13 years old, kicked out of the house by his parents.

It's raining in Mao Mao, as gloomy as my mood. I took two small bags of clothes and walked in this deserted street. Just after the Spring Festival, there are few pedestrians on the street. I am a 13 student who has not graduated from primary school. Where can I go?

Go home? From the moment my clothes were thrown out of the door and kicked out of the house, I made up my mind never to set foot in the house where I was tortured and humiliated again. Go find grandma? She is over 70 years old and has no financial resources. She relies on the help of her uncle and aunt. If I go to see her again, it will add a burden to my aunt and uncle. Will people like me?

It's breezy in the morning and my face is wet. I don't know if it's rain or tears. I went to a sheltered roof and sat down. The picture of life plays in my mind like a movie. ...

I still remember when I was five years old, playing alone in front of my house. My neighbor aunt passed by and asked me, "Is your mother good to you?" I was puzzled at that time and thought, "Mom is certainly good to me!" " Which mother is bad for her children? "I don't know how to answer, so I nodded with a smile. In my eyes, although my mother occasionally beats me and scolds me, even if my brother and I sometimes have problems, it is all my fault, but in my mother's eyes, it will always be my fault. But I have always stubbornly believed that hitting people is love, and my mother is very strict with me because she hates iron not to produce. Besides, I am four years older than my brother, and I should have let him go. It was not until later that I gradually understood the ins and outs of the matter from countless quarrels between my mother and grandmother.

I have lived with my grandmother as long as I can remember. In my impression, my father didn't go home day and night, and my mother disappeared all the year round. My grandmother always said to me: "Your parents are busy, you have to make money to support us!" " By the time they moved back, they already had a younger brother, just full moon. My nightmare started after my brother was born.

I like my brother very much. He is so meaty that he laughs when he is teased. However, my grandmother often tells me not to play too much with my brother. It's not good to get him by accident. I don't understand my grandmother. I don't think Doby is a big deal. Besides, he is my brother. Grandma really makes a mountain out of a molehill. Later, from grandma's words, I vaguely felt that grandma didn't particularly like this little grandson, but preferred me. In addition, I think my mother likes my brother better and is not very close to me. At that time, I thought it might be the reason why I spent less time with her. Just cultivate my feelings slowly.

Later, when my brother could walk, he was much more naughty. Everything in the house likes to touch. My mother and my grandmother often quarrel about the education of our two brothers. Grandma said that mother spent a lot of money, and children don't need to buy too many clothes when they grow up. They can choose the clothes I wore when I was a child. My mother said that her grandmother was too strong to take care of everything. Once, when I was doing my homework, my brother insisted on grabbing the pen in my hand. I gave him another pen and he didn't want it. He cried. Grandma got angry when she didn't listen to any persuasion. She pulled down his pants and slapped him, which made her cry louder and lie on the ground. My mother came out of the room when she heard the noise. When she saw a few red fingerprints on her brother's ass, her face suddenly turned sunny and cloudy, black as charcoal. Then, my mother and grandmother had a big fight for the first time. My mother picked up my brother and swore, "You haven't been a daughter-in-law since you married into your family. You don't guard against me every day, forget it, and you aim at my son. They are both your grandchildren. You always think only of the boss. Have you ever cared about smaller ones? " Grandma pointed at my mother angrily and shouted, "How dare you say, have you ever been in love with your eldest son since you entered the door?" Although you didn't come out of your mother's womb, you wouldn't be so mean to him, would you? Fortunately, my life is hard and I can still work. If I can't move, you may starve my eldest son to death! " It turns out that my mother is not my real mother! The news came as a bolt from the blue. I didn't listen to a word they said later, except that my dad just came back and took control of the situation.

Once a person's face is torn, there is nothing to talk about. Since then, this family has become a battlefield, and quarrels have become commonplace. My dad used to go home less. When he saw that cigarettes were sold all day at home, he made peace with both sides at first, and then he simply didn't come back, not once in two or three months. Even if I came back, I packed some daily necessities and left soon. I never stayed at home at all. Grandma said dad went out to make money, but never saw him give us living expenses. I can understand him running around for a living, but I can't understand that he only cares about his own enjoyment and ignores his family. My mother can't go out to work for the time being because she has to take care of her younger brother, so all her living expenses depend on the meager income of her grandmother working in a factory. The longer we spend together, the more critical my mother is of me. Anyway, everything I do is wrong. Whether I will be scolded depends on her mood. Grandma always advised me to put up with it, saying that she might not be able to support me when she is old one day. I am very wronged and helpless. I hate why my father can't protect me. Although I know that she is not my real mother, I am used to calling her and it is difficult to change my mind, but when I call her, she becomes stiff and her meaning changes.

