She is just envious of "moths flying into the flame"

01.

The sun is scorching, and the scorching sun in June is already going to cook people.

Standing outside the train station, Chen Muzhou looked intently at the exit, his eyes seemed to be searching for prey, with only one pair of eyes shining on his calm face.

When Yang Zixin appeared in Chen Muzhou's sight carrying a big suitcase, he breathed a sigh of relief, his frown relaxed, and a trace of sweat was still hanging on his forehead without having time to wipe it off.

At the same time, Yang Zixin also saw him, waving her arms at him happily, dashing out of the crowd and giving him a big bear hug.

Chen Muzhou firmly believes that this is his warmth and his sunshine.

"Let's go!" Chen Muzhou said lovingly, holding the luggage in his hand.

02.

Yang Zixin, who had just entered college, was full of freshness about everything around her. For this reason, Yang Zixin came to school two days early.

In the past two days, Yang Zixin never left Chen Muzhou, dragging Chen Muzhou around every day, and Chen Muzhou was willing to accompany her.

Seeing Yang Zixin chirping and laughing beside him every day, Chen Muzhou almost completely buried the darkness in his heart, and he greedily enjoyed it all.

The military training came as scheduled and lasted for fourteen days.

In the beginning, Yang Zixin was still very interested and told Chen Muzhou what happened every night. But as soon as the novelty wore off, Yang Zixin lost her temper and went to the hospital to write a fake medical record. Take leave until the end of military training.

Under the bright stars in the night sky, two people sat side by side on the playground. Yang Zixin confided with an innocent face, "I pretended to be sick to avoid military training. I am a deserter. Don't dislike me..."

Chen Muzhou tapped her head, "If you are so impulsive in everything you do, you will be in trouble for three minutes. Sooner or later, you will suffer."

Yang Zixin looked at Chen Muzhou's smiling face, then lowered his head and blushed. With a straight face, he muttered: "I like you for more than three minutes."

Every word hit Chen Muzhou's heart heavily, but there was still a smile on his face, which made people feel like they were in spring breeze. .

He has long known about Yang Zixin's little thoughts, and he has also thought about their future, but as kind as Yang Zixin and as simple as Yang Zixin, he is a person with a dark heart, even if she is Sunshine, Chen Muzhou didn't want her to discover that forbidden land and illuminate it.

Seeing that Chen Muzhou had no reaction, Yang Zixin felt that the atmosphere was strange, so she raised her head and looked at Chen Muzhou with her signature big smile.

At this moment, Chen Muzhou was looking at the moon in the distance, and Yang Zixin looked at his profile, which had sharp edges and corners.

"Actually, you don’t know me. Within five years, I will let you know the real me. You are not a child now, and I am no longer the brother who coaxed you since childhood. If in five years , if you still like me like this, we will be together."

Chen Muzhou kept smiling when he said these words, but the firmness in his tone made Yang Zixin take this matter seriously.

Yang Zixin has never understood Chen Muzhou since she was a child. He always looked cold, but he would stand in front of her when she got into trouble. No matter what happened, he would always smile at her and never get angry. He helped her solve one thing after another, but when she took the initiative to show her kindness, he quietly distanced himself.

Chen Muzhou turned around and saw Yang Zixin staring at him blankly. He gave her a hug, then took her hand, walked her through the avenue and sent her back to the dormitory.

Yang Zixin spent the night digesting his words, and she showed up at the student union with breakfast the next morning.

Sitting next to Chen Muzhou, Yang Zixin watched him eat breakfast intently, then cleared his throat and said firmly: "I believe I can do it, and I will definitely marry him in five years." You."

Chen Muzhou chewed the food in his mouth quietly. After hearing what she said, he raised his head and gave her a smile.

He always smiles at her, but she never understands the meaning behind this smile, one actively giving and the other passive receiving.

03.

Chen Muzhou used his status as the chairman of the student union to successfully send Yang Zixin to the student union, so that she could follow him all the time.

Others have no complaints about this matter.

"Why should we give her face? She doesn't understand anything."

"Are you giving her face?"

