What should I do if I fall in love with an Air China flight attendant?

What is love? The meaning of love is very broad, it can be friendship, family affection, love... Among them, perhaps the one that people are most interested in is love, right? Then I might as well talk about love. Love is the most beautiful word. How many people are pursuing it hard. Sometimes people regard love as more important than life. But what is love? How many people truly have everlasting love? How many people have been searching all their lives? Love may be the feeling of heartbeat when you fall in love at first sight, love may be the feeling of committing your body to each other, love may be the feeling of life, death and sexual intercourse... Love is a topic that cannot be said enough. When you fall in love with someone, your heart is frightened and uneasy. You don't know how the other person feels. You have to hide your feelings because you are a reserved person. Maybe the person you loved at the beginning was just a shadow in your heart. You put him in the clothes of a dream. You were intoxicated in the illusion of the dream and refused to wake up. You lingered and tossed around for a long time. When you knew the other person’s When you are in love, everything has become calm, because you have stepped out of his shadow, his coat is no longer gorgeous, the love you embrace has also lost its luster, and your life has been injected with gray. When I have no experience of loving others, I think: "Loving others is such a joy." When I am loved, I think: "Being loved is such a blessing!" But both loving and being loved are so sad. , because the human heart is always so unpredictable, and desires and desires are always so difficult for her, things can only pass by. Nothing could penetrate the depths of her being. Like a decadent and gloomy flower, with a desperate posture but an innocent face, smiling at all the cruelty and humiliation. Deep dark green has no tears. Such a flower that always blooms in the dark does not believe in tears, and is destined to be lonely for the rest of its life. Often, in a crowded sea of ??people, I feel the extension, sounds, and smells of many strangers, making it chaotic and noisy. But when you calm down and watch, listen, and feel, it is overwhelming. With love and being loved, there will be struggles in the emotional whirlpool. With love and being loved, there will be more entanglements in the emotional world. The misunderstanding between loving and being loved, the incomprehension between loving and being loved, the constraints of loving and being loved, the helplessness of loving and being loved... In the vast land, for a person who is disappointed with the world and has no love in his heart, there is nothing wrong with him. Same? Always walking on the road, all the love, suddenly you will find that there is nothing here. Empty and silent. There are many people who are soulless. Living a mediocre life, without purpose, I don’t know why