Another quarrel, my mother mentioned the house under my grandmother's name. She said, "Why does my eldest brother want to have a house to live in and I want to rent a house to live in?" I want to move back! "Grandma does have a house for her uncle's family. She and my parents rent a house outside. It's not that my uncle kicked my grandmother out, but because I didn't have my mother to take care of me since I was a child (I heard my grandmother say that my biological mother ran away only 20 days after I was born, as if she had been beaten by my father), so I had to take it with my grandmother alone, and she didn't want to burden my uncle for fear of affecting their marital relationship, so she went out to rent a house alone.

Grandma couldn't stand my mother's three-day ordeal, so she had to move back to live with her uncle. On the day of moving, my father slept in bed for a day to protest, but my mother insisted on moving back despite everyone's opposition, just to save a few hundred dollars in rent and take care of the unbalanced psychology. Two tigers are not allowed in one mountain. Soon, one internal contradiction rose to two contradictions. Grandma looked at her two sons, and the two daughters-in-law abused each other in the most vicious language. Family members eat each other's flesh and blood, but they are unable to dissuade them. I became the only motivation for grandma to live.

A family with four children of similar age is like a costume drama. Different mothers are intrigued for their own interests. Children are often the fuse of contradictions, grabbing toys and quarreling. My mother and aunt had to step in to protect their children. Before living together, the two sisters-in-law occasionally went shopping and laughed together, and now they have become enemies. Originally, the two sides agreed that the cost of the family was 50% per household. Later, my mother deliberately dragged all the expenses at home and tried to force my uncle's family to move out in such an extreme way. That day, the power supply bureau called to urge me to pay the electricity bill, and my aunt went to my mother to give money: "I will stop the water and electricity if I don't pay the electricity bill!" " "My mother actually said," Stop and see who is in a hurry! " "She knows that her aunt needs to work on the computer at home, and she deliberately plays hooligans. My aunt can't stand it. She grabbed my mother's hair and pulled it hard, scolding: "You bitch, you have no ability to come here for free! If you can't afford it, don't learn from others to have children! " Not to be outdone, I wrestled with my mother. When my uncle came to stop them, they were both disheveled and disheveled, and my mother had bright red scratches on her face. I took a few siblings, and I was too scared to go out.

Grandma's family has become the main contradiction between the two families, and neither side wants to lose money and move away to let the other side take advantage. Because of the need of unity and "unity with the outside world", my mother temporarily put down her prejudice against me and hostility towards my grandmother, and occasionally please me.

Because of the quarrel in the past, mom and grandma have been estranged. Of course, the most important reason is that my brother and I are half-brothers. My grandmother raised me as her own child, and she and my mother formed two conflicts of interest. Therefore, the relationship between grandma and aunt has always been good, and there has never been a quarrel. Their personalities also hit it off and they got along well. Since the two sisters-in-law fought openly, the family atmosphere has become worse and suffocating. Can't sleep all night, grandma often covers her chest and sulks. After a long time, my mother gradually isolated herself. Whether adults or children, seeing her is like seeing a ghost, and my father is a shopkeeper who sells goods except money. Grandma said, "son, if anything happens to grandma, you can live with your uncle and aunt!" " " ?

When the two families went to court because of who lived at home and who went out to rent a house, the family suddenly received two letters from lawyers, one for grandma and one for my dad. Grandma opened it and was dumbfounded at once. It turned out that my dad went to grandma to ask for the real estate license and said that he would mortgage the house loan to do business. At that time, the loan was agreed to be 65,438+10,000 yuan. I don't know how it became a debt of 300,000 yuan now, and he didn't pay back a penny! It's really a wave of unrest.

Under grandma's questioning, my mother stammered out the truth: "I borrowed 6,543,800 yuan originally, but the capital turnover was not enough, so I borrowed 200,000 yuan without telling you!" At that time, the second time I asked you to sign, it was actually the second loan. He paid interest a few months ago, and then the interest rolled up, and he simply didn't pay it back! " Until the loan is ready to expire, the other party is looking for a lawyer to prepare for a lawsuit, and grandma is still in the dark. The friction caused by all kinds of small things that happened before has been forgotten. Now that such a big thing has happened, grandma's lifelong efforts have been defeated by this unfilial son and daughter-in-law, which is unforgivable in any case.