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Whenever Yang Zixin heard comments from behind, she would choose to hide. She had no confidence to argue, so she could only run away.

When the two of them were eating together at noon, Yang Zixin looked down at the plate, twirling the white rice with her chopsticks, and asked carefully: "Isn't this a bad thing?"

"Raise your head!" Chen Muzhou put down his chopsticks and said in a cold voice.

After Yang Zixin heard this, he was stunned for a few seconds and then raised his head mechanically. Chen Muzhou in front of him had a serious expression, and Yang Zixin began to panic.

"This is the first lesson. You can join the student union because of my status as the president of the student union, and you can speak to the ministers on an equal footing. The anger of others may be due to unwillingness or jealousy. But since you are sitting here, what you care about should not be other people's opinions, but use your strength to prove that you are worthy of the title. I will naturally help you with this. The student union is a small society, and people rely on people. It's inevitable."

The sharpness and helplessness in Chen Muzhou's tone made Yang Zixin feel uncomfortable. Although I listened with my ears upright, I wanted to be as awesome as him, and I wanted to give him a smile in return, but the arc at the corner of my mouth was wrong.

Sitting in the classroom in the afternoon, Yang Zixin's eyes were dull. The teacher was talking happily, but her mind was always tangled and wandering in all directions.

If you want to be a good match with him, you must stand at the same height as him. Even if this process is painful, it is what Yang Zixin is willing to pay and endure.

The scorching sun burned Yang Zixin's fair side face red. Finally, when the bell rang, she figured everything out and ran to Chen Muzhou panting.

"Maybe I'm not as bad as you think. I have my own cleverness and carefulness. Growth is a necessary stage for everyone. I'm just a little later than you. I will try my best to catch up with you. Yes, just wait and see! Also, I will let you see my strength, and your promise must be fulfilled in five years."

Yang Zixin explained her words anxiously with a red face. A hard-earned perspective.

The way Chen Muzhou looked at her, his hearty laughter kept beating Yang Zixin's little heart. Yang Zixin looked at him in a daze.

Chen Muzhou nodded in agreement, "I believe and witness."

04.

At the freshman's welcome party, Chen Muzhou made Yang Zixin feel Review the show on your own behalf. Although he was worried in his heart, Yang Zixin still took it bravely.

The first trial was to select some outstanding performances from the freshmen of each class. Yang Zixin, Minister of Literature and Art Zhang Rui, and Deputy Minister of Literature and Art Liu Xi sat together behind the table, although she represented Chen Muzhou , but still felt slighted. Fortunately, Yang Zixin kept smiling throughout the whole process. At this moment, she understood the meaning behind Chen Muzhou's smile.

Before coming, Yang Zixin had heard that Zhang Rui had a lot of connections. When it came time to decide on the program, Yang Zixin saw Zhang Rui's strength. Some of the programs that Yang Zixin was optimistic about were canceled one after another.

Some things are understandable. Yang Zixin understands this kind of thing more or less. Although some of the finalized programs are not as exciting as those who went on, they will not have a disconnection effect. But looking at the disappointed expressions of those who had good programs, Yang Zixin's little universe was still ready to move.

When he first arrived, Yang Zixin was embarrassed to veto Zhang Rui in front of everyone, so he wanted to take Zhang Rui to discuss in private.

Zhang Rui was full of disdain for Yang Zixin's arrival. Coupled with some of the things Zhang Rui and Chen Muzhou had done during the election campaign, it was considered a new and old grudge.

Zhang Rui looked at Yang Zixin, raised her eyes, and said sarcastically: "If you have anything to say, just say it here!"

Yang Zixin's angry little flames were already burning, and she had endured it. It's reached its limit.

"Are you deaf? Everyone can tell that those who go down sing better than those who come up!" Yang Zixin said in a strong tone.

"I think you sang well!" Zhang Rui said with a matter-of-fact expression, "I want to see who can help you with this play..."

< p> The people around him became silent, and Yang Zixin also saw everyone's attitude, but it had already begun, so he couldn't just admit defeat!

