My Youth (Series of Short Stories XIII) Silent Youth B

Yes, I hope everything will be all right, but for lonely people, time passes too slowly. I often sit and stand in my room to kill time. Friday, this sad day, I didn't want her to come, but she came anyway. I counted in my mind many times to find a place to play, but I screened one by one and found nothing. Zhao Jiang is a journalist. He is twenty-five years old and hasn't fallen in love yet. In fact, he is just a black spot on the skin. But a few days ago, he found an ugly and sexy girl to live with, so he sank into the gentle town and cut off all the information of his former friends. His reason is that his girlfriend can't take it out, so will he be happy at home? I tried to make a phone call, and it was really a sigh. Zhao Ping, a former colleague, is now running advertisements on TV, and her hair is dyed red for no reason, which makes people very uncomfortable. How can it be enjoyable if it is not pleasing to the eye? And He Dan, she always asks me out, but her overweight face always has a double chin; Wang Ting is older than me. She told me about her loneliness several times, but she once lived with her boyfriend. Li Shan is an employee of an insurance company. She has a stable job and a high income, but she is too talkative. Alas, alas, I had a warm chat with these ladies and gentlemen. When I was at work, we played together to solve loneliness. Can we get in touch with loneliness? I am bitter, why am I not interested in these women who are completely interested in me? God always likes to make mistakes by mistake. Don't let me meet that.

That person should have a flowery smile, delicate face, long hair and supple, slim and plump figure and affectionate eyes. But she was always there. A foreign friend said, "Loneliness is shameful." Yes, because he was very demanding of people and things around him at first, and at the same time he had the same nasty ideas as those around him. ?

I am alone, full of eager yearning for the girls around me, full of mystery and admiration for them, although maybe they are normal. Just like Iowa in black, I suddenly feel that she is very noble, floating around in my eyes until my heart.

Today is Friday. In the afternoon, it seems that a man from the swallow's house came out to pour water. Zhenying's room seems to have a strong male voice. Only Ahua's house is like a stagnant water. The light was still on at dusk, so I pricked up my ears and heard nothing. Maybe she's inside, maybe she's out, maybe there's another man? By the way, at noon, there was a male voice in her house. They had lunch together, but their door was open. But it's closed now. Is that man still there? I seem to hear the creaking of the bed. Maybe I'm in love? I thought sadly. I am the only one in this house who looks like a greedy cat hanging in the air. The world is really unfair.

I'm nearsighted, and I'm still confused about the girls around me. There are two middle school girls living opposite Iowa, always smiling immature. Naturally, you don't have to stop by, just Iowa. Is her bed ringing? I left the door ajar and it was dark. The electric fan made my Adam's apple a little choked. I imagine that the blowing of the electric fan is the touch of a gentle hand. After all, in this house, only he is a moving life, and the rest are dead. The words on my wall have become pale and lonely, just like me.

I heard the door in Iowa open and close again. She went downstairs to fetch water, and when she came back, she opened the door again, and I was sure that she was the only one, aha! On weekends, some people are as lonely as me! But the door of Iowa closed again in an instant, and my idea of stopping by was closed. I was bored and scribbled in the newspaper on the post desk. I feel that the electric fan is still a little hot at night. Suddenly, the light went out. I was downstairs when the light went out. When I went upstairs, I saw four stairs full of people. A strange girl asked me to call my boss. When I came back, she asked, Did you find it? I think she is pretty, except that there is a shirtless man in the back who puts his hand on her waist. It was dark everywhere. What should I do? Hua happened to be looking for something with a lighter. I took the opportunity to borrow it. She asked me if I had any candles. I said I was looking for it. After searching for it for a long time, I didn't find it, so I wanted to close the door and go out to play. Ahua also goes ahead. I put on my hot clothes and thought I could ask Jen to play with me, but the light was on. Jen said the light was on, so I had to go back to pick up Tuoshi's crime and punishment. Hua didn't come up for more than ten minutes. Her door is always open and the stool is still cackling. I think it's time to return the lighter in Iowa. I gave her my lighter on purpose to test her popularity. She said she was younger, and I thought she was laughing, so I put on my clothes and came back to change clothes and shut the door. I'm sitting in a bed in Iowa.

