Love diary, talk about feelings

Once my heart was the most empty, I could ignore everything, I could not cherish all the people, even my life, I didn't care. Even if I get hurt, I will lick the wound myself, and then continue to smile at the world. I used to be so upset. No, it should be that I love the world I don't like. But until I met you, everything disappeared in an instant.

You shouldn't have seen you smile on the day we met. That smile is like a brilliant flower in my heart. That smile is like throwing a stone in my calm heart, and there are ripples in my heart. I'm sorry to let you know that I often cry. Inadvertently put you in my heart and gradually integrate you into my life in quicksand. So I know that my life is intensive, and I will cherish and protect my life. Gradually found that you are a child like the wind, your happiness is my happiness, and your sadness is my pain. I don't care about other people's eyes more and more, and I only see your shadow in my eyes. Everything about you will be too nervous to know what to do. I can completely ignore everyone, but I can't leave you. I can give up my life, but I can't bear to leave you alone in this world, although I know there are many people around you to accompany you. I attach your warm greetings, although I know these things, you will tell others. Gradually, every little gesture will make my heart beat. A simple smile is enough to satisfy my empty mind.

This is you, your smile, your aloof, your indifference, your perfection, until your final departure, all were so silent. When you say goodbye, I already know, or I might as well disappear. Your farewell figure, my tears, wandered into this world together. I know I will never find this feeling of heartbreak again. The raindrops flying all over the sky are the elves who share my pain.

So, I went back to my original appearance, stumbling alone in the dark, although I am used to looking for a corner in the dark, although I can really understand that my heart is so empty only when night comes. Suddenly I feel so scared that I don't have your breath anymore. Although you have left me for countless years, although I have always believed that time can dilute all sadness, I find that I am too fragile to do it. After a busy day, my face froze with laughter. I can't forget the pain, thinking that my heart is as hard as steel, but I am so fragile. I took off my disguise, like a butterfly without wings. Although I desperately want to fly, my heavy heart blocks it. Waiting for the end, the pain has paralyzed my heart. A person's street, the street lamp pulls the shadow for a long time, just like a melancholy heart. I stepped on a heavy step and left pain on the ground. When I took off my disguise, I really looked like a clown. In your eyes, I am as humble as a grain of sand. In my heart, you are a sky, and the sky is lost. How to fill it out?

Touch the wound, I hide in the corner, I don't want to be found, in fact, I am a person forgotten by the world, humble as dust. How can I forget you? You have disappeared without a trace. How can I forget that you gave me hope and broke my heart? This road is too rugged. Should I go? Is it so hard to forget?

Honey, since you came into my world, I have started a new life. Happiness came suddenly, and even now I can't tell whether I was in a dream or not. So, many times I will lie in your arms and ask stupidly, are you an angel arranged by God to save me? Work hard. When I am tired at work, there will always be your jokes and short messages to make me happy. When I think, you will tell me, baby, I love you. Let's refuel! Dear, thank you, because of your concern and care, I am very happy now.

Husband Xiao Si loves you.

Honey, I used to believe in fate, but now I believe that everything depends on people's efforts. I asked you before, would you regret falling in love with a woman like me and the decision you made now? You said, maybe many people will not recognize us and bless us, but it is enough for us to cherish each other and cherish this feeling. When two people really feel happy, it is wrong or right. Dear, thank you for your determination, your persistence and all the courage you gave me. Thank you.

Dear, when we first started, you said that two people should be honest with each other, and you also told me your love experience frankly, from which girl in primary school had a secret crush to the last girlfriend's breakup. I remember that my mouth was full and my heart was sour. Later, we agreed never to mention each other's past. After all, no one can change what has happened. You did it. You didn't say anything about my previous marriage, but I was always as uneasy as a spy. I thought you were so good that there must be many girls in my life. So I seized the opportunity to rummage through your mobile phone and even your drawer. Dear, thank you for your frankness, your unreasonable tolerance and your trust in me. Thank you.

