She always feels that she owes everyone.

"bang!" "Hua!" There was a bang, followed by the sound of glass falling to the ground.

We were shocked at dinner, thinking that someone's window had fallen and smashed. I opened the doors one by one, only to see the broken glass at the door next door. Uncle "security guard", who is in his fifties, is holding Aunt Fen's hair, pushing and shoving, swearing. Aunt Finn was dragged by him like a lifeless doll without saying a word. Her hand instinctively covered her head, and there was some blood on the back of her hand. ...

"Kill you old bitch, Lao tze love to drink some wine, but also depends on your face, dare you kick me out. I helped you raise your son, and now I don't need to get married. You insult me and want to kick me out, right ... "You're out of your mind again! Every time he finishes drinking, he will find something to deliberately provoke and hurt Aunt Fen. Neighbors quickly pulled them away, and aunt Fenyi stood by the wall crying, while uncle "security" sat in a chair, panting, pointing to aunt Fenyi and swearing a few words. They just persuaded them for a while and then shook their heads and went back!

Aunt Fen, an honest and hard-working woman, as long as she is at home, all you see is her busy figure. Aunt Finn works the day shift normally. Every morning, she always gets up at dawn to make breakfast, clean up the housework and wait for her husband to eat well and wash the dishes before she goes to work. After work, as soon as the electric car stops, it rushes into the kitchen to wash vegetables, wash rice and cook. Busy for a while, I can't eat hot meals, so I quickly hold my grandson and feed him bite by bite. She can't eat the leftovers on the table until her daughter-in-law has finished eating, and then she has to clean up the dishes and do some washing.

"You are so diligent. You wash all the pots and pans in your house. In such a cold day, let your mother-in-law wash it ... "

Uncle "Security" teased me. He always complains that his daughter-in-law knows nothing. Married for three years, I haven't washed a few bowls, and I'm as young as an empress dowager.

I just smiled. Indeed, all the housework is done by Aunt Fen alone. Even though she accidentally slipped and hurt her waist while collecting clothes a while ago, she only stayed in bed for three days. "Security" uncle pulled a noodle to cook for a few days, and his daughter-in-law washed dishes for the first time for a few days.

On the fourth day, Aunt Fen got up with a strong support and began to work hard for this family. I saw her holding her injured waist in one hand and cooking and washing clothes in the other. The afterglow of the sunset came in from the window, and the soft light enveloped her. She is short and thin, and her hair has turned gray. Maybe she still hurts, her face is slightly wrinkled, and she feels the wrinkles in her eyes are deeper.

I couldn't help looking at it and said, "Aunt Fen, you have a broken bone. If you need more rest, ask your daughter-in-law to help you if she can. " Aunt Finn endured the pain and smiled. "It's okay, much better. I have been able to stand up and walk for three days. They all have to work. It's hard. I can do more ... "Every time the neighbor advised her to have a rest, she always told her neighbor that her daughter-in-law was too busy to take care of the children; My son works shifts in the factory, so he should sleep more and rest more. It's exhausting for my husband to be a security guard for others. He is also a big man and can't do housework. So, who will do the housework, cook and wash the clothes? Then she'll have to do it herself

She is always good to this person, to that person, to this and that, so she bears all this in obscurity and never complains! However, she has never found an excuse for herself. She is also going to work to earn money to supplement her family. After work, she will find time to take her grandson to play, and even do some housework that can never be finished after a fall. Is she a robot? Is she made of steel?

No, she grew up eating whole grains, and she is also a person who will get sick, hurt and tired. It's just that Aunt Fen has been living a humble life. She died her ex-husband in her early 30 s, and was later introduced to marry her current husband "security" uncle. After the "security" uncle divorced, the child returned to his ex-wife. After reorganizing the family with Fenyi, the two lived alone and raised Fenyi's son together. In this family, Aunt Fen feels indebted to her husband. She always felt that he had been with her for so many years when she was helpless, and he made it to this day step by step. Therefore, she is still very grateful to this husband who loves to drink, lose his temper and even hit people, so that no matter how serious his domestic violence is to her after drinking, although she is also very painful and sad, she still chooses to continue to forgive and tolerate after drying her tears.

