Why am I so damn? But if you die, you can't die. You still owe money. It's really hard to live without family participation. I wish I had no family.

Maybe you did something wrong, which made you miserable. Fortunately, you didn't do anything stupid because of your family. A person's life has never been smooth sailing. When they encounter obstacles, they should bravely cross over, do something wrong and sum up their experiences and lessons. Make amends and start over. Find a way to pay off the debt you owe. As long as someone is here, nothing is a problem. Cheer up, for yourself and your family. Start (a disease)