Talk about your shortcomings and accept your imperfect self.

The year is coming to an end, and I don't know when the busy life suddenly becomes idle.

Although every day is still the same from nine to five, there is nothing to do except some inventory work. ...

I don't know if this kind of leisure is good. I just feel that there will be a kind of boring fear on such a day when there is nothing to do.

Idle, temporarily. But since the camera was installed in the workshop, I feel strange in my heart. Although no one will stare at it all the time before monitoring, I still feel uncomfortable thinking that my words and deeds have been completely photographed.

In addition to feeling lost freedom, uncomfortable, and even a little agitated.

Maybe I don't like this kind of life! So when facing some things, I will have more complaints and dissatisfaction than others, and I want to escape.

I don't like this feeling, and I don't like myself-when I don't know what to do, the whole person can't help thinking.

Think about things that don't exist, think about good things, think about bad things. ...

Someone advised me to put up with it again and wait until this year is over before making plans for next year. There's nothing wrong with it, but I'm not sure how long I can stand it, or when I can hold on.

In the end, it may be my own problem. I obviously want to live a quiet day, but I can't help but want to escape. Let me see, I have a lot of problems myself.

Maybe it's not a complete problem, let's talk about the shortcomings first!

Talk about your own shortcomings and give yourself a chance to reflect.

First: it's always easy to think too much.

I want to defend and explain, but I don't know what I can refute or explain when I think about it.

It seems to be a negative emotion, which will always hurt people and themselves at some point.

I don't know why or even when it started. It seems that I can't help thinking a lot. It seems that everything is necessary and everything is unnecessary.

Even if it proves that it is useless to think too much in many cases, it seems that I just can't control myself.

Besides thinking too much, I also like to recall the past.

Some things have passed for a long time, or some people no longer occupy their own lives, or they can't help but recall at some point. Although memory is not a bad thing, it is always easy to feel sad and hurt when you have too many memories.

Maybe don't think so much, don't think so much about something, it's better not to think so much about nothing ... in this way, people may live more comfortably!

Therefore, we have to change it in the future. Can't live so tired, can't live so miserable.

Second: cowardice and timidity.

I don't know who gave me such a label, but I really can't deny that there is a "weak" side in my character.

Especially in the face of some things, I seem to be afraid of making trouble, or being the one who stands out from the crowd. So many times the idea is that "more things are not as good as less things." Even if I feel wronged sometimes, I will choose to face everything silently in the end.

Perhaps, still timid!

Always a passive Nuo Nuo, or afraid, and I don't know why I left such an impression on others.

So, I don't know whether it comes from nature or the environment.

Occasionally I don't like myself like this, but I seem to be used to being such a person.

Contradictions, entanglements, more still have to be brave. Even if you don't want to be a brave person, try to be a brave person.

Third: sometimes too stubborn or stubborn.

I am not sure which word to use to describe myself, or I am stubborn, or I am stubborn.

I didn't feel very stubborn before, and I didn't feel how stubborn I was. However, after these years, more and more people find that there is such a stubborn or stubborn side in their own personality.

Just like sometimes, you know you are wrong, but you still look dead without hitting the south wall and looking back.

He said he was stubborn, but he wouldn't listen. It is stubborn, but it is regarded as the publicity of personality.

Actually, it's nothing. And those nice commendatory words are not suitable for themselves at all.

Wrong is wrong. But I always try to be brave for that poor face or for that unworthy dignity. After all, it's just not worth it.

So, don't be so stubborn once in a while, and listen to other people's suggestions once in a while, maybe you can get different results.

Fourth: lazy.

In fact, I always knew that I was a lazy person. But I didn't really try or change.

This seems to be a natural inertia, often when I don't like myself, I will comfort myself: forget it!

Maybe I don't really feel so lazy, so I have so many lucky thoughts.

But I still have this shortcoming after all, and I missed a lot of things because of this shortcoming, or I have a lot of regrets because of this shortcoming.

A little, still not hard enough for yourself!

Forget it, trying to be a less lazy person may be the best you can do. Maybe that's all I can do. After all, I'm just a mortal.

Of course, compared with some shortcomings, I think it is most important for a person to accept reality and accept his imperfect self.

Change what can be changed, and accept what cannot be changed. That's good.

-recorded on 20 17. 1.2? Monday? cloudy