You are speechless.

1, my passion for life is gone. What's wrong with me? I am really speechless to myself.

I was speechless to myself and fell asleep without changing clothes. How did I fall asleep so soon? I'm thinking about changing clothes.

I don't think there is anyone lazier than me in this world. I'm speechless and annoyed with myself!

I ended all expectations and fantasies. I have hurt each other deeply enough, and I have violated other people's bottom line. I feel terrible. I don't deserve to be loved. I don't force myself to do anything if I don't disturb myself. I was speechless to myself, and ok hurt myself for the last time. Anyway, that's it. I'm tired Me neither. Many views are completely different.

I am really speechless to myself. I either do the opposite, or take the subway and miss the station. I was stupid and cried myself.