet. I made an excuse to explain, and immediately started chatting on WeChat. Afterwards, we had dinner twice, and made several appointments for the third time. She worked overtime every time and didn't come out. Last night, she told me on WeChat that she was too busy recently and didn't want to think about personal issues. We would meet again in the future if we were destined. I was suddenly confused. I knew that I should have given up long ago after several appointments. But unfortunately, at the beginning, the conversation was quite good, which made me feel that there was still hope for me to pursue it. Now, I am typing, and my eyes are a little moist. I know that as a man, it is too embarrassing. I thought that I couldn't get the paper published, and I did experiments until midnight every day, but nothing happened. This time, suddenly because of her rejection, My eyes are actually wet. I'm sorry for my male compatriots. I've embarrassed you.