Depressed middle-aged people

When people reach middle age, most people are not what young people think: stable and mature, successful in their careers, and everything is under control. But in addition to the old and small responsibilities, more is lost, hesitant, helpless and sentimental.

? Once upon a time, instead of talking about wine in high spirits, I had a few more pieces of wine to drown my sorrows. I just know that I can't easily control my emotions, and I can't fully control the wine field. Because there is nowhere to release the pressure in my heart, once the switch is touched, like a faucet with a valve out of control, water will gush out and get out of control. I quit drinking again and again, and I can't quit again and again. Make excuses for not drinking again and again, but make excuses for drinking again and again. Drunk, crying, laughing and hurting, I have to face life with mixed feelings the next day, and then I feel the hardships of middle age in the wine field.

Once upon a time, forgetfulness became a habit at first. I occasionally forgot something, and gradually, I forgot what I just put there. Riding a donkey with something in hand to find something is no longer a joke in the past, but has become a frequent occurrence. At the intersection of traffic lights, the green light is on, but you subconsciously stepped on the brakes. It took a long time to find out that it was actually a green light; When waiting for the red light, the green light comes on, but you don't move. You remember to start the car with the roar of the car horn behind you. Finally, even the habit of oiling your face that you just developed in middle age will be forgotten. Occasionally forget to eat, forget to sign in, and repeat the prescribed actions every day. Laugh at yourself with a wry smile. You have to admit that in middle age, people's body and memory are rapidly declining, leaving the world with very limited time.

Once upon a time, I no longer showed my envy of the life of the powerful, but occasionally showed my extravagant hope of fighting for myself and my family in my heart and mouth, but I just thought about it. Because you are afraid of failure, you have no confidence and qualification to face failure. Failure in middle age is not your own failure. It is more than enough for you to survive in the existing environment and mode. It's not that you covet this comfortable life, but that you don't want your family to fall into turmoil again because of your failure and live a wandering life. In fact, if you are fighting alone, you are more willing to make these short decades live wonderfully!

? Once upon a time, you also met a beautiful woman. Mutual appreciation and understanding, understanding and respect can only hide care and love in your heart and wish each other happiness. Because you all have your own partners and families, you are their lifelong bet. So, you understand loneliness and understand that "loneliness is not isolated because of selfishness and greed;" Loneliness is not because of a well-proportioned tree, loneliness is not because you stand proudly and have no companions, but because of your responsibility and value, you can't share loneliness. "

? Loss, hesitation, helplessness and sadness fill your middle age, but you silently bear it and work hard. Because you have the responsibility and responsibility. In the face of elderly parents, you are their support; Facing young children, you should set an example of sunshine; In the face of your partner who follows you all the way, you are the sustenance of her life. Depressed middle-aged people! But not depressed!

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