I have been in love with a man with a family for several years. All I have seen in him over the years is disappointment, no hope and a desire to quit.

When you love a man with a family, the first thing you have to face is endless hope, waiting and invisibility. He can't be on call because of family constraints. You can't count on his company during the family reunion festival. He will never be with you on this day.

He can naturally shuttle between two or more women, and when you want to contact the opposite sex except him, you will become unfaithful. You can't go in and out of his parties and social occasions because your relationship is not protected by law. So you can't walk freely in the sun. At this time, you must stay at home alone and play an "underground worker" who can't reveal his identity and goals.

When he has a crush on you, it's only a few days. No matter how busy and inconvenient he is, he will use all available time to pay attention to you. Even if he can't come to accompany you because of entertainment, he will leave a table in the restaurant and run to the bathroom to call you or send a message. Every morning, he will text you with fresh greetings and tell you his schedule and whereabouts at any time. At night, he will text you how much he misses you ... and he will occasionally make some unexpected surprises to make you happy. Even if two people can't be together, you can always follow him. He makes you feel that his love is always there, and his temperature for you is soaring. It often gives you the illusion that he is by your side and you can feel his breathing and body temperature. During the time when he cares about you, sometimes you will feel that he is a little confused about you. His obsession often makes you feel that he is like a little boy who has just started to fall in love. With his help, you returned to that first love time full of youth and innocence.

However, all this beauty will fade or even change with the passage of time. You will gradually find that his phone calls and information are getting less and less, and his reason is always a theme-busy.

It seems reasonable to take time out of your busy schedule at first, but then you can't leave. But women understand that men know better that their passion period is coming to an end and his enthusiasm for you is getting worse and worse. In the future, he can only walk farther and farther away from you, just like running water flowing eastward, and it is impossible to go back to the past.

When his enthusiasm for you fades away, you will undoubtedly become his past and the accumulation of his experiences. However, no matter how much he yearns for the outside world, he will always return to his legally protected home. What about you? From morning till night, all you are waiting for is the routine greeting he seems to be carrying out. The theme is still very busy and tired recently ... Finally, even such greetings. ...

You always have the illusion that your cell phone rang and you didn't hear it. Did you miss his message? But your mobile phone rarely rings, so that you lose the desire to turn it on. In fact, you are afraid to turn on the phone, because you are afraid that the phone will stop ringing. What you are more afraid of is disappointment and loneliness after your hopes fail.

You no longer know what he is busy with every day.