Yang Zixin sneered and said: "Joke!"

Zhang Rui burst out laughing after hearing this.

"I haven't heard what others say about me, but compared to others, I'm just a witch."

Yang Zixin listened. At this point, a fair face was already red with anger, but he was speechless for a moment, and the scene was like a stalemate.

Chen Muzhou pushed open the door and came in with a serious look on his face. He was exuding a cold air and showed no anger or authority.

"Why are you standing here if you haven't rehearsed yet?"

Everyone who heard the sound immediately dispersed.

"Enough singing, all come with me!"

The two of them followed Chen Muzhou to the study room next to him. Chen Muzhou pointed to the chair. He motioned for them both to sit down.

Chen Muzhou sat down on a chair opposite them. After a few seconds of silence, Chen Muzhou said with a smile: "Zhang Rui, you don't seem to be satisfied with what I did. However, you also I have been in the student union for two years and I don’t know anything. Today I stand there and let the freshmen laugh!”

Even though he was smiling, even Yang Zixin could hear the sharpness in his tone.

Zhang Rui seemed not to have heard anything and replied calmly: "Everyone knows some things tacitly. You asked her to replace you. Although it is against the rules, I didn't say anything. Why did I choose those people?" , you naturally understand that if you want her to gain more experience, you should teach her some basic skills. Today is a free lesson for her. If it is a joke, then her arrival itself is a wonderful joke. . ”

During this conversation, Yang Zixin’s head gradually dropped, and Zhang Rui hit the point with every word she said, making Yang Zixin feel ashamed. Even the last bit of anger was swallowed.

After Chen Muzhou listened quietly, he suppressed his smile and said in a cold and biting tone: "Don't say anything too full. If you want me to give him free lessons every day, then continue your lessons. There is no airtight wall in the world. You know he will be my subordinate in the future, whether it is the student union or his future job!" Zhang Rui looked slightly startled: "I know!" Then turned around indifferently! After leaving, the coldness in his eyes hit Yang Zixin hard in his heart.

05.

There was a smell of silence in the air, and Chen Muzhou regained his smile: "I was wrong this time, I was too busy and forgot to say something! Next time Don't be so impulsive when things happen. There is no absolute fairness in this world. Don't abuse your sympathy. The edges have been smoothed since ancient times. Don't take everything too seriously."

Yang Zixin raised her head! , with tears in her eyes, she opened her mouth, but just said: "I know!"

Then she turned and left. When she reached the door, she clearly heard Chen Muzhou's sigh. The sound hit her heart hard again.

Although change itself is not an easy thing, it is not impossible either. It is just a matter of time.

Yang Zixin was disgusted with the hidden rules and infighting in the student union at first. She resisted, but now she worked hard to find out the rules, and she was able to cope with them easily. Gradually, she became Chen Muzhou. As his right-hand man, some of the criticisms from others gradually disappeared.

In this year and a half of getting along, Yang Zixin seemed to understand Chen Muzhou, but she seemed not to understand, but no matter what, she felt that she was getting closer and closer to Chen Muzhou.

Starting from the second half of his senior year, Chen Muzhou started looking for an internship and a job. Everyone was speculating on the position of the student union president. In fact, Yang Zixin had probably guessed that she would be the one with the 80% chance, but when others asked her, She answered with a smile: "I don't know."

When the final list came down, Yang Zixin still let out a long sigh. She deserved this result because of how much hard work she had put in. .

From the beginning, Chen Muzhou did not tell her who the candidate for the chairman was. He just told Yang Zixin that no matter what the outcome, you must remain calm and behave calmly. Those who are looking at the joke or want to Only by flattering people can you stay away from them. Having a clear view of other people's performance and finally distinguishing the good from the bad is what you should do.

Yang Zixin's temper became more and more calm under Chen Muzhou's experience.

The two of them sometimes play Go, and sometimes they sit on the grass or in the classroom and just read some books on philosophy or dealing with people for an afternoon.

At the beginning, Yang Zixin would still be distracted and could not help but look for opportunities to go out in loneliness.