Grandma immediately informed my dad to come back and asked him when he would pay back the money. I didn't expect my dad to say brazenly, "You signed it when you borrowed money, and you can pay it back yourself!" " I'm at a loss. I didn't expect my dad to kick down the ladder like this. Mother and son went to the police station twice. My dad said, "I can do it if I want, big brother, they have to move out!" " "and added:" If I move out, I don't care about anything. "This is really the logic that needs to be supplemented! My father pays his debts on the condition that his grandmother gives him a house. Grandma is in a dilemma, but it is difficult to prevent domestic thieves.

Finally, because grandma couldn't let me go, she finally agreed to my dad's unreasonable request, hoping to keep the house. She begged my uncle's family to leave, grandma stayed at home with my parents, and my aunt packed her things and left with a resentful face. The world is finally quiet.

As a winner, my mother laughed loudly in her sleep, which made me unable to believe that good and evil will eventually be rewarded. She carried the hooligan to the end and achieved her goal. A month after my uncle and aunt moved out, my creditors called my grandmother every day to collect debts. Grandma took the opportunity to find fault, made a scene with my parents and forced them to pay back the money. She pointed at my mother and scolded, "It's all because of you, a jinx, that you have to move back. It's okay now, make trouble! Do you pay the utilities or not? If you don't pay, get out of here immediately! " ? My dad estimates that he has no money to repay the loan, and sooner or later someone will come to close the building, so he wants to take this step and move out, dragging his family's debts one day at a time. After a big quarrel between grandma and her parents, she packed her things and found a place to move. To my surprise, even I was kicked out.

In this way, I live in a rented house outside with my parents, but this time without grandma's shelter, my mother has higher requirements for me, blaming me for everything that has gone wrong in my life and venting it on me. In the rebellious period of youth, when my parents are used to beating and cursing, I often have the idea of running away from home and even thinking of death, but think about grandma's words: "You can't die without thinking, or you will be sorry that I raised you from an early age." You can't live without dying. In order to escape from my family, I often go to my grandmother's house alone to chat with her and seek spiritual comfort for a moment. Not long after my parents and I moved out, I heard my grandmother call my uncle, "son, move back!" " They have already left. I asked you to move out first because I wanted to take the opportunity to get rid of them. If you don't leave, they will live and die! "Oh, grandma and uncle have already communicated.

Grandma went on to say to me, "Son, in fact, I can't bear to let you suffer with your parents, but you also saw the situation at that time." If I don't make a determined effort to kick you out, your parents may not believe that I have lost all hope, but don't worry, if your mother really kicks you out of the house in the future, grandma will still take you in ... "I heard tears swishing down.

My uncle and aunt moved back to live with my grandmother, but the imminent loan debt problem needs to be solved. Grandma decided to let my uncle borrow money from the bank to pay back what my dad owed, transfer the house to my uncle's name, and then pay it back to the bank slowly, which is equivalent to remortgage the building. Grandma also went to ask the second-hand housing agent. At present, the value of this house is almost 600 thousand. That's what my dad did, and he ended up shooting himself in the foot, which was thankless.

The longer I spend with my mother, the more contradictions there will be. Grandma used to help me cope, but now I have to endure everything by myself. After I took my classmate home and was scolded by my mother in front of her classmates, the resentment I had accumulated for many years suddenly broke out and there was a fierce quarrel with her. My mother was so angry that she stuffed all my clothes into the bag and went to the door, swearing: "It is better to have a dog than to have you!" "

Before dawn, I walked out of the house with my packed things, so there was a scene at the beginning of the article.

The rain stopped and my tears dried up. After thinking about it, I still have to find grandma. I dragged my luggage to her house and knocked on her door. Grandma saw that my eyes were red when I was carrying my luggage, and she choked and said, "I expected this day long ago, but I didn't expect it so soon!" " Come in, quick! "Aunt also smiled at this moment, and later I learned that grandma and uncle spent a lot of thoughts to persuade her to accept me. I sincerely thank them! I think I'm both unlucky and lucky.