My boyfriend and I held my hand as soon as we met, kissed many times on the first day, and I refused to miss me at night.

First of all, you should understand that during the period of love, the most important thing for a man is to have sex with his girlfriend. This is also determined by the physiological characteristics of men, which is understandable. If he doesn't want to sleep with you, I'm afraid he is not normal. As a woman, you need feelings, you need nature, and you need time to accumulate. I'm sure you don't like sleeping with him so soon. It's normal. So how do you reconcile the contradictions between you? This requires both men and women to deepen their feelings and understand each other!