But gradually, accompanied by Chen Muzhou, she began to enjoy this kind of life. The outside world had a fake smile and everything had to be weighed, but here, she could calm down and think about it. There are many things to do, or to give your tired heart a break.

Chen Muzhou didn't care much about finding a job and helped Yang Zixin deal with student union affairs every day. Sometimes I would give a few words of advice, sometimes I would give a lesson, and my life would be very pleasant.

In the end, Yang Zi couldn't control himself and asked: "Have you found a job?"

Although he knew that he was so calm now, there must be a way out, but he couldn't hear him To tell you personally, Yang Zixin always felt uneasy.

Chen Muzhou put down his work and turned to look at Yang Zixin with a smile in his eyes: "Are you worried that your future husband won't have a good job and can't support you?"

Yang Zixin heard After saying this, her face began to turn red involuntarily, getting redder and redder, like a ripe apple, making people want to take a bite. At this moment, Chen Muzhou gave her a sweet kiss.

Yang Zixin felt light and light all afternoon, but she felt at ease and relieved. At least Chen Muzhou took her to heart. Occasionally, when Yang Zixin heard her roommate talking about intimate things between herself and her partner, Yang Zixin Everyone would feel that she and Chen Muzhou were far apart, but now she clearly knew that the distance between her and Chen Muzhou was one step closer.

Chen Muzhou entered a third-rate securities company in City X, which surprised Yang Zixin.

"Can you find a better way out?" Yang Zixin asked tentatively.

"This is just a transitional process, don't worry about me." Chen Muzhou comforted Yang Zixin.

Yang Zixin didn't ask any more questions. Since Chen Muzhou didn't want to talk, he didn't ask any more questions. Time will naturally give the answer.

In the few months since Chen Muzhou left, Yang Zixin, who had just taken over, felt powerless.

Yang Zixin found that there were many things that she had never been involved in before. She could not care about dissatisfied people secretly causing trouble, or she could not care about the continued existence of people who were incompetent but could not let them go, but she What she cared about was Chen Muzhou's attitude, she couldn't let him down.

Yang Zixin would occasionally call Chen Muzhou to complain, but she couldn't bear to hear the tiredness in Chen Muzhou's tone.

Every time after that, Yang Zixin said something happy to Chen Muzhou just to hear his laughter.

Occasionally, there would be situations where Chen Muzhou could not be contacted for a long time, and Yang Zixin would ask anxiously on the phone.

"Muzhou, how are you doing lately? I can't even contact you, I'm so worried."

"Afraid that I'll find another woman." Chen Muzhou said in a joking tone All with fatigue.

"Of course not, I'm just afraid that something will happen to you." Yang Zixin lowered her tone, like an angry little daughter-in-law.

"I'm very busy every day. I took on a big project and I don't have time to call you. I'll pay attention next time and tell you in advance so that you don't worry." Chen Muzhou's tone was full of worry. Pamper.

Yang Zixin replied sweetly, "Okay."

Two years may not be long or short, but it is enough to train a person.

When everyone is trying to find a job, Yang Zixin is no exception. She left her position as student union president.

When Yang Zixin was free, he occasionally went to the lake for a walk, and occasionally went to where Chen Muzhou worked to inquire about the military situation. His life was quite comfortable.

06.

Every time Chen Muzhou looked at Yang Zixin, his heart was always entangled.

Chen Muzhou would think that he was selfish. He changed Yang Zixin according to his own preferences, and he forced her into this world of intrigue.

Without him, Yang Zixin might not be able to get in touch with him in her whole life, and she would live simply.

But this idea is just an idea. In reality, Yang Zixin is living as he hopes, and Chen Muzhou is confident that he can protect her.

Everything was as Yang Zixin thought, she successfully entered the securities company where Chen Muzhou worked.

With the help of Chen Muzhou, Yang Zixin directly became his personal secretary. At this time, Chen Muzhou was already the marketing director of the securities company.

Only when I really stepped into a securities company did I realize that almost everything in the books was useless. I followed Chen Muzhou every day. At the beginning, I was still confused as a monk. Later, I gradually became familiar with Chen Muzhou’s work. With careful guidance and Yang Zixin's hard work, she can now take charge of her own business.