When did I become gentle? Well, the geese who lost their flock naturally admire the gray clouds. When I saw that Iowa was studying graphic production, I talked about my advertising experience. Facing women, I find my eloquence is still very good. Hua gradually turned off the computer and leaned down to talk to me. She asked: Are you nervous when applying for a job? I said I was the manager of an advertising company, recruiting others. She said what it's like to be a boss. I said it was different. Everyone is mortal. I just feel comfortable having someone else do things for me. Then I introduced the essence of my advertising copy. She looked cheerful and said, aren't you from the Chinese department? My classmate said that you are a writer and want to be a writer. I said that I am a professional writer now, but writing is also a kind of planning. Like you, advertising design is also a kind of planning, and we need new demands. We come down in one continuous line. She nodded frequently and said that she had just found the master. I found that Iowa's face was tender and even, but she felt very thin and her teeth seemed to protrude at any moment. When she listened with relish, I thought she was really naive and superficial, but not as naive as a student. She looked pale because of lack of book knowledge. Of course she seldom reads books. She has almost no opinions and nothing that can inspire me. In other words, she was just a very ordinary female college student at that time, and it was difficult to leave a deep impression on people.

However, I was moved by her Tan Xing. She got excited and lifted her skirt several times. She looks a little depressed, which is related to her closed personality. We talked quickly for nearly an hour, and I completely showed myself. In fact, I am a straightforward person, and I don't like making fakes or decorating. Before I left, I said I was going to publish a book and asked her to help me design the cover. She readily agreed.

It happened that a man was standing at the door and asked him if he could come in. He was topless and tanned. As soon as he came in, he was full of enthusiasm, and his words were dull and vague. Still doing very rash and childish actions. I tried to smile at him, but I couldn't find the reason. I think he is too unattractive. Just as I was about to leave, the light went out. As soon as the light comes on, people disappear, and as soon as the door in Iowa closes.

At night, I thought, he can't be Iowa's boyfriend, but he obviously went out, so at least he didn't live together. Late at night, I suddenly heard a mysterious voice talking to Hua, such as keys or asking Hua for water. But soon I heard Zhenying's voice, as if asking for a key or something, and then I heard a noisy voice coming from Zhenying's side, as if quarreling with her boyfriend.

The next morning, I drew up my title and attached my portfolio, asking her to help me design the cover. She was having breakfast, asked me if I had eaten, and stared at me with a smile for a long time.

I went to Taozi Lake in the morning, looking for a facade to do business and make a living. I want to go all day, but I'm tired all morning. I also thought I was surrounded by jen Jin-young. I came back at four o'clock, slept until dark, and saw Zhenying and her boyfriend go out after dinner. She also looked at me for a while, and the one next to me turned out to be looking for Hwa last night. I was not impressed, but I was disgusted with his expression last night. He is purely a punk image with no self-confidence. The boredom of his speech made me shake my head, and I felt sorry for Zhen Xuan. This kind of black charcoal is pressed on Zhen Xuan's delicate white body, which really makes people feel wronged for the beauty of the world. At the same time, I thought, it's no wonder that Zhen Xuan always has an ambiguous expression, and then I thought, Zhen Xuan found such a tacky boyfriend herself, and her impression of her was reduced by another layer, although she looked up at the faucet and wanted to talk to me with a charming expression, and it was also her who called my boss when the power went out yesterday.

It was very late after I took a shower. There is a light on in the room in Iowa, but there is no sound. I don't know whether she is one or two, so I dare not make a move. I'll know if there's anyone living together in Iowa tonight. But there was no sound at Iowa's house all night. The light was on all the time and it didn't open until twelve o'clock. I knew at least one person was inside. It's very hot tonight. I woke up several times and fell asleep again. In addition, I think I had an hour of communication with Iowa, and my incisive and enlightening remarks just made her digest. Besides, does she still want to see my work?

On Sunday morning, I met Iowa washing her face. We smiled at each other. She seems very friendly. On the contrary, I thought I was cool enough. Then, the swallow came, and I turned to let her pass. The power went out at noon, and it was very hot. I don't know if Hua is here. Swallow and boyfriend blew a shot. He also sang songs with great interest and played low-level jokes with a carpenter. Then I chat with Swallow's boyfriend. He works in a development company, and I know the development companies in this city too well. I talked about it in Kan Kan, which made this man admire me very much. Just then, Hua's door opened, but no one came out.

