May you go through hardships and return to your youth.

May you go through hardships and return to your youth.

Time flies like a white horse. It has been half a year since I left school. A teacher I met when I went back to school yesterday was surprised to see me. What's more surprising is that I haven't been to his class once this semester.

More than that, he hasn't been to class yet! I skipped class for half a year, and I skipped every teacher's class. Similarly, I have never been there once. Fortunately, I have a good relationship with him. As soon as he came up, he asked me if I was okay, instead of asking me why I didn't go to class, which made me a little moved. It's really lucky to have one more person who cares about himself after leaving school for so long.

Well, it's a pity that he said he wouldn't go to school.

What a pity! I asked myself in my mind.

The answer is of course no. Although it is hard to live out of school, I prefer a simple and busy life to that leisure, not for anything else, but for myself to gain a foothold in society. I was very tired when I first came out. I am on the road every day, and I never know where the destination is.

But this has nothing to do with dreams, just to fill the stomach. I just want to survive in society. As a person who regards writing as his only hobby and articles as his own children, I naturally don't only value money and ability. In that case, wouldn't it be a bit boring?

As written in the book, life is not just the present, but also poetry and distance. My dream is not only Jinshan Yinshan, but also words and girls, teenagers and good night.

It was a difficult time, and there was still a long way to go from ignorance to independence. I don't want to walk safely, as long as I can reach the end. I don't know whether I am successful or not, but I know that there is another word about the ending between thinking and getting, called to.

Growing up is a very hard process, and the age of 20 is very embarrassing. There is nothing but dreams. Young shoulders are not enough to bear the burden of the family, and the resulting pressure is firmly pressed on the back like a mountain. There is no other way but to bite your teeth and carry it. Doing something you don't like is an experience, but I feel more like torture to myself. There is a saying, "I don't know how good I am if I don't push myself." But what I want to say more is, "You don't have to force yourself to know how terrible society is." The society is deep, people's hearts are complex, and all kinds of routines are deep. Therefore, we should be aware of what we have encountered.

I am on the road every day and will leave at any time. You can eat only one meal a day, or you can chat with a stranger late at night at a barbecue stall on the roadside. The dream measured by footsteps is still too insignificant. If you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss, drag your half-awake and half-drunk body back to the hotel, and fall asleep before you can say good night. ...

Admittedly, this is not the life I want.

But so what? Before I became strong, dreams and love were equally humble, and neither the future nor girls could see them. A man was drunk by the roadside, trying to spit out omnivores and grievances in his stomach. Most children are stubborn. I'd rather struggle all my life by myself and let that girl be carefree. Although she left me a way out, how dare I embark on a journey?

Okay, I'm so drunk, but I don't want to give up going home.

Being strong is not the goal. A good man has ambitions in all directions. Young dreams wander around, and a can of romance washes away all the dust. Isn't it? Time is a trip that never comes back, and both good and bad are scenery. While it's still dark, I'm on my way alone with loneliness. Don't ask me where I'm going. If my dream falls to the end of the world, I'd rather stay at home with it. The road is not easy, but life is not difficult. Right? As long as you work hard and persist, you will succeed one day. But the road to success is not as simple as talking about it. You must be able to stick it out, otherwise what will you face yourself along the way?

If you don't forget your innovative spirit, finish what you started.

Is this a difficult test? I don't know, but three months of training has completely transformed me. Although not too mature, I don't know how many times better than that idle college student before. If you don't take charge, you don't know how expensive the meal is, and if you don't come out, you don't know how tired life is. Three months' experience is definitely a fortune. The road I walked, the people I met, the scenery I saw, the wind and rain I encountered, and the things on the stalls came to me for reunion like old friends every sleepless night. I am no longer the self, I am no longer ignorant, but I am no longer the teenager with poetry and distance. Really changed, but not what I thought, not the original teenager, how can I be satisfied?

Of course not?

Otherwise, how can one think alone? Otherwise, how could I not write about that girl?

She said, may you go through hardships and return to your youth.

How can you not understand her? So try to be that kind self, but not just that teenager, just make yourself better and better. Although the future plan is wonderful, when you are drunk and don't know where to go, you must remember the way home, remember that there is another girl, and remember that you have a home.

There is nothing to regret, nothing to regret. Life will always be bitter for a while, just get through it. Then, when you succeed in the future, remember to thank yourself for your efforts. When you return with honor, don't forget your efforts and dreams, don't forget your initial heart and don't forget your girl.

I hope you don't forget your innovative spirit, so as to achieve your ultimate goal.

May you go through hardships and return to youth!