In the evening, Yang Zixin sat in the house she rented, opened her diary, and saw the promises she had written down when she was naive.

"July 21, 2009, sunny. Today Chen Muzhou promised Yang Zixin and made a five-year agreement. I am so happy! Hehe..."

Close the diary, Yang Zixin looked at the calendar. There was still half a year left, the five-year appointment was coming, and Chen Muzhou would definitely be hers.

07.

The arrival of the Olympic Games as scheduled has added some spice to the busy daily life. Chen Muzhou also rarely invited Yang Zixin to his home to watch the game. Tonight is China versus the United States.

Sitting on the sofa, Yang Zixin was physically restrained. It was the first time that he and she were so close.

Yang Zixin saw that Chen Muzhou was calm and calm, and the remaining embarrassment had disappeared, and it was another peaceful night.

Yang Zixin occasionally wonders, doesn’t Chen Muzhou have any physiological needs?

Halfway through the game, the score was 37 to 49. Chen Muzhou looked at Yang Zixin, with a slight blush on his slightly dark skin.

"In fact, in a football match, whoever can control the rhythm will win the final victory!"

Yang Zixin looked at him, knowing that he had something to say. All this time, Yang Zixin felt that the two of them were close but also far apart. There were certain things about Chen Muzhou or a certain area in his heart that she had never set foot on, but she didn't mind waiting for him to tell her in person one day.

Chen Muzhou shook the wine glass in his hand and stared straight at the TV in front of him with a sad expression.

"I remember when I was very young, every time I asked my mother why other people had fathers but I didn't. My mother would take a financial newspaper and point to a man on it. He was you. Dad, but he doesn’t want us anymore, so you don’t have a father.

After saying these words, my mother would cry hoarsely and beat me hard to make me remember this man. , makes me hate him.

Many times, after my mother hits me, she will sit there with empty eyes. I am not a child who grew up surrounded by love. I have my own darkness. and different meanings of survival."

Yang Zixin looked at him with endless desolation in her eyes. She didn't know what to say, and her lips replaced all words.

When the first ray of sunlight shone on the bed, Yang Zixin subconsciously shrank her body into the quilt and touched Chen Muzhou behind her. The moment their skin came into contact, Yang Zixin couldn't help but blush.

At this time, Chen Muzhou also woke up and looked at her with a smile on his face.

From that day on, their relationship was completely intimate, and everyone in the company knew each other tacitly. Occasionally, when they saw the two of them together, they would show a knowing expression.

08.

A group of people sat down in the conference room. After Chen Muzhou walked in, he looked around at everyone.

"Our securities company will be acquired by Feiyue Securities, the largest securities company in this city, in the near future. They will conduct a test. Your choice will depend on your ability, so be careful Prepare for war.

There is only so much content in the meeting, everyone can do their own thing! "

In the evening, Yang Zixin sat next to Chen Muzhou, "Can I be kept for the test? "

Chen Muzhou touched his chin, looking like he wanted to be beaten, "I think that with my ability, it shouldn't be a problem to help you stay! "

Under Yang Zixin's surprised expression, Chen Muzhou hugged her into his arms, "Don't worry, I'm here for everything! ”

Everyone has spent a month in panic, and the decision to stay or go will be made on this day.

Yang Shoucheng, the boss of Feiyue Securities, held a video conference and then released the topic , on a virtual trading platform, he will ask people from his company to raise the stock price. What we have to do is to lower the stock price, but not be noticed by others.

At the beginning. At this time, Chen Muzhou was constantly trading, Yang Zi was analyzing on the side, and other employees were also actively doing their work.

After all, there is no doubt that he can work in the largest securities company in the city. It is the best choice for everyone present.

As time passes, the situation is getting tighter. Although everyone is very nervous, they are doing their jobs in an orderly manner.

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Gradually, the situation began to become clearer, but at this time, Chen Muzhou began to behave in a way that I did not understand.