Dear, occasionally when we quarrel, I always turn off my phone, and then you can't find me. And you, however, are very anxious, worried about me, afraid of what will happen to me, husband, in fact, many times I am wrong, I am always so capricious, like to be suspicious at random. Turn on the phone after reflection. I thought you would scold me and be fierce, but there was only your worried voice on the phone. You say, baby, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you forever. . . Honey, you know what? How powerful that sentence is. It tells me how bad I am and how many shortcomings I have to correct. It tells me how great that man's love is and how excellent that man is. Dear, thank you for your patience. You are the best lover in the world! Thank you.

Dear, you have to work hard to be worthy of me and our future children. Honey, actually, I feel very hurt in my eyes. Mom said you didn't wear shoes for tens of dollars when you were studying, but for me, you did. You have never saved money, but for me, you smoked a pack of cigarettes for a few dollars, cooked by yourself in your spare time, and didn't go to high-end places for a haircut. . . Dear, thank you for your love. Thank you for your efforts. Thank you.

Dear, every time we are together for just two days, we have to go to work separately. Every time I hold you in my arms and keep saying I don't want this, I always cry. I watched your car go away with tears in my eyes before I was willing to leave the station. And every time you pretend to be mean to me, you say go back quickly. I began to think that you might hate me, but you just want to leave me as soon as possible. I didn't know until I came back from Wuhan that you were standing at the gate of Zhongshan Park, staring at the street looking for my bike. Then continue to wave, wave again. You are so tall in the crowd, and that scene is deeply imprinted in my heart. When I think about it many times, my heart is always sweet. That's your way, the way you love me. The power of a man. Dear, thank you. I love you.

Honey, you are the lover who will accompany me all my life. You say you love me, don't care about the secular vision, you love me, don't care about anyone's opinion. You say you love me because we are living people. Husband, I really want to be better and better, at least worthy of you, at least, let me have the confidence to face all your love for me.

In life, there will inevitably be quarrels, but I believe that for two people who love each other, these are not problems, because there is love, understanding and tolerance. . . .

Love Diary 3. The defense of love needs more love. Recently, I always like to watch some variety shows, but unlike others, I like to watch emotional mediation columns.

Although many people question it, are these all true? I think it is necessary to care about these. In real life, there are many kinds of emotional problems. Do they use people to act instead of telling people directly? For the sake of program pictures and viewing effect, it is understandable to guide the parties to take some beautiful pictures, make up for the parties, and come to power beautifully. What we were looking at was the content. What we want is to deal with the problems around us more rationally in our own lives through these examples and the suggestions of some expert teachers. Why have we overlooked this?

I have seen many types of mediation, some defending marriage and some defending love. Watching all kinds of performances and unexpected endings of the parties with various personalities at the scene. I gradually understand that sometimes we can't understand or think it is right, which doesn't represent the attitude of the parties. Many times, one is willing to fight and one is willing to suffer, which also proves that many mistakes and opportunities are given by the other party, not entirely blaming one person. At first, whenever I saw this situation, I always sighed for the weak. Later, I realized that what kind of life I choose, I have to bear what kind of price. Since I want to, it is an experience.

Sometimes, however, those stories that were originally contradictory and finally reconciled give me more thoughts. Generally speaking, this kind of family has entered marriage, and the relationship with lovers who are just in love has a lot of responsibilities and obligations. In the process of initial construction and operation, every family will always accumulate many unresolved problems and contradictions, which are principled and unforgivable. Non-principled, we need to understand and tolerate each other more and adjust our mentality correctly to solve it. It is not easy to form a family, but it is easy to disperse. Only by taking a step back can we see the vast sky.

Observing, thinking and reminding my life through other people's stories, when many thoughts are condensed in my mind and absorbed by those essence parts, will my future road be broader? I don't know, but I am willing to work hard.