My ex-husband is a slut and often knocks on my door late at night.

Sometimes, I feel so cheap, he dumped me, and I don't want to die. Although I hate his ruthlessness, every time he knocks at the door in the middle of the night, I will be soft-hearted, and then I fall in love with him.

This scene has been going on many times. I know we can't meet again in this life, because he fell in love with a white girl who is more beautiful than me and a hundred times better than my home. She can give him a bright future.

For her, he waved away despite our five-year relationship, just because his mother was ill and had no money to treat her, and he reluctantly gave up on me just to save her life. To tell the truth, if that's the case, I'm excusable.

But after he hooked up with that woman, she separated from him for a long time because of her work, so he used this gap to pester me from time to time.

I am too sentimental to part with him and can't stand the temptation of his sweet words, so I can't bear to shut him out every time.

I used to have illusions about our relationship, but every time we made out, there was no room for his words, which made me disheartened. To put it bluntly, it is impossible for us to get married and live together in this life. Some are just sneaking around.

After I divorced him, I couldn't let him go, so I stopped looking for him. I rented a house and lived alone in his city. This also provides him with certain convenience. Almost every week, he will come to see me after dealing with his own affairs.

Every time, I tried to shut him out, but every time I changed my mind temporarily. It is difficult for me to delete him from my heart, which is why I refuse to leave the city.

Temporary happiness can only bring me a stronger sense of loss and emptiness. I chatted with my best friend last night. After listening to my experience, she called me a bitch and deserved it. After scolding me, I gave him a good scolding, saying that he is a pervert, and you won't find the north after three or two sweet words. He is a big man, playing a one-night stand with you under the guise of affection, but he can be so "boring", and the bitter person will eventually be you.

In the end, there is nothing to lose, and your good years are wasted on him. You two are really "Zhou Yu Huang Gai". Go on like this, you deserve it!

Although my best friend's words are not pleasant to hear, they are very reasonable, just like a pot of cold water, which will make me awake in an instant. It's just that I love him too much, beyond the understanding of others, and I still have a trace of nostalgia in my heart. I feel like I'm in an emotional whirlpool.

I also have a feeling of wanting to scold you. I just think he is more shameless. For this kind of man, the more emotional you are, the easier it is to become his crotch plaything. In fact, you know better than anyone. The fate between you two is over, so why deceive yourself? As your best friend said, it won't do you any good, but it will make his desire succeed again and again. You don't love him or hate him, but you indulge him in disguise and make him more shameless.

So, my advice to you is to leave that sad city at once. Leave him at once. Such an extremely irresponsible man is not worthy of your attachment, nor is it worth taking lightly, nor is it worth opening the door for him in the middle of the night to satisfy his unreasonable ideas.

This is a right and wrong decision. You don't need to think too much. When you come out, you will find that your happiness is not far away. It is better to find a truth than to keep an illusion. The result is that you are more injured. On emotional issues, being sensible can avoid many detours and even involve a lifetime of happiness. So, please make a decisive decision and don't make mistakes again.