Everyone also cast doubtful eyes on Chen Muzhou. Even though they couldn't see it, they finally handed over the trading job to Yang Zixin and ordered the video conference to be held for a while. Yang Zixin could only smile and nod.

In the end, Yang Zixin and the others failed. .

During the video conference, Yang Zixin smiled: "Mr. Yang, we juniors are not very capable, and it is only the mayflies that shake the big trees. However, the waves behind the Yangtze River push the waves ahead, and gold always needs the right time to shine. Staying with us is definitely the right choice for you.

Yang Shoucheng laughed loudly and looked at Chen Muzhou, "What a formidable young man. I have seen it today, but Jiang is still old and hot. Wait for the personnel transfer in the personnel department!" "

Yang Zixin wanted to ask at night, but when she saw Chen Muzhou's leisurely expression, she knew that Chen Muzhou would not tell her the answer.

As the days passed, Chen Muzhou's His fame and status are getting higher and higher. At the same time, more and more things about Chen Muzhou are beyond the reach of Yang Zixin. Occasionally, Yang Zixin will lose his temper and ask Chen Muzhou, but no matter what, Chen Muzhou never mentioned it

The five-year appointment came in a blink of an eye. On this day, Yang Zixin prepared a sumptuous dinner at Chen Muzhou's house, but Chen Muzhou didn't come back after waiting for a while. , she called Chen Muzhou, but Chen Muzhou didn't answer, so Yang Zixin waited from evening to early morning, and the time eroded her confidence and expectations minute by minute.

Finally there was movement at the door. Chen Muzhou came back smelling of alcohol, and when he saw Yang Zixin, he asked out of curiosity: "Why are you here? "

Yang Zixin was completely irritated by his appearance. It turned out that she was the only one who cared so much about this day.

Yang Zixin looked at Chen Muzhou, tears streaming down her face, "This paragraph You've been ignoring me all this time and not saying anything to me. That's okay. I'll try my best to understand you and not be angry.

But you personally promised me this day five years ago, and you don’t even remember it. If you don't want me anymore, tell me clearly and don't tease me like this.

I am not a mangy dog. If you tell me clearly that you don’t want me anymore, I will turn around and leave! ”

Although she was angry and said these words, Yang Zixin still lacked confidence in her heart. At least when she said the last sentence, she hesitated, but she decided to speak clearly.

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Chen Muzhou looked at her and then at the dark window, and sighed, "Well, I don't want you anymore! "

After finishing speaking, Chen Muzhou turned around and walked towards the bedroom.

One door, two worlds. What Chen Muzhou saw in his firm eyes was a blurry world; Yang Zi's heart was blurry What she saw in her eyes was the road ahead.

After a day of settling, Yang Zixin admitted that she couldn't let go of Chen Muzhou. She found a good excuse for herself. Chen Muzhou was drunk and she had to. Talk to him when he is awake.

Chen Muzhou looked at the caller ID on his phone, hesitated for a moment, and then picked it up. Yang Zixin's voice came from the receiver, and his heart still ached.

"You drank too much yesterday. You don't even remember what you said?" Yang Zixin tried her best to sound lighter.

Chen Muzhou closed his eyes and was silent for a few seconds, "I didn't drink too much. I remember everything you said. Do you want me to repeat it again?"

Yang Zixin relaxed. Face and self-esteem were crushed by him so easily. The grievance and anger filled Yang Zixin's entire body.

She yelled into the phone: "Chen Muzhou, why are you? I tried so hard to be with you, but you denied me with just one sentence. I don't agree. I tell you no." Maybe!"

Chen Muzhou listened to her broken voice due to crying. Although he felt distressed, he still felt sad and said, "I'm getting married to the deputy general manager's daughter. You've also heard the rumors. , That’s true. Let’s just leave it like this. Don’t contact us again if it’s not necessary!” heart.

Yang Zixin just sat like this, thinking about how many times she had cried a lot before, and she finally realized that she should leave! Stay away from this place and forget about him.

On the wedding day, Yang Zixin stood in a corner of the lawn, looking at the newlyweds, with tears in her eyes. The scene she had imagined countless times was so beautifully staged, but it was a pity that she was not the protagonist.

