I really want to cry, eat, drink and have fun.

1. In life, there are many things that are fleeting, like saying goodbye at the station. They hugged each other just now, but in the blink of an eye they are far apart. Many times, you don’t understand, and I don’t understand either. Just like that, things change as you talk. You get tired of listening, you get tired of watching, you slow down when you follow, and you get tired when you walk. It's gone, the love fades away, the more you think about it, the more you forget it.

2. At that time, I was very tired. I was used to pretending to be strong and used to facing everything alone. I didn’t know what I wanted to do. Sometimes I can talk to everyone happily, and I can be very unrestrained, but no one knows that it is just a disguise, a very deliberate disguise; I can make myself very happy, but I can't find the source of happiness. , just giggle.

3. Sometimes, I feel inexplicably bad and don’t want to talk to anyone. I just want to be alone in a daze. Sometimes, in the dead of night, I suddenly feel that it's not that I can't sleep, but that I stubbornly don't want to sleep. Sometimes, when you hear a song, you suddenly think of a person. Sometimes, someone suddenly says to you, I think you have changed, and then you start to have mixed feelings. If you lose yourself, you can only pick it back up slowly.