Yesterday, I went home and passed by her house. I saw Uncle "Security" gathering a bunch of friends in the restaurant, sitting on a small table and drinking a little wine. Two cold dishes bought in the deli, plus a handful of fried dumplings, are also enjoyed by several people.

In the south of 65438+ February, it was getting dark after work, and most of the neighbors were having dinner, but the meal at Uncle Bao's house was not ready yet, and all ages were waiting for Aunt Fenyi to come back.

Aunt Fenyi finally got off work, and the daughter-in-law led the children in the bedroom. One watched cartoons, the other bowed his head and played with his mobile phone. My husband and a bunch of drinkers got together and drank in full swing. "How can I go home now? I am fooling around every day. Hurry and stir-fry a hot dish. " Uncle Security shouted at Aunt Fen who just entered the door. "Eat less of yours, and you will get drunk at night if you drink too much!" Aunt Finn made a joke.

"hey!" ? After saying his word, Aunt Fen dropped a bowl and broke into pieces at her feet. Aunt Fen Zheng, silent, crouched down and picked up the broken porcelain piece by piece. In front of some drinking buddies, Uncle Security started swearing again. Neighbors have seen this scene many times, and everyone has long been used to it. What he said was that I raised your child, your daughter-in-law married you, and your grandson helped raise it to that size, and everything was done well. I don't expect this son to support me now, and I will go to a nursing home myself in the future. If you can sign it, do the math for me, and I'll get out of here and live in style.

I, an outsider, will never listen to such irrelevant words again, even hate them. Having a few neighbors to comfort you will only lead to more insults and even fists and feet. Since he sold the house under his name last year and gave the down payment for the school district in the city to his unrelated son, his temper seems to have worsened, and he naturally beat and scolded Aunt Fenyi. Maybe he has a sense of insecurity about the future. Now that I'm old, I don't earn much money and I can drink well. When he sold his house, he left nothing, because he was afraid that one day he would go to a country without old people. That kind of fear hangs over him all the time, making him grumpy every day.

In fact, Aunt Fen understands his mentality very well, so she never expects her "security" uncle to supplement her family, and even secretly gives him 200 yuan from her meager salary to let him play a small mahjong occasionally for entertainment. If nothing else, I think about his help to myself over the years. After all, he is not his own Lao Zi, and she is grateful to this son for doing so. Thinking of this, even though she would often be scolded by him, she would even be abused by alcohol, but she didn't resist, just silently endured!

Day after day, year after year, she is always busy doing what she should do, lighting the fire and washing clothes, and helping to coax the children when the meal is ready. After dinner, the son and daughter-in-law patted her ass and took the children back to their small home, leaving her alone to clean up in the kitchen. At the moment, most of the "security" uncles are still leaning on the corner of the table, squinting their eyes and enjoying the feeling of being drunk!

She is constantly busy every day, like a top, whipped by a whip called life, turning and turning, and can't stop. I always feel that she has inexhaustible power, but I can't figure out how such an elderly thin woman can have so much energy in her body. Every time I see her with her grandson's unhealed waist, I can't help but feel sad silently in my heart. Such a woman who has worked hard for most of her life only knows how to pay, but never knows how to be better for herself!

Aunt Finn doesn't talk much, but I always feel that I understand her. She always feels indebted to her son, and the woman's family failed to give her son good conditions; She feels that she owes her daughter-in-law and can't rest and take care of her grandchildren like others. She felt even more indebted to Uncle Bao, dragging him to help her bring bacon home, instead of giving him another daughter and a half. ...

She has been living a humble life all her life, and she feels that she owes everyone. So she tried to be nice to everyone around her, but she forgot herself!

It can be said that just because you are a little good to me, I will pay back again and again. Is this life enough? However, who can tell her who owes her this life?