09.

Yang Zixin was heartbroken. She mustered up the courage to pack her bags and start traveling.

She went to the beach first. The sea in the dark night had infinite holes. It seemed that she would be swallowed by the sea water in an instant.

Encountering a big mountain on the way, he started his mountaineering journey again. When he climbed to the top of the mountain, he saw that the world was so small when he looked down, so Yang Zixin laughed at himself, "My pain is nothing, time can heal it." "

When she came to Tibet, she recited Tsangyang Gyatso's poem: "In that life, I traveled through hundreds of thousands of mountains, not to cultivate the next life, but just to meet you on the road. "But, on that night, I forgot everything, gave up my faith, and gave up reincarnation, just because the rose that once cried in front of the Buddha had long lost its luster."

Yang Zixin thought. The pain healed, but she still cried.

Although the past has passed, the memory cannot be erased. The pain is not due to recovery, but just because you don’t touch it, and gradually hide it in a corner, pretending to forget it.

Yang Zixin traveled to many cities, enjoyed a lot of scenery, and saw a lot of folk culture. It broadened her horizons and increased her knowledge. She felt that her heart was strong enough, so Yang Zixin decided to return to the place where she left seven years ago. year city.

When the familiar scene came into view, Yang Zixin realized that time was no match for memory. The memory still emerged so strongly that Yang Zixin burst into tears again.

When she returned home, the old faces of her parents whom she had not seen for seven years made Yang Zi feel guilty. From the bottom of her heart, she understood the meaning of the phrase "If your parents are here, you will not travel far." She wanted to stay with her for the rest of her life. Be there for your parents.

Yang Zixin decided not to engage in finance anymore. She used the little savings she had on hand to open a flower shop, and the business was good.

On this day, the visit of a strange woman broke Yang Zixin's originally peaceful life.

This strange woman is Chen Muzhou’s wife Yang Xue. She is dressed elegantly and decently, and her conversation and behavior are elegant and moving.

"Actually, Muzhou doesn't love me. He has always loved you. He took advantage of my father to marry me in order to get revenge on Yang Shoucheng. Although I knew this afterwards, I hated him, but he I am still grateful to him for finally clearing my father from that incident.

Don’t you know? Mu Zhou is already dead because he was convicted of major financial operations, illegal fund-raising, and insider trading. Yang Shoucheng was sentenced to death because of Muzhou, and he chose to commit suicide in desperation.

By the way, Yang Shoucheng was Muzhou's father. Because Muzhou's mother could not accept her son's matter, she knew that the appeal was invalid and the original verdict was upheld. After hearing the news, she also chose to commit suicide." Yang Xue looked indifferent. The past was also a pain that she did not want to touch. Her eyes expressed that she loved Muzhou very much.

Yang Xue calmed down and continued: "I am telling you this because I feel that Mu Zhou's life is too bleak. At least he deserves your forgiveness and love."

" I have said all that needs to be said. This is the address where Muzhou is buried. If you forgive him, go and see him."

Yang Xue turned around and wiped the tears from her eyes and left.

Yang Zixin’s brain stopped functioning. She sat blankly in the flower shop, the past memories flowing like water, and distorted and colorful colors appeared in front of her blurry eyes. Yang Zixin stood up and started to stagger. Choose the flowers carefully.

Yang Zixin stood in front of Chen Muzhou's tombstone holding the flowers carefully selected from the book. When she looked at the photo, she finally understood why the woman in "I'm Sorry, I Love You" committed suicide in front of the tomb. Now Yang Zixin also has this impulse, but reason finally defeats impulse.

Yang Zixin stood silently, weeping silently. Time seemed to have stopped. Chen Muzhou's voice was in Yang Zixin's ears and Chen Muzhou's shadow was in front of her eyes.

Yang Zixin suddenly remembered a story she told Chen Muzhou, "A moth flies into the flame. Everyone says it will destroy itself, but who has thought about the moth? At least what he saw before it died It is light, it is warmth, even death is happiness."