I feel that Hua spent the whole afternoon sleeping. I returned the advertising book to him at five o'clock. She is already sitting next to the computer, so I speak to the computer. I asked her to be the sun and she made one. She said that she saw my work and thought of several covers. I asked her how she felt about my work, and she said it was not bad. This is just a pattern. So when it comes to computers, I feel bored, and they are not very enthusiastic. So I came out and Iowa looked up at me. She probably thinks she's excluded me. Actually, this is not what makes me sad. What makes me sad is another thing, because when I was near Iowa, I smelled not body odor or anything, but dead mice. I looked up and choked for a while, but Iowa smelled like a fox. This made me quickly understand the reason why she lives alone.

So I can't help feeling sorry for Iowa. I didn't go to her house at night, but she wandered around my door. On Sunday, she didn't go out alone all day, because Zhenying and them all played with their boyfriends. In the afternoon, they sent their friends away separately, and Iowa seemed a little active. From time to time, she went to Jane Ying's house and gave a depressed and cheerful laugh.

On Monday, when I went out, I found Zhenying at the gate of their school. She made a gesture to cover her eyes from the sun. In front of their teaching building, I saw Ahua and them, as if the whole class were having a meeting. Hua wears sunglasses, and the swallow turns to look at me from a distance. Zhenying was the only one when she came back, and the sound of her bucket was particularly crisp. She looks very active, which I think is due to her nutrition. She walked around my window, and I vaguely felt that she saw my work in her house in Iowa.

At night, I suddenly got a little bored and walked around the house. I want to talk to Hua, but Hua has made a dash for the door. Gone forever, never came back for a long time. It suddenly occurred to me that Hua is actually a very calculating person, from the day I borrowed the manuscript paper to my experience of reading people, and when I went to play yesterday, she said, "I wish you had studied design." At least don't invite others to publish books. "I think she is deliberately forced out. I asked her to design it to get close to her. Also, when she drew the sun yesterday, she drew a child by the way. I should say "this is your self-portrait" and give her a silent gesture to reconcile the atmosphere. Moreover, she said that she was nearsighted and didn't want to pretend to be gentle without glasses. I said, "Don't you like to pretend to be gentle?" Said it twice in a row. She said no, but her ears were red. Dude, you said you were sensitive. Women are more sensitive than you?

So I thought, when Hwa saw that I didn't come back all day, and I went in and out on purpose, it proved that she had a place to play, and then I lost my appetite. And I started writing my next episode of Song of the Lonely at 9: 00, and I was in high spirits. I wrote a thousand words, which was beyond my control, and I was no longer interested in her coming back. I only saw Zhenying when I was pouring water. She stood looking at me, which embarrassed me. Then she went to her home in Iowa. I guess she was reading my novel, because someone in her family loudly told her not to go.

After Zhenying went out, Ahua's house was still open. I want to have a cup of boiled water with her. However, due to the delay in writing the article, when I yawned, Iowa's door was closed, but soon I felt Iowa's lights shining in the corridor. I want to go downstairs and take a walk at Iowa's house, because she doesn't smell like a fox after taking a shower at night, but the door was closed when she came up. I wanted to knock on her door, but when I saw that it was past eleven, my courage was greatly reduced. But today, I have a strong desire to communicate, so I try my best to write on paper. But in the end I didn't think it was necessary. With a slight melancholy, I dimmed the light and put it out.

In the morning, we open the door to wash at the same time. She said her computer was broken. At noon, I began to study computer with her. The atmosphere is so harmonious that I can't study any more when I meet you, but I am much more relaxed physically and mentally. I said I could help her move tomorrow. She said, I'm sorry. So I went to eat!

I arrived at the room early. Just as I opened the door, her door suddenly opened, glanced at me and closed again. I took something at home and left because of something. I think her movements are very complicated. When I came back 30 minutes later, her door was steep and wide open, and I was sweating profusely. I took a shower first and met Hwa washing clothes. She came to say hello to me specially, and I could see that there was helplessness in her tone. I was combing my hair when I came back from the shower. Hua suddenly passed by my door, and my door was blown shut by the wind, making a loud noise. When I opened the door again, her door was closed. I was embarrassed, so don't get me wrong! So I decided to chat with her tonight. She may be bored because her computer is broken today. She wants to talk to me, but she is afraid. Or she told me to move the computer tomorrow! The girl doesn't like reading either. The computer is broken, so she naturally has nothing to do. But now I want to lose her appetite. Reading at ten o'clock in one breath, Hua's light went out and she fell asleep, Hua! It's too exaggerated, which makes me a little uneasy. She must be looking at the sky alone at the moment. I walked around and opened the door a little, hoping that she would get up. However, her room is quiet, and I think she must be waiting for me to knock on her door. As soon as I knock on her door, she will turn over, so the topic will stay between flowers and non-flowers, and it will be cool. I will read her palm tonight. Palm reading is the best way for me to get close to girls. Hold hands together and then use provocative language. Hey, hey, so I tinkled over and knocked at the door. This was the first time I knocked at the door, and the answer was silence.

