I am a pilot of a civil airliner, and now I am grounded, like a butterfly with a broken wing. I'm really sorry. Please tell me what to do next.

Cheer up, this job can't be done, you can try another job;

When you get used to it for a while, you won't feel like a butterfly with broken wings;

Don't give yourself too much mental pressure. In fact, any job that suits you and brings you joy can be regarded as a good job, and you don't have to fly in the sky to attract attention.