I will never forget my indulgence when I was young. /kloc-I almost got lost that night when I was 0/8.

Now that I am married, I have a husband who loves me, and I will have children of my own soon. However, I think I should thank someone I met when I was 18. I think I will never forget the age of 18, when I was just an adult. Thanks to a stranger who met me by chance, he let me lose my way and let me know that the road of life is not just the present.

Although I am now a mother-to-be and have a husband who loves me very much, I have never told my husband what I was like before 18 years old, but I think the time before that will be sealed in the memory box forever, and I have no idea about myself in the past, because I am glad that I chose to get lost.

I admit that I was a thoroughly troubled girl before. I fell in love with drinking very early and made many friends. When did this change begin? When did this rebellion against the world come into being? I don't know.

About 14 years old, I saw my father snuggling up with a strange woman, probably smiling in front of me when my parents obviously lost their feelings, and probably getting colder and colder from that home.

I only know 14 birthday. As a junior high school student, I learned to stay overnight for the first time, staying at my classmates' home. I turned off my cell phone, and they looked for me all night, and found the school the next day, and then the teacher scolded me.

Later, the label of the problem girl seemed to follow me everywhere. I dress myself up as an adult in society, fall in love with boys several grades older than myself, and follow them to the most lively places. In short, as long as I can stay away from that unhappy home, I will be very happy.

In this way, I reached the age of 18. I still remember that it was my adult birthday, and several friends around me said they would celebrate with me. We set the location in the most prosperous ktv in the city, but I didn't know that those friends who trusted me the most would make such a big joke with me on my birthday.