I want to send an article about my husband's attitude towards me. Be sad. Thank you.

Hello. Let's talk about it: before you, I didn't know what it was to be swayed by considerations of gain and loss. Your tenderness gives me sweetness, and your indifference makes me sad. When I feel close to your heart, your actions push me further and I can't touch it. I want all of you, your quality, your happiness and sadness, not your thoughtfulness when you are happy and your indifference when you turn around.