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My friend's space was uploaded to graduation photo dynamically. Looking at these smiling faces of youthful sunshine, I realized that I had graduated for a whole year. I didn't know why I wanted to stay in Beijing last year, but now I can choose a good job in a second-tier city, only to find that inadvertently, my mind began to change.

At first, I thought that my dream could only be realized in Beijing, because this is the place closest to success and the place with the most opportunities. But from internship to graduation for a year or two, I can see the hardships of people at different levels in Beijing and the life in Sex and the City. I thank Beijing for giving me these feelings. It didn't make me get carried away because I wanted to enter the upper class, nor did it make me indifferent and suspicious to strangers. Instead, let me see the rapid development of economy and trade in big cities, and let me know that realizing my dream depends on my own struggle, effort and persistence. I have been myself for two years, and I have suffered a lot, but I have gained more than that. Finally understand that life is the same everywhere, the key is how to live. Who the fuck hasn't lost his youth yet?

Last year's graduation season, I left the company where I worked as an intern for nearly a year and once had dinner with my former leader. He said, I can see myself in you: stubborn, arrogant, sincere, stubborn and persistent. I said I felt like a man, and he smiled. I know why he said that, because1251 held a concert in the Bird's Nest on May 1, and I bought a stand ticket. He was there that day, so people who like Mayday need not say anything. It is a tacit understanding to go to his concert. I remember him saying that he had a dream of teaching. I said my major is a teacher. I won't give up this major, I will use this major to give back to education. He said that he often reads books and buys books by the dozen. I said I read at least one book a week, and most of the time I like to put a book in my bag. He said that he had two guitars at home, and I would climax when I said "stubborn", and I was already learning "without you". At the concert that day, "Salted Fish" of Mayday was a smash hit, and he said it was his favorite song.

This year's graduation season, I left the company where I worked for nearly a year. Although the time is not long, this company has given me a platform to choose better opportunities. That old man (my manager), a person who indulges me to scold me. During this year, his earnest teaching and loose work style made everyone here feel at home. He said that he is the training base here, and people who want to go out from him are getting better and better. This platform is not big, but it gives us comfortable growth and freedom. The old man said, I am a strong person with a soft heart. Finally, he called me little girl. You can ask him if you are in trouble. Think of this as your mother's home and come back anytime. At that moment, my tears could not stop flowing down. The old man didn't attend the last dinner, but he paid the bill.

I accidentally remembered what my sister-in-law said when Rico and her sister-in-law invited everyone to sing that day: Beijing is a good place, a place where you can see hope as long as you persist in your efforts. Sister-in-law's four-year period is from 3K to 20,000 per month. I don't think this is an exaggeration. Seeing her brilliant present, we should also remember her hard work. Not only that, my sisters around me are all too familiar with it. She started as a small receptionist in Beijing Hotel. Now I have become a professional manager and have been studying all kinds of knowledge in class. My brother also told me that he had done a lot of work in the past, from a copywriting opportunity in an advertising company to becoming a small leader in the company. He is still trying to make himself better and always gives me help and enlightenment when I am in trouble. It is said that you need hard work, opportunities and persistence in Beijing. But I think they all know what they want, what is kindness and gratitude, what is responsibility and commitment, because Beijing is not their original home. They need courage and attitude to build this home, and they will become a home bit by bit.

Lao Chai, a high school classmate, came to Beijing from Shenyang a few days ago (I still remember the scene that he Shuang sang a song with me all night in KTV the week before. My friend really deserves my life's treasure, and I can accompany you to give you a shoulder when you are lonely, helpless and sad), but I'm going back to Shenyang soon. Life is like this. I want to be closer, but my feelings are still there (I also hope to have a good time with my old friends in my last days in Beijing). Zhang Nan also came to Beijing from his hometown. He said that he would take the road of youth again so that he could see more and bear more. I didn't expect this big boy with superior family conditions to stand the life of several square meters in Beijing. Perhaps neither Zhang Nan nor Lao Chai will stay in Beijing for a long time, but this is the starting point for them to dare to dream. Fighting together is called youth. After studying web design in Beijing, my brother returned to Shenyang to find a good job and began to live a life of earning money by going to work. Only then did I find that he was much more progressive and sensible than other children of the same age, which made me feel very proud, so that my parents could enjoy life with peace of mind in the future, and the days when the family was together were also very happy.

No matter how many people change every day, the bustling imperial city of Beijing is still there, not far from it. There are family members who have always been with me, as well as colleagues and friends in Beijing. Some sincerity is in the bones, and you can't give up and dilute it no matter where you are. Even the sugar elder sister I have never met, Jingjing in Wuhan and Ning in Shanghai, when I think of it, I feel full of positive energy and warmth, which have already penetrated the defense line between strangers and stayed in my heart directly.

I have a lot of books piled up at Sasha's sister's house. She took out a book "Walking Rose" from my pile of books. She said that the woman on this book cover is very intellectual, and the book written should be good. I nodded in agreement. Whether it's about emotion, about choice, about love, about survival, about marriage, about opportunity and so on. Everyone has different feelings. I think it has something to do with everyone's experience. But what I like best in this book is what she said "about change". I once read another author's description: the sign of inner strength is the ability to change in any situation. The same is true of the change in LUQIU LUWEI's A Walking Rose: "You never know, I know, and more importantly, you must have the ability to cope with change."

I used to think, what did I come to Beijing to drift for? A person rented a house of 10 square meters in the most difficult time, and he couldn't sleep with a quilt every thunderstorm night, fearing until dawn. At that time, posters of Liu Tong, Chen Mo and Mayday were posted on the wall. The Buddha kept telling himself that youth is like this, and it takes countless miserable nights to have a brilliant life. Later, I realized that wandering is not about thinking about another life. There is no other life at all. It's the same everywhere, but in different ways. I'm still so lazy and confused. I will still do one thing after I understand it. It makes no difference. I drift because I hope I can experience more, become stronger inside and stop drifting one day.

Looking back on the article written three years ago, I still have lofty sentiments and my blood will still boil. At that time, I was young and energetic, like tossing and turning, afraid of mediocrity, and hoped that my life would be more colorful and more possible. Today, a few years later, many things have changed, but I found that those essential things printed in my heart cannot be changed. For example, the attitude towards things is always "do your best and have a clear conscience". Try your best to be responsible for yourself, but be naive to be responsible for others.

When I was young, I always liked to put out the truth in an attempt to convince others, and I realized more and more that everyone had different views on things, and I rarely met friends with the same three views. Therefore, in the vast sea of people, I will cherish them when I meet them. Thank you for coming to my little world.