Educated youth Lao Cha: I went back to my second hometown and took a look at her. Since then, I have stopped appreciating pear blossoms.

It is spring again. Pear blossoms are in full bloom, and you can see flowers as white as snow on the roadside from a distance. Some people say that pear blossoms are the most beautiful scenery in spring, but I dare not enjoy them in the past for fear of recalling some past events and touching some pains in my heart.

Once, I was a decentralized educated youth, and spent four years in a village called Meng Jia. On weekdays, I also like to wear reading glasses to read memoirs written by other educated youths. Sometimes I feel sad, sometimes my eyes are wet, so I have to take off my glasses and wipe my tears. Every educated youth has experienced hardships, and every educated youth is an indelible book, recording the eventful years and burning youth.

Up to now, I still remember the girl in the village. She is the second daughter of Uncle Gen, short, small, lively and cheerful.

Most girls in the village have a flower name, such as camellia, orchid, lotus, splash, peach blossom, etc ... Uncle Gen's second daughter is called pear flower.

Mengjia Village has a good geographical location, with mountains and water at its back. It is surrounded by mountains and waters and has beautiful scenery. Uncle Gen has a hobby. He likes to paddle his broken boat to go fishing in the river to improve his life. I am a glutton for fish and go fishing with him at night.

That is, that night, I was in close contact with Lihua and did something I shouldn't have done. It was too late to regret it.

Uncle Gen is very honest. I heard that I want to go fishing with him at night. He readily agreed, saying, "I'll give you some when I catch fish." Why do you choose fishing at night? One is that I am not available during the day, and the other is that it is easier to catch fish at night.

It's a bit risky for Uncle Gen to fish alone in the river at night. Under normal circumstances, pear flowers will follow, and she will also help each other and have a love for each other. Theoretically, if I follow Uncle Gen, she can go without me, but she must go with me. what can I do?

The three of us got on the boat together. Uncle Gen asked me to sit down with Pear Flower and said that he would cast a net for fear that we would fall into the river as soon as the boat shook. When the boat reached the middle of the river, he cast a net and gained a lot. He fished out a big herring of at least three kilograms and some small fish. Unexpectedly, when I cast the second net, I couldn't pull it up. Uncle Gen said, "Mom is very upset. The net was caught by something under the river. I have to go home and get another net. "

When the boat docked, Uncle Gen went home to get the net. Lihua and I sat on the boat and waited for a long time, but he didn't come back. As a result, something bad happened. Alas, I can't help it.

There is a saying in the village: "When you are ignorant, plant seeds in the light", which means that people are not clear-headed and easily confused. At that time, both Lihua and I were immature, and both were under twenty years old. We are lonely, the seeds of love, the moonlight is so soft, so we are most prone to make mistakes.

Then I was so scared that I hugged her and kissed the pear. I wonder if her family will bother me.

To tell the truth, although we educated youth have been protected and given preferential treatment in many ways, we are outsiders in the village. If people catch me and spoil the atmosphere in the village, I can't escape punishment.

At that time, I was really naive and thought, "There is a mistake, and Uncle Gen is also wrong. Why did it take so long to close the net at home?" If you had come quickly, it wouldn't have happened. Besides, you shouldn't leave Lihua and me alone. Besides, it's night. Who wouldn't have a wild dream? "Well, think about me is reasonable.

I was on tenterhooks for a few days, but fortunately the Lihua family didn't bother me.

A few days later, I saw Lihua cutting wood on the mountain alone and passed by.

When she saw me, she was not surprised at all, as if nothing had happened between us She still smiled and said to me, "You're here, so help me carry firewood home, hee hee ..."

"Pear flower, let me help you cut wood." I grabbed the wood knife from her and cut it.

"Almost, don't cut it." After that, she tied the chopped firewood with rattan.

I want to help her carry the firewood down the mountain. She wouldn't let me, saying, "Don't follow me, it's not good for people to see."

"Does your family know?" I asked. She knew what I asked and shook her head.

She didn't seem to say anything, so I got bolder and said, "I'm serious." She looked at me for a while and bowed her head.

"I will be responsible for you." I'm afraid she doesn't want to make out with me, seriously.

However, she didn't seem to be moved by me, so she picked up the firewood and went down the mountain.

"Pear flower, I love you!" Whether anyone heard me or not, I shouted behind her back. She turned her head and walked down the hill.

At that time, I had a sense of frustration and my self-esteem was hurt. I said to myself, "I'm from the city, and it's your blessing that I will have a crush on a country girl." You are too arrogant, I will never talk to you again. "

In the days that followed, I would miss Lihua every day, especially at night, but I didn't take the initiative to find her because of face. That day, she took the initiative to say to me, "It's cold. I'm knitting you a sweater vest. I'll give it to you when I'm done. Just don't say. "

"okay. Thank you. " I nodded and said.

However, that sweater vest got me into trouble. Someone saw that it was woven by pear flowers, and now the whole village knows it. Everyone likes to joke when they see me: "Xiao Cha, is that sweater vest made of pear flowers still very warm to wear?" It's really warm to wear! "

As long as I don't know what happened that night, I'm not afraid except that Lihua knitted me a sweater vest, but as soon as everyone met, they said that they were bored with me as soon as they met, and they simply returned the sweater vest to Uncle Gen in front of everyone, because it was inappropriate and too big. This time, everyone stopped joking, but Pear was so angry that she became a crybaby.

As a result, people no longer doubt that there is any ulterior secret between Lihua and me, and my ears are quiet.

It was not until I returned to the city that I got along with Lihua alone again.

After returning to the city, I was still unhappy when I thought that so many people laughed at me in those years. I don't want to go back to the village to visit the villagers, lest they suspect that I have come to see pear blossoms again.

Now, I have reached my twilight years. Looking back, I can't help thinking of myself. The villagers' suspicions are reasonable. Why doesn't Lihua knit wool vests for others, but only for me? It's strange not to doubt that we have a relationship. Pear flower is right to ignore me. As a rural girl, she must be conservative in her thoughts. I can say anything like a tramp, but I still touch others. How can people trust me? I admire her for keeping her mouth shut. Although she was wronged, she didn't say anything about my scandal. Thank you!

Two years ago, I returned to Mengjia Village on a whim. Great changes have taken place in the countryside. Things have changed, but I met Li Hua, who is still in Mengjia Village.

It was only after asking that Lihua married a man named Liang Xing in the same village. I knew Liang Xing, but she died of illness. Pear flower is in poor health. I don't know what's wrong with her. She is not very conscious and can't remember the past.

"Pear flower, I came to see you. Do you still recognize me? " I took her hand and asked with a big smile on my face.

She looked at me, shook her head and asked, "Who are you?"

"I am an educated youth, you helped me knit a sweater vest? Remember? " I held her hand hard, like a dead branch, hoping to awaken her memory.

"I can't knit a sweater, and I don't know you." She broke free from my hand, moved a stool for me to sit on, and said, "Sit down, I'm tired of standing. You brought something, and my teeth are not rotten, so I can only drink porridge. You eat something and drink some water before you go. "

Perhaps it is the sympathy of the old people for the old people, or perhaps I still have the original feelings in my heart. I finally couldn't help it. I hugged her like a stalk in my throat, tears welled up in my eyes and said, "Lihua, I'm Che Xiao, Che Xiao ..."

"I remember you, check xiao. Isn't that Cha Xiao who likes to eat fish? " She also shed tears.

Hearing this sentence, my heart broke in an instant. She doesn't remember anything, but she remembers me. I am a tramp. ...

I hurt Lihua. How can I enjoy it?

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