The first year of high school is a countdown of one or two years. Who can give me the confidence to study?

When you insist on one thing, you will find yourself doing well! Now this situation shows that I have no confidence in myself and can't devote myself to the ocean of books! I suggest you think about what you want to do in the future! General worker? Or a street vendor! Or do you want to be a neet? If you don't want to, you'd better work hard! Books are an important starting point of life!