I happened to meet her when I went out this morning. She doesn't look good in a white shirt Iowa is a closed girl. I mentioned Saturday to her later, and she said she went to play. I clearly know that she is at home, which shows that she is afraid that others will see her loneliness. I asked her about the computer again, and she said that she called a classmate and a boy the day before yesterday to help her do it well. I just want to laugh a little. When I went to her house, she took out my literary works from the bedside. I asked her how she felt. She just said flatly, yes, it's gone. Am I too conceited?

The weather is getting colder and colder. As the weekend approaches, Tokisada English becomes a little restless. She shouted to China, and they spoke in a low voice, which I could vaguely hear. "That boy is very talented, but a little cool" is Zhenying's voice. "Seize the opportunity ..." I can't hear you clearly. Hee hee, hee hee, they seem to laugh more obscenity than men.

Later, I strolled to Iowa's house in a casual posture, but she was a little flustered. Instead, I think she is too formal and lacks the spirituality that girls should have. Maybe I didn't inspire her cuteness. I feel a little bored, plus her literary dullness, I feel even more bored. Ah. In the desolate season, as long as life is a landscape, there is no choice. Besides, Iowa has a good face. I opened the door and went out. Hua's computer has not been repaired yet. Her classmates seem to have no time. She will never talk to me. I'm afraid of being sensitive to computers. I don't think it's necessary to take this business.

The weekend is a sunny day. Autumn sunshine is easy to make people want. Lonely youth needs words, kisses and hugs. I walked around outside, hoping to meet a smiling face or something, even a back. But slowly, I feel a little empty after all. Maybe it's not as good as Iowa's white hands and slightly exposed teeth. Zhen Xuan suddenly looked back at my posture, or boldly looked at me with provocative eyes, and stayed with me for a long time. It's time for the swallow to step aside. Although she stood in the aisle the day before yesterday and I asked her to make way, she still smiled at me with feeling, but it was hard to hide her vulgarity.

Early in the morning, the house in Iowa opened. I sat down for less than five minutes, and I went in alone. He was originally a fellow student from a middle school across from Iowa. He was chatting loudly at his home in Iowa the other day. What I listened to was the kicking action in a video, the attention points in playing table tennis, and Andy Lau's aquiline nose. I usually sit in the video game room for an hour. His rough voice is loud, which annoys me. However, Iowa gave a cheerful laugh from time to time and sent him away when he left. Now this man is here again. I watched the video all night last night, and I was very sleepy. The man speaks the local dialect with plastic. Iowa even said, "It doesn't matter. Never mind, you can sleep in my bed. " The man seems to be still mumbling, and Iowa has repeatedly relieved him. Then the sound of Iowa knocking, and then the sound of Iowa knocking. Zhenying called at my window in slippers, but there was no sound at Iowa's house.

When I came back from breakfast, Iowa's house was still silent, but when I was lying in bed reading a book, I suddenly heard a violent crash of stools and tables from Iowa's house, and then the man slammed the door open and flew downstairs, and then Iowa cried.

I tried to find out, but I didn't. Lonely people always turn their minds around and like to give people a calm face. They think deeply about other people and things, but at the same time they lose themselves.

Later, it was Zhen Xuan's voice. She stood at Ahua's house for a while and then knocked on my door. This is the first time a girl knocked on my door. Besides, it is Zhen Xuan's white finger. I smiled and opened the door. She asked, "What happened to Ahua?" I shook my head and said I didn't know. Zhen Xuan looked at me with a complaining look. I followed her to Ahua's house and saw Ahua lying on the table. After all, I felt strange to her and quietly returned to my home. Zhenying also came out, stood in front of my window for a while and made an action that I couldn't get in. I didn't encourage her with eyes and smiles, and she quickly walked away pretending to be in a hurry.

After all, I don't know why jen is crying, and I don't necessarily need to know. I only know that I am leaving my neighbor, and I will move to a new place at the end of the month without saying goodbye to anyone. I don't know what I left for others or myself here.

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