If we meet again, it will be many years later.

When one day you are about to forget someone, he suddenly appears in front of you, unprepared, the memories buried in your heart flood again, and the secrets rotting in your heart begin to sprout again. If we meet again, after many years, how will you face him and the unforgettable memories of your youth? ...

Byron once wrote in Death of Spring: "If we meet again, after many years, how can I congratulate you with tears and silence?"

"oh! It turns out that when we meet again, we all face each other in silence! " I can't help sighing. Eyes have been staring at the other end of the road, reluctant to follow, until it becomes smaller and disappears.

I suddenly began to regret myself, why I was so excited and frightened when I saw you, why I didn't dare to look at you, why I didn't dare to tell you it's been a long time, why I didn't pay attention to my image when I went out today, why I didn't treat myself well these years, and my figure was not as good as before, why ... Why did Qian Qian jump out of my mind, and at that time I unconsciously regretted leaving tears?

As soon as the cold wind blows, I shrink my shoulders and walk home. My mind is full of thoughts, and I put my hand over my cold face and cheeks.

"tears! I cried! I still like you. " I thought to myself. I sniffed my nose and stopped, stopped in the crowd coming and going, and suddenly felt so lonely that even my soul became lonely.

"I still like you! I thought I had forgotten you! What a coincidence! " I took out my mobile phone and made up an excuse to send it to a circle of friends complaining that I was in a hurry to go out today and didn't have time to dress up, thinking to myself.

Along the way, all I could think about was "Oh! I still like you. " Regret depressed home, did not turn on the light, barefoot walk to the balcony and sit in a chair, forgetting the cold. I seem to have been enchanted, lost my soul and stared out of the window.

Memories swarmed in, and the life that had been calm for a long time suddenly became flustered and sad. The love and homesickness locked in the box rushed out because of our reunion, which was overwhelming.

Turn on the phone and find the box to chat with you. I have a lot to say to you! But just like when I met you on the road, I was speechless. On second thought, you must have gone out with your girlfriend! Like a deflated ball, I have no courage.

I shouldn't disturb your happy and peaceful life now. But why won't God let me go? Let's meet again after many years.

I have imagined countless times that if we meet again one day, I will still be so beautiful and confident, and you will still be so handsome and sunny. At that time, I will definitely say to you with a calm smile: "Long time no see." I thought I wouldn't think of the past at that time, just greeting you.

But the facts are disrespectful. After many years, we met again. I am no longer the glamorous figure you like, but you are still the same. I can recognize you at a glance in the crowd, much taller and more mature. You saw me a long time ago, and then you just chose not to see me, waiting for the red light to jump to the green light. When I first saw you, I was happy for a moment, but I didn't feel happy to talk for a moment, then I frowned for a moment and turned my back in panic to pretend not to see you, because I didn't want you to see me so ugly today. If there is a crack in the ground, I think I will go in without hesitation. However, I want to look at you so carefully. It's been so long, and it's been so long. I hardly remember your face. What I remember has long been blurred. I want to take a good look at you carefully and never let go of any details. I can't forget you. I want to engrave your appearance in my heart and never forget you, because I love you. In this way, two contradictory emotions are entangled in my heart. I

You seem to feel my eyes, suddenly look back, as if smiling at me, making my eyes panic and nowhere to dodge. Once upon a time, I saw that you were so humble, flustered and timid.

I began to reflect on myself and blame myself. I began to regret it, but I don't regret it. Finally, when the last corner of the twilight settled, I took back my dull eyes and thoughts drifting thousands of miles out of the window, crossed the dark bedroom and turned on the light.

Turning on the light, I straightened my chest and raised my long-drooping head. Under the lamp, there is a self-rediscovered me, wearing a long-lost crown, me! Still a queen of good temperament. Me! You shouldn't waste so many years on one person. Me! We should be kind to ourselves and strive to be better ourselves in order to meet someone more worthy of love ... me! It's time to let go.

If we meet again after many years, I hope it's not silence, but a smile.

? It's warm in the north and cool in the south.

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