Composition "Tell me who I am" in the second grade of junior high school

From the time I was born, people praised me: "Look at this." Gradually, I became sensible. I often thought: Who am I? I am a clone of my father and mother. Is she the good girl in people's minds, or... I don't know, I really don't know!

My mother has said to me since I was a child: "Good darling, look, Sister Ling next door has many grades." Okay, you are in the top five in your grade almost every time. When you grow up, you must be like Sister Ling, do you understand? "I nodded blankly.

Despite being confused, I still did it, and out of absolute obedience to my mother, I did it meticulously. From Sister Ling's study and life to her personality, I did everything I did in life, and everyone praised me when they saw her: "Xiaoya is so eager to learn, she will be just like A Ling when she grows up!" "Really, just like Sister Ling, then am I just another Sister Ling? Am I still me?

Starting in the third grade of elementary school, I stopped being the good girl in people's minds. I started dating boys. The kids were messing around, causing trouble in class, and letting themselves go. I wasn't trying to be bad, but I was trying to figure out if this was the real me.

In exchange for this indulgence, people’s sincere teachings came like sea water. I thought, maybe I should be the same person I was before and still be the good girl in people’s hearts.

I still follow that. People’s instructions are to learn from someone’s strengths, and if you do anything wrong, you will be criticized. Am I a clone of their strengths?

No, I don’t want it! I want to be bored in front of my desk doing exercises that never seem to be finished, let alone a clone who follows the rules! I want to discuss problems loudly in the classroom, instead of sitting there quietly and watching others spit. ; Play with classmates after class instead of doing exercises forever; chat and laugh with classmates after school instead of running home.

So, gradually! , I began to change. I no longer kept learning from others, I wanted to get rid of those heavy worldly shackles and become a free person. Is it true that only what is good in others is good? Do you want to eliminate your own shining points by being excellent? Do you have to do exactly the same things that others have done, but don’t open up another world?

I have really changed and become a person. The real me is a lively and active person. I am eager to answer the teacher’s questions in class, play with my classmates after class, and talk and laugh in groups when I go home.

However, People say that I have become ungrateful and have given up on myself. I don’t understand. Is it wrong to be the real me? I don’t care, because I believe: as long as you have a firm heart, just let it go and don’t worry about it. More. At least I feel that my life now is very happy and comfortable!

I am who I am. I am not repeating the footsteps of others. I have stepped out into a new sky!