Tell me how you feel after reading the following sentences. 1. I felt as if there were ten thousand steel needles stuck in my throat, and I lost my voice and cried, "Old monitor, how did you ..."

2. "I" know that fish is hard to come by, but when the old monitor gave me and two other comrades all his little things, but swallowed fishbones and grass roots to satisfy his hunger, "I" felt extremely heavy inside. I can't bear to drink this small fish soup. I really don't want to see the old monitor go hungry, and I don't want the old monitor to lose weight day by day. Therefore, "I feel that this bowl is so heavy that it can't reach the mouth."