Sad, ridiculous and sad.

First, as far as I am concerned, there is no one I like and nothing I like to do. "Family first, work second, friends third, I am the only one" is my mentality. It's really hard to say. I feel like I've lived my whole life at such a young age! I always worry about what I will lose, but I never cherish what I have. It's pathetic, hateful and ridiculous.

Second, when you burst into tears, only you know, because people who don't care about you will never know why you are sad, and maybe you are still secretly happy. Don't expect a little comfort from others, because it is sad and ridiculous, and it is cheap and cheap.

Third, the former family gradually alienated and became strangers. This process is really chilling and relaxing. My heart is so cold that I can slowly let go of my inner obsession ... It is sad and ridiculous to recall those extravagant hopes in my heart. Life is not easy, I just want to be safe. Hello, 27 years old!

Fourth, I thought that only women who devote themselves to their babies in the whole world are stupid and pathetic, but after giving birth to babies, I understand these people more and more. When the whole world cannot be expected by myself, all my hopes can only be passed on to the baby. Sad and ridiculous.

In fact, everything has gone bad for a long time, and I am still swallowing it. Only I understand the smell. Now I am like a clown, feeling ridiculous and sad, redundant and a burden. 6. I watched a monkey self-directed performance from last night to today. It was both sad and ridiculous, and I admired myself for finishing it.

Seven, "suddenly found himself sad and ridiculous, sad world injustice, ridiculous innocence.

Eight, so many years alone outside, never feel anything. But this year, I realized that I don't have a real home, and I don't have a complete place to live, so my heart can go. When I think about it carefully, what makes me feel most comfortable is that the dormitory is a rented house, not my home. Sad, sad, ridiculous.

Nine, it's just that this circle has found chess pieces that have been forcibly upgraded. Are being used as guns and showing off smugly. They don't know how much they can do. They are too arrogant to care about their predecessors. It's really sad and ridiculous to deceive yourself and satisfy yourself.

Ten, sad and ridiculous ... Hehe ... I'm getting less and less like myself.

Eleven, so pushed forward by fate. Only this sense of fullness that doesn't stop you can crowd out that sad and ridiculous helplessness. I hope I can return to innocence and have no other thoughts.